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I deleted one of my fanfiction stories. :./ I wrote it an entire year ago. It was for bleach…
It was the worst thing I've ever written.
So I deleted it. One less awful fanfiction on the site, now. :-{P
In this chapter I finallyyyy got around to writing smut. Haha. But there was just so much I had to do for the story…
May I now present Lost Hope chapter 5!
Haru blinked once. He blinked twice. He blinked a third time for good measure. But the Kyo sitting in front of him didn't vanish and turn into his bedroom. This was no dream. How many times had Haru imagined Kyo saying those same words? Hundreds. No, thousands!
But he couldn't act. "No, Kyo." Haru said, trying to sound firm. He didn't want Kyo to see how much those words had riled him up.
The hurt in Kyo's eyes was evident for only a moment before Kyo covered it up with the usual anger. "Yes." Kyo snapped, narrowing his shockingly orange eyes.
"Kyo, you were just raped yesterday! I can't take advantage of the situation you're in!" Haru insisted, his voice breaking. He wanted to take Kyo. So badly it was criminal. Kyo just wasn't being fair!
Kyo snarled, and yanked his hand away from Haru's. "You're treating me like I'm some fragile doll! I'm not! It doesn't matter anymore, Haru! What is there to wait for? I'm not a helpless virgin anymore. I know what sex is and I don't want it from anyone but you. And I want you now."
Fuck. Kyo really wasn't being fair to Haru. Haru had always wanted Kyo. The fact that he'd been raped didn't change that. But… "I won't take advantage of you." Haru said indignantly.
Kyo bit his lip in anger and tore his gaze away from the younger boy. He spotted his tie and Haru's school ties lying relatively close to where he'd been sitting. (They'd thrown the ties off because they were uncomfortable). An idea formed in his head. "It's fine. You don't have to 'take advantage of me', Haru." He said, trying to keep a poker face.
Haru sighed relief and slumped back onto the floor, gazing back up at the clouds. He was relieved that Kyo had given up. If he would've had to suffer those big puppy dog eyes any longer there was a good chance that Haru would've given in. "I'm glad that you understand," He smiled.
"So I guess I'll just have to take advantage of you."
"Wha—" Haru started, only to find Kyo sitting on top of him. "Kyo, no." Haru growled, pushing on the smaller boy on top of him. Kyo didn't budge an inch. Haru pushed harder and Kyo had to fight back a little, which ended in Kyo sitting smugly on top of an exhausted Haru.
Kyo had always been stronger.
"Haru, I love you." Kyo said. "But I need you in a way that I've never needed anyone before. I need you inside me, Haru. I need you to show me you love me in a way that only you can." Haru's eyes darted. He didn't know where to look. He continued to push feebly against Kyo's chest.
"I-I can't." He murmured. "You…"
Kyo grabbed one of Haru's wrists in each of his hands and pulled them over the top of Haru's head. "You don't have to worry about me." He whispered, leaning in and pressing their foreheads together.
"Yes, I do." Haru said. Kyo snorted and pressed his lips to Haru's. The kiss was slow and romantic. Kyo was unsure of what to do; he was rarely in the lead. Haru was for the most part unresponsive, but when Kyo feebly licked Haru's bottom lip, something snapped.
Haru attacked Kyo's mouth, prying his lips open and delving his tongue into the hot cavern. He explored what he had explored many times before. Something was different in this kiss…it was more exciting. Kyo moaned a little into Haru's mouth, and Haru started to reach his arms up to wrap them around Kyo.
Only to find them tightly bound with his school tie. "What?" Haru glanced and up and felt dread fill him. Kyo was staring down at him with a determined look on his face.
"Sorry." He said simply.
"Kyo, you don't have to do this." Haru said, tugging at the bonds. They were pretty tight—had Kyo been a boy scout?
Kyo didn't reply and stared down at his boyfriend, trying to work up his nerve. What was something Kyo could do to make Haru hot? There was the usual make out…or Kyo could go with the direct approach and suck Haru's dick. But he wanted Haru hot and straining without having to touching him there.
Kyo leaned back down and began to kiss Haru. Haru was being stubborn and not kissing back, but that didn't matter. Kyo was using lip-lock as a distraction. He reached over Haru's head and grabbed the other tie. Kyo then tucked the article of clothing up his sleeve. Haru was still oblivious as Kyo slowly began to work a response out of him, however reluctant he may be.
Kyo broke the kiss with a pop and sat up, still straddling Haru. He smiled, and then turned quickly so that he was now facing Haru's feet without leaving the younger boy's waist for more than a few seconds. "Kyo?" Haru asked nervously. He could feel a nosebleed coming on as Kyo slowly began to crawl down towards Haru's feet, giving the taller boy a perfect view of his boyfriend's ass.
After a torturous amount of time, Kyo stood up and moved off of Haru. Haru blinked in surprise. In his experience, when Kyo wanted something ridiculous he wouldn't give up until he got it. Haru started to sit up as well, only to find that now his ankles were tied together. Classic.
Kyo smiled smugly again and moved into Haru's line of sight. The smug look vanished to be replaced with insecurity. Kyo slowly began to unbutton his jacket. Haru's eyes went a little wider (if that were possible, it happened). Kyo was going to do a strip tease.
Kyo shrugged the jacket off his shoulders, a blush forming on his face. The older teen tore his gaze away from the younger's as he lightly fingered the hem of his shirt. With a smooth jerk, the shirt came off to fall at Haru's feet.
Kyo bit his lip and tried to look anywhere but Haru as he began to undo the button on his pants. "Wha—Kyo—you don't—" Haru mumbled, his eyes not leaving Kyo's hands. With a small sound, Kyo unzipped his pants and allowed them to slowly pool down his legs to land at his feet. Kyo stepped out and leaned over, purposefully pushing his ass into Haru's face, to untie and remove his shoes.
Kyo stood naked in nothing but his gray boxers. It was the most orgasm-inducing sight Haru had ever seen. His cock had long since gone stiff, and he felt he might cum without anyone ever touching his dick. "Kyo," He said, his voice breaking.
Kyo looked over to Haru for the first time since the shirt had come off. Haru was sitting up with his legs awkwardly laid out straight. A large tent had formed in the crotch of his school pants. A blush spread like rapid fire across Kyo's face. "Untie me." Haru begged.
"I can't." Kyo said, trying to sound tough despite the absolute redness of his face. Slowly he put one foot on each side of Haru's legs, before sinking down to his knees. Haru groaned.
Kyo lightly pushed at Haru's chest, and the taller boy fell back instantly. Kyo sidled down Haru's legs slightly so that his hands were parallel to the other boy's…problem.
This is it, Kyo thought, unbuttoning and unzipping Haru's pants. The white haired boy's cock sprung free at once. Apparently Haru didn't condone in underwear. Kyo blushed a shade darker. It was the first time he'd ever seen his boyfriend's cock.
Tentatively Kyo blew on the head. Haru's back arched and he struggled to contain a moan. This was more than Haru had hoped for. If Kyo didn't stop…even he didn't know what would happen. With a gulp Kyo stuck out his tongue and flicked the head of Haru's penis.
Haru shouted a strangled yelp and came onto Kyo's face. Kyo leapt back in shock, and tried to wipe the cum off with his wrist. Haru watched Kyo with hazy eyes as the power of his orgasm overtook him. Deciding suddenly, Kyo timidly licked off some cum on his hand.
Haru had another erection. He was still semi-hard after he came, but after watching Kyo do…that…there was no hope for him. Kyo noticed it right away, of course. The small smile that hinted at the corner of his mouth was evidence enough of that.
Kyo knew what was going to come next. He slid his fingers onto the waistband of his boxers. He made sure to keep eye contact with Haru as he slid them down slowly, inch by inch.
Kyo was erect and straining. Kyo reached forward and grasped it in his hand. He began to give it slow strokes. He tried to keep his eyes open to see Haru's face. His hand slowly increased its pace. It was agonizingly pleasurable. Kyo brought his other hand up to his mouth and began to suck on them.
Oh shit. Kyo meant business now. Haru tried to think up a reason to make Kyo stop what he was doing—and came up with blank. He wanted it. He wanted it so bad.
Kyo pulled the fingers slowly out of his mouth and trailed them down to his ass. With a shuddery breath, he pushed his index finger into his hole. "Ohh…" He moaned out unsteadily.
Haru started. He wanted to help Kyo. But the glare he got kept him down. Barely.
Kyo bit his lip and forced the second finger in. This one hurt. He paused for a moment until the pain edged away. Then he began to scissor the fingers back and forth. Slowly the pain fell away to be replaced with a strange pleasure. With Yuki Kyo had only felt pain, regret…but with Haru laying underneath him, Kyo felt at nothing but love and pleasure.
The look in Haru's eyes made Kyo smile. He slid his fingers out. He wanted this. He wanted Haru to know he loved him. And he wanted Haru to show the same. But he would have to untie Haru for that.
"I want you to make love to me, Hatsuharu Sohma." Kyo breathed, leaning over the younger boy. "I'm going to untie you. Please, show me how you feel."
As soon as Kyo untied him, Haru sprang. He trapped Kyo underneath him and gazed into the brilliant orange eyes of his lover. "Do you want this?" He asked, ramming his erection into Kyo's inner thigh. "Once we cross this line, we can't go back."
Kyo moaned at the feeling of Haru's hot length pressing onto his bare flesh. "Yes." He gasped, grabbing onto Haru's shoulders.
And Haru lost it.
Haru slid his dick into Kyo slowly, pushing the head in and waiting for Kyo to adjust. When the older boy gasped in pleasure, Haru proceeded. Soon he was fully sheathed. When Kyo nodded, Haru began to thrust in and out of his boyfriend. His lover.
It was slow and sweet and gentle, opposite everything that Yuki'd put Kyo through. When the lovers came, they did it together. They did it with love. And it was the most euphoric moment of both of their lives.
HAha! I'm quite proud of this chapter. It was sloppy and probably not as amazing and smutty as some of you expected, but as I said before, this story had a…mind of its own.
**The strip scene was written to the song "Somebody Told Me" by the Killers. XD
I know that Kyo acts quite OOC, but it's because…he was raped. He's in love. Both of these things can change a person. So Kyo acts different. But in his everyday life he's the same old Kyo that we all know and love. :P
THIS ISN'T THE LAST CHAPTER. We still have to see what happens with Yuki, right?
Some of you might hate me for the next chapter, actually. =3= Here's a warning ahead of time: It contains very sad and graphic scenes involving Yuki. That's all. A bit of a teaser, too. XP
~~~~~REVeIW~~
==Wobsie (da author)