A/N: Hey guys. I'm so so sorry for the wait again. I've been busy with school and other things. Thank you so much to the people who have stayed with me through this and for the people who have stayed as long as all 3 stories. Honestly i am so grateful for you so thank you. Anyway here's the long awaited chapter 6! I hope you like it and please let me know what you think:)

I don't own austin ally or Cassidy.

AUSTIN'S POV:

I let out a heavy sigh and begrudgingly walk back into my cabin. Cassidy stands up, her arms folded and her face full of concern.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean for her to-"

"Just get out" I tell her pointing to the door. She stares at me for a moment,

"Are you mad that I-"

"I just need to be alone for a while and sort things out before I do something I regret" I interrupt, body trembling with urgency.

"Austin I didn't mean to upset things" she says ignoring my pleas for her to leave I squeeze my fists together, licking my lips and attempting to restrain myself from what I wanted so badly to do.

"Just go" I beg of her through painful breaths. She stares at me for a while, finally seeing the seriousness of my request.

"Ok fine I'll go" she says walking towards me and the door. "Just please don't let this change anything between us" she continues. "I'm not gonna stand in the way of you and Ally. I get that you don't like me I just wanted to tell you how I felt in case by any chance you felt the same" As she speaks my eyes dart down to her lips like magnets. I swallow. As hard as I tried to keep them up they got pulled right back down again. My leg shook, my face was hot. The longer she stood there the more agonizing it was. Her words blurred and faded into the back of my mind and all I could see was that sexy smile and her sparkling eyes. Finally I lose control.

"Fuck it" I say letting go of all my logic and grabbing her head in my hands, kissing her passionately. She pulls back a bit but I keep her attached to me.

Her hands find my arms, holding onto my biceps as we kiss. After a while I pull away slightly, keeping hold of her head, my face remaining inches from hers. She opens her eyes, looking at me with too many emotions to account for.

"I told you I needed you to leave" I whisper to her sternly. Her breathing is heavy as is mine. I drop my hands and walk away from her, sitting down on my bed, my head in my hands. I run my fingers through my hair, ashamed at what I had just done. I hear her open the door and I look up.

"Hey" I say stopping her before she leaves. She turns to face me and I continue. "This kinda goes without saying but…don't tell Ally" She nods.

"Don't worry" she says. I nod gratefully and she leaves. The door clicks shut and I run my hands through my hair again. I was the dictionary definition of an idiot.
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CASSIDY'S POV:

I walk quickly. I didn't know where I was going but I just wanted to get away from where I had been as quickly as possible.

Did that really just happen? Austin kissed me? It all felt like a blur; a beautiful sweet blur.

Yes that was what I had wanted. I wanted to be with him more than anything but I didn't want to be that girl. The bitch most people thought I was. And you know maybe they're right. Maybe I am the bitch who steals people's guys. I didn't want to be; but maybe that's just who I was.

I felt guilty; like this was my fault in some way. It wasn't was it? I mean he kissed me.

Pulling me out of my mental turmoil, I hear footsteps approach me. I look up, seeing Becka walking towards me.

"Hi Cassidy." She says. I smile and wave at her in response.

"Are you ok? You look a little rattled" she asks me. I put on a fake smile.

"Um yah yah I'm fine just goin to get something to eat" I say continuing to walk. She comes with me.

"Really? At this hour? Just don't go to bed for at least 30 minutes. I read somewhere online that that will give you a stomach ache. Speaking of a stomach ache I had one earlier at first I thought it was just cramps but then I realized it wasn't I think I ate something bad maybe it was the taco. Oh don't eat the tacos in the cafeteria I think it bothered my stomach. I just said that didn't I? Oh silly me I'm always saying the stupidest of things. I say stupid things a lot especially when I'm around Damian. He makes me kinda nervous but in a good way but seriously his eyes are so pretty. I get lost in them. I kinda feel like I might like him a bit but who knows. Oh hey wanna hear a joke I-"

I wasn't able to focus on what the girl was rambling about. My mind was being occupied by thoughts of Austin and I. And Ally. And just about every possible thing my mind could be spinning with right now.

I tune back in to what she was saying.

"-so then the owl says how's it going. And then the butcher says don't you mean-"

"I kissed Austin" I blurt out, unable to keep the event inside anymore. She stops and stares at me with wide eyes.

"You what?!" She shrieks.

"Well I didn't kiss him he kissed me but I kissed back and oh my gosh I can't believe I just told you that" I say stopping walking and sitting down on a rock. I rub my eyes.

She squats down next to me, processing what I had just revealed to her.

"woah" is all she says. I peek up at her.

"Dows Ally know?" she asks.

"No and she can't know. Ever. If I was the one to split up their relationship again I don't know what I'd do with myself." I say, feeling out of control. Becka rubs my back in an attempt to comfort me.

"Just….keep some distance from Austin for a while. Maybe this will blow over" she says. I look at her, trying my hardest to believe her. I nod.

"Yah…ok…I'll try that I guess" She smiles and helps me up.

"Did you hear anything I said" she asks hesitantly, twiddling with her fingers. I give a meek smile and shake my head.

"No not really…sorry" she shrugs it off looking a bit relieved.

"Oh no its fine I was just saying stupid stuff" I nod and we continue to walk.

AUSTIN'S POV:

I sit against my bed on the floor, throwing pens against the wall over and over again, focusing on the sound of them hitting the wall and falling back down to the ground again.

Finally I run out of pens. I sigh. All could think about was Ally; and what a jackass I was. I loved her. Yet somehow I managed to screw it all up.

Though all of this was true, it was hard to deny I had feelings for Cassidy too. I mean we had a past; a big one at that. For gods sakes I lost my virginity to her, told her things I'd never told anyone else. I cared about her without a doubt; but was it just familiarity that made me want to be with her now? Or were these feelings real?

I begin to pick at my skin, a nervous habit I was beginning to develop. I couldn't stop thinking about one thing. Ally. I hadn't talked to her in what felt like forever. I barely knew what was going on with her right now; you know other than the her yelling at me parts.

It felt wrong not having seen her, like really spending time with her.

I sigh. I knew what I had to do. I stand up, grabbing my jacket and heading for the door of my cabin. I stop as I put my hand on the knob. Was this stupid? Maybe. Was I making another douche move? Probably. Was I gonna regret it later? I have no clue. Was I gonna do it anyway? Yes.

I turn the knob and open the door, walking outside and running swiftly through the grass.

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