Jessica closed her eyes then pulled back slightly, looking up into his. She thought for a few seconds but she didn't care about the consequences any more. She leaned forward and kissed him, wrapping her arms around his neck.
He wrapped his arms tightly around her waist but this time he had no thoughts about breaking off the kiss.
Jessica moved her lips against his, moaning softly into his mouth.
Gibbs tightened his grip on her and moved her back against the wall, moving his lips from hers and trailed them down her neck.
Jessica tilted her head back as he kissed her neck. "Gi..." she moaned slightly as she pulled his mouth back to hers.
His hands explored every contour of her body, he realised what he was doing and that it was wrong. Romance between agents never worked out but he didn't care.
Jessica pressed her body against his. "Gib... oh god..." She moved her hands down to his chest as she moved herself against him, realising that she didn't even know his name.
Gibbs slowly pulled away and looked down into her eyes.
She looked into his eyes, hoping that he wasn't regretting what they were doing.
He continued staring into her eyes as he removed his hands; instead he scooped her up into his arms.
Jessica brushed her lips against his as he held her. She couldn't believe that they were doing this. When she had been dating Tony she had never imagined that she would one day be kissing Gibbs. But she didn't care anymore. All she wanted at that moment was to carry on kissing him.
Gibbs smiled gently down at her and carried her over to the bedroom.
Jessica wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.
He laid her down on the bed while looking into her eyes.
She looked up at him before moving slightly to kiss him. A she kissed him; the buckle of her coat dug into her side and made her wince. "Ow..." she said quietly as she drew back from the kiss.
Gibbs immediately tensed up and backed off somewhat.
"No... No... Its not..." she looked down at the buckle. "It's my belt".
For a minute he had no idea what she was talking about until he looked down.
Jessica smiled as she looked back into his eyes.
"I think we can..." Gibbs' hands moved down and undid the belt buckle. "Remedy that."
Jessica flinched slightly as he undid the belt. She moved slightly as she started to pull the coat off.
Gibbs helped her off with her coat then lay down next to her on the bed.
Jessica looked at him before moving herself and placing her hand on his cheek, leaning forward and kissing him.
He returned the kiss gently while working his hands up her body.
She moaned softly into his mouth as her hand moved over his shoulders and started to push off his jacket.
Gibbs helped her and shrugged out the jacket then went to unbutton her blouse.
Jessica kissed him again as she moved her hands to unbutton his own shirt.
Groaning slightly at he continued, he fiddled with the last button.
Jessica quickly undid his buttons and moved her hands inside his shirt and over his chest.
Her touch was like fire to him and it surprised him to have a woman touching him in this way after so long. Gibbs opened up her blouse and placed kisses along her neck and down to her collarbone.
She bit her lip as she moaned at his touch. Jessica moved her hands over his skin gently then started to remove his shirt.
Once more, he helped her and shrugged off before kissing his way down to her breasts.
"Gibbs..." she moaned as her hands moved to his hair.
"Mmm..."
She began to move herself against him as she ached for him. One hand moved to his back as the other toyed with his hair. "Mmm..."
He kissed up and down her chest while reaching for the zipper of her skirt.
As he undid her skirt, Jessica moved her hands to his belt buckle.
Gibbs carefully tugged on her skirt and brought the material down over her hips and down to her thighs.
"Oh god Gibbs..." she moaned as she undid his belt, tilting her head back.
It was odd having his surname said in that way but he actually didn't mind. He eased down the rest of the skirt until it reached her ankles then tossed t down on the floor beside the bed.
Jessica looked down at him before sitting up and drawing him into another kiss, her hands then moving to unbutton his trousers.
The sensation he was feeling had almost become alien to him. Gibbs let out a small gasp.
She then started to move the zipper down as she continued to kiss him. Jessica moved her body closer to him, wanting him to know how much she wanted this.
Gibbs was getting all the right signals and ran his hand down her arms, removing what remained of the blouse on her. He dropped it down to the floor then ran his hand down her bareback.
Jessica's skin tingled at his touch. "Mmmm" she moaned as she moved her lips against his. Her fingers started to move along the waistband of his underwear.
He ran his hands up her back once more, amazed at how smooth her silky skin was. Gibbs reached her bra and expertly undid the back.
Her fingers moved inside the waistband, before moving to push down his trousers. Jessica pressed her body up against his.
There was definitely no going back from here and he carefully removed her bra.
Jessica moved against him, her body aching to have him. "Gibbs... Mmmmmm..." she moaned into his mouth as her hands continued to try to push his trousers down.
Gibbs adjusted his position slightly so he could be freed of the rest of his clothes while his hands moved down to her underwear.
Jessica pushed his trousers down then moved her lips away from him and moved to her knees so that she could pull them off.
Gibbs took a moment to watch her.
When she had finished, Jessica threw his trousers to the floor and looked back at him. She knew that everything would be different between them now. But should they let anyone else know of what was going on? She then moved herself to him and began to kiss him once more.
He kissed her gently, rolling her over while slipping his hand under the waistband of her panties.
She gasped slightly as he touched her, moving herself so that she could be closer to him.
Gibbs caressed her thighs then slid them down.
Jessica moaned at his touch, knowing that she was now naked in front of him. She looked up into his eyes, knowing that continuing would change everything between them forever.
Gibbs drew in a deep breath at the sight of her. She was amazingly beautiful.
She swallowed slightly as she watched him, her eyes not moving from his.
"You okay?"
Jessica smiled. "Mmmhmm..." she then put her hand on his cheek.
Gibbs smiled down at her then leaned in.
Jessica brushed her lips against his as she began to move her body slowly against him.
He smiled down at her a little nervously.
"You okay"? She asked softly.
"Fine".
"Are you sure..."? She asked carefully. /Is he regretting this/
"Are you..."?
"Yes" she answered, smiling at him.
Gibbs was glad she had said that to him and leaned in once more, kissing her more fiercely than he had previously. He wanted her and he needed her. Now.
Jessica pressed herself against him and moaned loudly. Her arms wrapped around his neck as one of her thighs slid up around his waist.
He couldn't stand it any longer and got himself into a better position.
She kissed her passionately, wanting every inch of him there and then.
Gibbs finally removed the rest of his clothes and hovered above her. Jessica was lying beneath him, younger and beautiful. He leaned in and kissed her. As he did, he gently eased himself into her.
Jessica pushed herself closer to him as he moved inside her. She wrapped her other leg around his waist as she moaned loudly.
He moaned himself, amazed at the sensations washing over him.
Moving her face away from his, Jessica looked up into his eyes. Her body moved against his as her hand ran over his cheek.
He held onto her tighter as he sped up the thrusts. Gibbs controlled his breathing as he kissed her once more.
Jessica moaned into his mouth as he thrust into her. She used her legs to push him into her deeper.
"Jess..."
She moaned even louder as he said her name. "Mmmmm". Jessica tilted her head back as her body moved against his.
Gibbs kissed her without abandon, his hands tangled in her hair.
She could feel the arousal building up inside of her as they moved against each other. Her mouth kissed his passionately.
His lips moved away from hers, trailing down her chin and along her jaw. Gibbs increased the pace and sped up the trusts, wrapping an arm around her tightly.
Beads of sweat were running over her as she panted, her breath short. Jessica's hands moved in his hair. "Oh god... "
Moving inside her, he slowly the pace once more to allow himself to go deeper. Gibbs felt the sensations build in the pit of his stomach.
Jessica could feel herself reaching breaking point as she felt him inside of her. "Ooohhhh..." she tilted her head back as she tried to control herself.
Gibbs breathed in his nose and out through his mouth, all he had to do was hold on just that little bit longer but his control was waning.
Suddenly, Jessica's legs clenched around his waist as she lost all control of her senses. "Ooooohhhhhh god... Gibbs... ooohhhhhh..." she cried out as she came hard around him, tilting her head back as far as she could.
At the same time, Gibbs cried out and buried his head into her chest.
Losing all senses of the world around her, Jessica held onto Gibbs tight as they both came.
He released the breath he had been holding and slipped both arms around her waist. Gibbs rolled onto his back and stared up at the ceiling. 'I think I'm having a heart attack' he thought breathing hard.
Jessica looked up at the ceiling, before looking over at Gibbs. "You all right"? She asked.
'And here I was thinking I was in good shape' he thought as his breathing eventually evened out. "I'm good," Gibbs said closing his eyes briefly.
She smiled as she led on her side and placed her hand on his stomach. "Good".
Gibbs managed a smile for her and reached up with his hand. He entwined it in her wild hair.
Looking down at him, Jessica breathed in deeply as his hands entered her hair. She couldn't believe that they had just been together, but she didn't regret it in the slightest and she hoped that he didn't either.
He guided his hand from her hair and stroked her cheek before setting it back down on his chest.
Jessica rested back down on the bed and looked up at the ceiling once again. She didn't know what to say to him now. Should she speak? Or would it make him regret what had happened? Did he regret it already?
Glancing over to her discreetly, he could see that she was lost in her own thoughts. Gibbs felt like he was on a naval destroyer going through thick fog at a speed of 16 knots with no way to navigate. Did he regret it? No, he didn't regret but there was one question that stood out. Where did they go from here?
Jessica looked at her bedside clock, it was only 6pm. She sat up and looked around the room, her eyes resting on Gibbs.
Gibbs glanced to his watch. He couldn't believe it was 6pm already, DiNozzo would be sending out a search party for him.
She climbed off of the bed and looked around for her clothes. /He regrets it doesn't he? Oh god i've just ruined any chance of being able to work with him! Its not like he's going to want to continue things is it?!!!/
Gibbs watched her for a moment and had to admit he was pretty reluctant to get out of bed.
As she picked up her clothes, Jessica looked out of the bedroom and saw her suitcase on the floor.
Gibbs saw where her gaze was directed and didn't like the look in her eyes. "You're not leaving so soon are you?"
She stood still and glanced back at him quickly. Should she leave? Could they ever work together after this?
Gibbs sat up and gave her a look as if to say: "Well?"
Jessica looked from the suitcase to Gibbs, then back at the suitcase, not knowing how to answer his question.
Slowly, he swung his legs round and started picking it up his own clothes. All the while, looking back at her.
Jessica sat back down on the bed; her clothes bundled in her arms, her gaze on the suitcase. "This has changed everything hasn't it"? /They will all know wont they if I go back... I can't go back, he wont look at me the same, none of them will... Abby, James, Tony... oh god Tony... / She glanced quickly at Gibbs, then back at the case. /He won't want to be with me... Gibbs won't want to be near me now... what have I done/
"It's changed..." Gibbs admitted as he pulled on his pants and trousers, zipping them up. He paused before putting the shirt on. "But not necessarily for the worse."
She looked at him. "What"? She asked quietly. /He can't want to be with me? ... Does he?.../
Gibbs pulled on his shirt and started buttoning up while looking at her seriously. "Everyone knows my reputation Jessica...I'm by the book and I play by the rules..." He paused for thought then gave a small smile. "Well most of the time."
Jessica carried on looking at him, not moving, as she started to shiver slightly, holding her clothes close to her.
He finished buttoning up his shirt and put his hands on his hips. "I wouldn't have...gotten involved with you if I didn't want too."
She looked up at him and smiled slightly. He wanted to be with her... she hoped. Jessica then turned her head and looked back at the suitcase as she put her clothes in her lap and started to put them on, her gaze staying on the case.
"And I certainly wouldn't have let it get this far," Gibbs continued slipping his shoes on.
She pulled on her clothes quickly and moved out of the room, standing just outside the door, her eyes glued to the suitcase.
Grabbing up his jacket, Gibbs followed her out.
Jessica stayed staring at the case.
"Jessica."
Could they be together? If the director found out would the relationship be stopped? And could she face Tony, knowing how he would feel if he found out about them. Breathing in deeply, Jessica didn't move or answer him.
Gibbs didn't like the silence he was being given.
Jessica looked down at the floor. /Should I still leave/
Well this is fun he thought while putting his jacket on and shoving his hands in his pockets.
She hated the silence and turned to look at him finally, but avoided his eyes.
Gibbs pursed his lips together and desperately thought of something to say but she was being so unresponsive.
When she finally looked into his eyes, Jessica tried to get herself to say something to him. But how could she phrase that she was still thinking of leaving? Would he try to stop her?
"You hungry?"
"Hmm"? Was all she could say, her head full of how people would react if they found out and of whether she should still leave?
"Food."
Jessica moved away from him and looked round the room. "... Yes... food... I..." /How to approach the subject of us being together with him? What am I supposed to do about it/
"I know a place not far from here." Gibbs gave her a small smile, usually it was customary to buy a woman dinner before you slept with her but then again he was always backwards.
Jessica looked back at him. He wanted to buy her dinner. Did this mean he wanted them to be together? Or was he just being polite. Breathing in deeply, she finally spoke. "Sure... Look, I'm sorry that I am being so quiet, its just..."
"Go on."
She looked down as she moved slightly back towards him. "Its just... I... " She looked back up as she stopped in front of him. "What's going to happen now"?
"What's going to happen?" he repeated. Gibbs looked down at her. "What do you want to happen?"
That was a good question. What did she want to happen? /I want to be with you, but if I say that will I put him off/ Jessica looked into his eyes, unsure of what to say.
Gibbs didn't say anything.
"I want... I..."
He remained unmoved as he waited for her to say something.
"I don't want to... I don't want to say anything that would pus... that would make you walk away from me... fro..."
Gibbs frowned slightly and put his hands on his hips. "I'm not sure I follow."
She looked down at the floor again, but didn't move away. "I don't want to say anything that would push you away from me..." /I don't want to say I want to be together... I don't want to scare you... I care... I... /
"You mean make me leave?"
Jessica simply nodded her head.
"Why would you think that?" Gibbs asked confused then paused when the realisation dawned on him. "You meant...our relationship..."
She didn't answer.
Gibbs waited patiently.
Jessica looked around her, then back up at him. Breathing in deeply, she could tell that he wouldn't move till she answered him. "Yes..." she said quietly, looking away once more.
"Thought so."
Her gaze stayed down. "I d..." she stopped speaking as she breathed in deeply.
"Just relax."
"I cant. I don't know what to do now, I... I don't want to say anything that would scare you from be..." she stopped speaking again and walked away from him, her head resting in her hand.
"Look Jessica," Gibbs said gently placing an arm around her shoulders. "I care for you and you obviously feel something for me." He paused a moment and watched her carefully. He had never found himself in this sort of position. "I'm not saying we should shout it from the rooftops...god knows what it would do for our jobs but if we really want this then..." Gibbs couldn't believe he was about to say this. "We should give it a try and see how it goes."
Jessica looked up at him, her mouth open slightly. "Really"?
Gibbs looked away for a moment and raised his eyebrows before looking back to her. "Well...I said it...didn't I?"
A smile began to cross her face as it dawned on her that he had said it.
A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth as he watched her.
She turned to face him fully and wrapped her arms around his waist as she smiled up at him. Jessica couldn't believe that he wanted to give them a try.
Gibbs pulled her to him tightly with the one arm still around her and stroked her cheek with the other hand.
Jessica bit her lip slightly as she looked up at him. "That food sounds good if the offers still on..."
"It's still on," he replied.
"Good". She said as she moved away and walked back into the bedroom to grab her coat. "I gotta say i'm kinda hungry after..." she looked over her shoulder at him with a glint in her eye as she pulled on the coat. "... Well, I don't think I need to say what do I"? She said cheekily as she walked back out of the room, doing the coat up around herself.
"Been there...done that and lost the t shirt."
Jessica couldn't help but laugh as she picked her back up off the table and turned back to him. "I'm not sure I wanted to hear that" she joked.
"Marine's sense of humour," he commented dryly as he opened the door and held it open for her.
Jessica smiled as she walked through the door and out into the hallway.
