Title: Hating you is hard (edited)
Summary: Naruto and Karin leave the dinner, Naruto's mom has a little revelation and Sasuke thinks about things.
Disclaimer: I really don't want to type this but I must…-takes deep breath- Idon'townNaruto! There are happy now?
Warnings: Yaoi, language, maybe some violence, most likely oocness, lemons, and whatever else is in here.
Author(s): Peepsolez
Author's Notes: I know I said no more but something was brought to my attention. Ok I need to know if ya'll want lemons or just some fluff/lime. And, thanks so much to those who reviewed thanks .
Chapter 6: Twilight
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Karin didn't think to much into Sai's staring and just assumed it was to take Naruto's order. But, she didn't know how wrong she was .It was actually quite the opposite. Although it appeared he was watching with mild interest he was taking in every inch of the boy he could.
To Sai he was almost perfect, the only problem was he didn't look to happy. Sure he looked happy on the outside, he was smiling but it wasn't as bright as Sai thought it should be. And, his eyes seemed to be smiling, but you could see the hurt in them.
Sai wanted to say something really badly but restrained himself from doing so.
By the looks of it Sai would say the boy was in high school, the grade he could only guess. Sai himself was already in college, a freshmen but still in college.(1)
"Umm… I'll have Shin noodles!"(2) Naruto exclaimed looking up to Sai. Sai gave fake smile not really caring about his thoughts anymore, but maybe if he was lucky, and fortune would have it that he would run into the blonde boy again.
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Naruto's mother just continued to stare in disbelief at Sasuke, but quickly pulled herself together.
"S-Sasuke what are saying you don't mean that" she said as she got out of her chair and walked over to him, 'do you?'
"I'm not sure", he whispered trying at all cost to avoid eye contact.
"Sasuke", she sighed as knelled besides chair wrapping her arms around his waist. "Things will be okay…, I promise", she said beaming. "After all…, your doing a great job with our son", she smiled putting extra emphasis on 'our son'.
She may have been naïve sometimes, but she wasn't blind. She didn't exactly know what was going on but she knew they didn't have a typical relationship. She saw it in the way they spent time together and how they talked and how they did a lot of things.
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"Here you are, umm what is your name?" Sai asked still sounding emotionless.
"I'm…, Naruto" the blonde boy said in between bits, he was hungrier than he had first thought because now he could feel the soft grumble of his belly start to go down as he continued to slurp the delicious dish.
"And what about you, do you want anything?" Sai asked looking over at Karin who was about ready to fall over from lack of sleep.
"Heh, oh me no I'm fine" she yawned out she laid her head on the table. 'He doesn't ask for my name. Hmph.'
Five minutes passed by quickly as Naruto yelled out 'I'm done!', which to those who were still left in the small dinner it sounded a little more like 'I'm dumb!'. A few laugh causing Karin to stir from her peaceful slumber as she looked around confused. She spotted Naruto and remembered what happened.
"You done?" she asked sleep evident in her voice.
"Yep!" Naruto shouted as he hopped out of the small booth.
"Good bye Naruto-kun" Sai smiled as he held the door open for him and Karin. Karin didn't like him or trust him for that matter. Why would he be so nice to Naruto and not a beautiful woman like herself. Karin pondered over that thought for a minute and just figured he was gay.
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Sasuke felt like crying but managed to keep his stoic face up. He wasn't sure why he felt the way he did, but he guessed at this point it really didn't matter, all that really did matter now was that he had to pull himself together.
The woman got to her feet as she looked Sasuke in the eye, and smiled, he truly did make her forget everything. She was never really sure why that was but he had a certain power over her.
Before he had introduced her to Naruto's father she supposed she loved Sasuke, but still wasn't sure if that was the reason. But, she just assumed it was especially now that she was starting to feel new things for the man she told herself she couldn't love.
'Maybe I can love him after all' she thought. Sasuke reminder her so much of a rebellious little kid that would always need her, so after Naruto and their own child left them, she would always have someone to take care of , to want her and to love her.
Sasuke stood leaving the dining room to go outside and think in silence. Naruto's mother watched him leave knowing exactly where he was going and what he was going to do.
Sasuke went through the kitchen to the back yard and laid down on the soft cut grass. He gazed at the stars just simply thinking, the shone bright but that did nothing to help his mood. His vision became blurred the more he gazed in the same spot. He sighed as he many thoughts swirled around in his head. There were thoughts of babies, Naruto's mother, and most importantly Naruto.
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"Finally!" Karin groaned as she unlocked her apartment door. She dropped her stuff on the kitchen table with a bang as she let out a yawn.
"Come on Naruto, lets go to bed" she yawned once again.
Naruto raised a thin blonde eyebrow while looking at her like she was mad.
"What the hell are talking about?" Naruto asked confused.
"You can't sleep on the couch…, trust me" she said thinking back to a very naughty night. She had fallen asleep on that couch and it had hurt her back for a week, but she never considered the fact that it could have been the way she sleep, or from her activities from the pervious night.
Naruto frowned not liking what she was getting at.
"Come on Naruto, your not that stupid are you?" Karin asked her brow coming together.
"Huh?" the blonde said tilting his head to the side.
'I guess you are then', she thought as she sweat dropped. "Your gonna have to sleep with me tonight Naruto", she spat.
The blonde's face wrinkled up at the thought, 'But, your so old' he complained.
"What. Was. That." she asked her head turned o so ever slowly around.
"Umm…, nothing." He lied, he felt bad now for saying what he did and it couldn't help but show on his face.
Karin noticed this and let his comment slide last thing she desired was for Naruto to feel sad. "You know what Naruto…, don't worry about it. Come on", she said as motioned her head towards the bedroom.
Naruto followed orders and walked into the room. It was also small like the rest of the apartment, but had a huge bed on the back wall centered in the middle. There was little desk off to very left, and a dresser right next to it.
Karin flopped down on the bed not bothering to cover herself up, or to change out of her clothes. Naruto then walked over, not feeling as embarrassed as he thought he should have but just not caring, he was tried to say the least.
He flopped down also but managed to get underneath the warmth the blankets provided. He looked over at Karin to find her out like a light. He flipped over so that now he was facing the ceiling, he felt his eyelids start to droop, he tried his best to fend off the sleep, but failed as his eyes fluttered closed.
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Karin's eyes drifted open as she felt a slight pressure in stomach, she got up and stumbled her way into the bathroom. She closed the door and did her business, then washed her hands as she made her way to the kitchen. Opening the refrigerator she discovered that there was absolutely nothing in it, Karin sighed as she opened one of the many cabinets and pulled out glass then filled it with water.
Finishing her glass she set it gently down on the counter for washing the next day. Karin then sleepily made her way back only to find Naruto tossing and turning without the warmth she provided before.
Her eyes soften as she gazed at moving figure. Every now and then his face would scrunch up as turned.
Karin tipped toed over and got underneath blankets as she wrapped her arms around the struggling boy, she pulled him to her chest. After she did so she heard slight whimpering here and there but it quickly faded as she started to hum. Karin began nice, soft and slow but then got a little louder as she started to sing.(3)
Who are those little girls in pain just trapped in castle of dark side of moon
Twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage It's only the fairy tale they believe
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage It's only the fairy tale they believe
Naruto had calmed down now and now laid there peaceful snuggling into the warmth the older woman provided. She smiled as she remembered when her mother use to sing that song to her. It had been along time ago, but she remember it well.
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"Sasuke, darling aren't you going to come in now!" the blonde woman yelled from the doorway.
Sasuke moved his head in her direction, not wanting to go inside but instead stay outside and just watch time pass. He just wanted to sit and watch as the stars moved across the sky with the moon, then watch them disappear as the suns golden rays brake through the horizon.
Sasuke got up without any complaints as he walked over to the smiling woman who hugged him as entered the house. "Come on Sasuke try to be happy, you'll get over the whole baby worry once your holding the bundle of joy in your arms", she exclaimed while walking up the stairs, Sasuke following right behind her.
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It was now twilight as Karin's eyes fluttered open once again. She got up as she made her way into the kitchen and out through the glass doors that led to the balcony.
She began to hum the same song she had sung to Naruto and her mother to her.
"Huh, that song" Naruto said as he rubbed his eyes and joined her on the small platform. "I've heard that somewhere before."
Karin let out a small laugh as pulled Naruto next to her giving him a hug, "I guess you don't remember…, well you shouldn't, I sung that to you last night…it looked like you were having a nightmare." she said casting her eyes downward.
Naruto gulped remembering all to well what he had dreamt.
1) Sai- Yep, I decided to put Sai in college, and I know some of you are going to be wondering about age so I guess I'll make Sai 19.
2) Shin noodles- All they are is basically spicy
3) Song- The song is It's Only the Fairy Tale by Miyamura Yuuko from Mia-Hime I choose it for three reasons, #1 it's a very pretty song; #2 It's an easy song to hum and sing and finally #3 it's in English no need to translate (for me since I don't know a lot of Japanese no need to find translated lyrics XP )
I'm not sure if I should go into Karin's past mostly cuz it's not really relevant but hey you never know I could try to make them entwine somehow. And, don't worry of course Sai shows up later, I could never get rid of him that quickly, but I'm not to sure about who he'll end up with.
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