Disclaimer: We don't own FFVIII
Warnings: Profanity, Yaoi (male/ male sexual relations)
Pairing:SeiferxSquall.
Author's Note: This is an AU fic, the name of the College is Balamb Garden University, to clear up any confusion. We tried to keep the characters as much in character as possible. Besides that, I think the name of the story fits the main pairing...don't you? Please review...and not just read...reviews do make me extremely happy. :P
Authors: Dark Nuriko and myself.
Hot N Cold
Squall showered and moved to the bedroom, crawling up in his own bed and pulling out a book to read, using the small book light he had in place of the rooms light or opening the curtains.
Seifer slept contently, humming in his sleep. His hips slowly rocking, the sheets beginning to tent at his obvious arousal.
Squall looked over at him, smiling softly. But if he wanted his help... he'd get ahold of him. For now, he'd read.
Seifer whimpered his hips still rocking. "quit it, your going to make me cu...ahhh. wow...mmm your tongue knows wicked tricks kitten."
Squall felt his eyebrow raise, watching his lover again. What was he dreaming about?
"You like that...don't you? My big...cock...in your pretty little mouth...mmm tasty isn't it...swallow it up boy."
Squall slid out of his bed and under the covers from the foot of the bed. Unable to keep himself from not doing what he was hearing. So, he swirled his tongue around the length once he reacted it, before taking all of it into his mouth.
Seifer gasped his breath hitching and eyebrows furrowed. "i..ungh...wh...why ar...are there...two mouths on my...dick?" he whispered
Squall purred around it, certain his mind would catch up and only feel the one... at least, he hoped so.
Seifer groaned hotly bucking into squalls mouth, whimpering softly. he grabbed ahold of the brunettes hair. "ungh..ungh.. god. almost..." without warning he came inside squalls mouth. HIs back arched as his eyes shot open not expecting the pleasure that engulfed him...or the fact his lover was actually giving him a blow job. "S...Squall?"
Squall drank him down, before cleaning him off and moving to sit back. "Sorry. I shouldn't have... but I thought the real thing would be better than a dream."
"I, well...of course."
Squall gave him a nod and moved to climb off the bed.
Seifer grabbed ahold of him. "Squall..."he looked down at his companions groin. "are you...not..aroused?"
Squall flushed softly. "I am... but its not something I can't handle."
"...Oh.."
"I don't want you to think I just want sex, Seifer. I admit, its enjoyable. And I like it every time we can, but it isn't something I have to have."
"Go jack off then." he muttered while letting go of squall's arm.
Squall swallowed and moved to the bathroom, hating this. If he told him how he felt, Seifer got upset. If he tried to make it mean more... he got upset. He wasn't certain what to do.
Why was it suddenly all about him? Seifer shook his head. He had already told Squall to take what he wanted, and yes he was surprised to wake up to being blown by the man, quite pleased by it also. He'd kill to be woke up like that every morning. It just stung a little that the other didn't seem to want his touch in return. Perhaps they were romping under the sheets too much and should cut back. Was that what Squall was hinting at? Sighing, Seifer sat up. Hell, he didn't care if Squall just wanted sex from him, they were both getting off and pleased right? "In the famous words of the man himself, 'what ever' all this is making my head hurt." he pulled on a pair of boxers and jeans, walking out of the room.
Squall sighed and after a second shower, this one cold, he moved to head back for the bed.
Seifer was far from being in a pleasent mood, he simply went to Raijin and Fujin's dorm, crashing there, too stubborn to return to his own. At the moment he didn't even want to see his lover. He was confused, as to what the man actually wanted from him. Hell, ever since they started dating his rival turned into a sappy love sick puppy, obeying his every wish. Which quite frankly had gotten old...fast. He liked the man who held that passion, that flame and didn't take his crap..he missed that man who fought back...instead of just caving in, eagerly. What had happened? Was all that a show? Fake? The blond groaned fuming the more he thought about it. "Argh! God!"
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A week passed, and Squall had gone back into his whole 'Who cares' way of talking and acting. Seifer had been away and it was obvious that admitted he cared for him had hindered their relationship. So fine... he wouldn't give a fuck. The man could remain away and Squall would enjoy the time to think... and for him, that's all that mattered.
Seifer walked into the dorm grabbing his books, fresh out of the shower. He looked over at the brunette. "I take it we're not involved?"
"That's your decision, now isn't it, Seifer? You're the one who's always gone," he replied, that fire back in his voice.
Seifer grunted "Right, because you were behaving like a completely different person. So if you're going to continue being a pussy bitch, I'll just leave." he sat down on his bed. "it's YOUR choice, now isn't it? After all your the one who's going to be getting fucked.."
"Fuck you. I'm sorry the way I was acting wasn't to your liking... your highness," he hissed, his voice full of sarcasim.
"You like fucking me princess, in fact you can hop on it right now, it misses your tight ass."
"I don't know... are you even up to fucking a princess like me... honestly... I don't know if you even qualify any more," he answered, pushing his lover, wanting to make him grab him and be rough.
Seifer just looked at him his eyes narrowed and clenched his fists "Oh? Is that so?"
"What's the matter? The challege too much for you?"
Seifer shoved him back "No, it's just..you said i dont qualify. So why waste my fucking time?"
Squall's eyes darkened. "You never even asked what made a qualification," he growled.
Seifer shoved him again "I doubt I want to know."
Squall smirked. "You're just to much of a coward to want to know."
The blond grabbed ahold of Squalls hair pulling it as he forced the mans head down "How about you just suck my cock?"
Squall fought him for a moment, before looking up at him. "You sure you trust it to me?"
"You fucking bite it and I'll kick your ass Squall." he pulled away, letting go of his lovers' hair "oh wait...that's right." his voice was dripping with anger. "It's not enough for a pussy bitch like you."
"Don't fucking call me a pussy bitch!"
Seifer snorted "Or what?" he stepped closer to Squall "what could you possibly do?"
"This," Squall hissed, before dropping to his knees and moving to open his pants and take his cock out, taking the length fully into his mouth.
Seifer groaned, placing his hand on the back of squalls head, shoving it down "you're just cock hungry..."
Squall vibrated it in his mouth, bobing faster, even as he curled his tongue around it.
Panting he licked his lips as he rocked his hips to and fro eagerly, he grabbed ahold of squalls hair yanking his head back. yanking him up he shoved him back on the bed, ready to rip the mans clothing off of him
Squall gasped, his eyes dark, watching him. "You don't... have the balls... to take this further..." Squall replied, his breathing heavy.
Seifer ripped squalls clothes off before roughly spreading his legs, and plunging into the hidden passage, moaning hotly. His thrusts were rough, and abusive, his hip bone slamming against squalls inner thighs with every movement. "your the one who doesn't have balls." he snapped
"Yes... I do... you're... pressing... against... it!" Squall cried out, even as pleasure washed over him hotly.
the blond panted hotly "metaphorically speaking...you don't!" he exclaimed as he went harder. his fingers clenched the blankets underneath squall, the headboard steadily hitting the wall.
Squall cried out, clutching at him, finding all ability to talk was taken from him.
Releasing his grip on the bedding to tighten his grasp around squalls wrists, binding them above the brunettes head, to keeo him from touching. as he continued fucking him. crying out he pulled out and came on squalls abs. panting heavily. a sadistic smirk gleam in his eyes.
Squall had been close... but at the last second, he was left, when Seifer pulled out and came on his body. He gasped, whimpering... needing more.
Seifer pulled back to move away from him. "Thanks."
Squall winced, ignoring the pain he felt at that and reached down to stroke himself, ignoring him, needing to come.
Seifer looked at him, and sighed. moving up to him, he moved his hand away, as he wrapped his lips around his length.
Squall gasped, moaning and crying out, having not expected that. If he kept it up, he'd cum...
sucking harder, he glided his tongue along the mans length
Squall screamed out, cuming hard.
Swallowing the mans cum, seifer pulled back.
Squall gasped, panting softly, watching him.
Seifer looked at him. "Pussy bitch." he whispered
"Fucker..." Squall muttered back.
Seifer sighed "you like being fucked by me, that's well known."
"I never said I didn't."
"Right, is your ass hurting?"
"No," Squall answered, moving to sit up.
"Hmm. I was sure I was rough enough to make it hurt"
"To do that... you'd have to keep at it all day."
"As if you could keep up with me. I'm sure your ass hurts you're just being too proud to let me know." seifer moved to get off the bed.
Squal snorted. "Over confident, aren't you. I'm not hurting at all."
seifer just looked away. "You did feel looser, maybe that's why you're not hurting." he snapped "as for me being over confident. I wonder why? You seem to crave sex with me so it must be damn good."
"Who knows. Maybe you were just here, so I went with it."
Seifer stood, looking at him. "Ah, i see. you were just craving dick."
"You were just craving a hole... so we're about even."
"Oh, if i was fucking craving a hole. I could get any damn hole on this campus I want."
"Yes, well I'm in the same room, saves you travel time, as well as having to really seduce me, since you know what I like, apparently."
"Then I guess we are just not compatable"
"I guess not," Squall answered, in his normally cool tone. Damn it all, he wan't going to cry over this. He wasn't.
"I dont understand you. You tell me your in love with me, you're all clingy and barely give me room to breathe...so i stay away for a week to clear my head and i've been frost bit"
"When someone runs the second I got overly serious, it made me re-evalutate it. So now I'm not going to cling and such. You either want me or you don't."
"You need to think of what it is YOU want, damn it. I already told you I harbor feelings for you. Do we get serious or keep it nice and simple...and just fuck?"
"I tried being serious. To show what I wanted... and you ran away like a dog with his tail between his legs and didn't come back for weeks!"
"ONE WEEK. one fucking week! And I didn't RUN away, you imbecile. You scared me off. We barely know one another, and out of the blue you say you love me. fine. we won't be serious." he shrugged and went to walk out of the room. "i'll put a request for a room change in to the dean."
"Whatever," Squall hissed, before getting up and heading into the bathroom. Fuck him. Fuck everyone who wanted to be inside of his ass... he was so done with people.
"Yeah, whatever. I feel so stupid for believing you actually cared. Don't worry, i'll make sure chicken wuss gives you the money for the bet. That's what people are saying...that you hate me so much, you made a fucking bet out of everything with your loser friends. OH. and supposedly i force you to have sex. You can ask my friends, all I talked about was." he grabbed ahold of squalls arm roughly, "you" he shoved him back onto the bed.
Squall gasped, staring up at him. "I didn't accept that bet. I didn't want to get attached... to get hurt... to let anyone close! So I'll correct them...so you aren't being insulted."
"I don't care what they say about me. I'm just a little pissed that I get the impression anyone would do for you, and I was going to get...closer to you. I was thinking about it." he let go of squalls arm. "you're not attached now are ya?"
"I don't... want anyone else... and no matter how dark I act... I'm still attracted and in love with you, even if you don't like it."
"I never said I didn't like it Squall. I simply said that it startled me that you had grown attached to me so fast..."
"I never wanted... to tell you..."
"So these feelings didn't just develop over a week?"
"No... "
Seifer sighed heavily. "It would have saved me a headache if I had known."
"What, that I've liked you since I saw you tending the garden in the back of the campus, during first year? I would have sounded pathetic."
"Not to me. It would have made me realize your feelings for me...were over t ime instead of me thinking you were confusing lust with love."
Squall winced. "I wouldn't do that. Especially since I won't just sleep with someone if I don't care."
"Then let's try to work this out."
Squall watched him, nodding. He wanted to work it out.
Walking over to his bed, seifer sat down. "Just...try not to be so submissive. I enjoy a fight. It turns me on faster."
"I'll try."
"Is there anything you want me to...work on?"
"Learn to talk to me... when you're... uncomfortable with me."
Seifer laid down. "Mm. I'll try."
"That's... better than nothing.
"True...hey, when is that Ghost Hunter's tour again? I forgot."
"Next week."
"Next week?" seifer sat up looking at him. "...wow..time sure does fly."
Squall nodded. "Well, we have been keeping ourselves busy."
"Ahem...certaintly not on bookwork"
Squall snorted. "I never said it was spent toward school."
"well, we could always do it on the show next week. so everyone can watch a ghost hunters porno special."
"Seifer! no!"
"No..you'll be screamin' my name and begging for more...like usual."
"Seifer... it isn't going to happen."
"Why not?" he whined
"Because we won't be alone... that's why."
seifer smirked "exactly my point. everyone can see..."
"Seifer... I didn't ask you with just for sex on tv."
"If they think your screams are a ghost...it proves the show is rigged."
Squall frowned, wondering if he should rethink who he was taking.
Seifer looked over at him snickering.
"Asshole," he muttered.
"Love you too princess."
Squall sighed, flopping out on his bed.
"Did you miss me or were you enjoying the peace and quiet for the past week?"
"A little of both."
"I see."
Squall smiled, watching him.
Seifer was watching him. then adverted his gaze elsewhere.
Squall looked over at him. "Something the matter?"
"No." he cleared his throat "why dont you get dressed? let's go out for a while."
Squall nodded and got up, moving to get dressed. "Fine by me."
Seifer stretched,and got up off of his bed, keys in hand and wallet in his back pocket as he waited for his lover. Watching the man as he dressed.
Once Squall was dressed he walked over to Seifer.
seifer smirked leading him out to his car. "Is something quaint okay? like walking around the mall and grabbing something to eat in the food court?"
Squall nodded. "Yes, that's fine."
Seifer smiled "Good, I don't have alot of cash on me...I should next week though, so I'll take you on a real date...after our little ghost busters adventure." he unlocked the cherry red mustang GT, and got in the drivers seat, started the car and got himself situated while waiting for his lover.
Squall climbed in, giving him a warm smile. "I'll pay for things today."
"No, no. I'm fine. I want to pay."
"But, Seifer, I've got plenty saved up."
Seifer sighed. "Save some more."
Squall frowned, but nodded and sat back in the seat, sighing in return.
Seifer looked over at him and shook his head as he drove to the mall. "Will you lose your attitude? Is it really that big of a deal that I'm going to buy us something to eat and see a movie?"
"No... but you said it wasn't a real date... and I don't mind helping... to make it one."
Seifer sighed. "It's still a date. It's just..not as fancy. It's like a casual date I suppose. Besides, I don't want your money, I"m the man...i'll pay your way."
Squall stiffened slightly. "Just because I take it doesn't make me any less of a man," he remarked.
"That's not what I meant. All I meant is for you to sit back and enjoy yourself. Let someone spend a little money on you."
"Okay."
Seifer kind of smiled "Okay.. " he pulled into the malls' parkinglot. Luckily finding a spot close to the entrance of the food court, taking it he got out of the vehicle, before walking around to the passenger side of the vehicle opening the door for Squall. "Come m'lady." he purred, watching his partners' expression carefully.
Squall's nose wrinkled. "Seifer..." he growled warningly. "Stop it..."
Seifer smirked "You're gorgeous when you wrinkle your nose like that dear," he teased
Squall snorted. "I'm gonna hurt you some day," he muttered.
"Mm, yeah but that's someday i'm guessing is not..today. princess. now come on...let's go"
"Call me princess one more time and you're gonna need a cast," Squall hissed.
Seifer leaned close kissing the corner of squalls lips. "princess." he whispered
Squall shifted and punched him in the arm, right in the muscle, and rather hard.
Wincing, and letting out a sharp cry of pain, Seifer nursed his arm, rubbing the spot where squall had hit him. "Damn it kitten."
"I did warn you," Squall replied.
"So you did, princess... but i know what getting rough does to your libido. I'm ready whenever you are."
Squall growled, reaching out to hit him. "Do I have to beat it into you not to call me princess?"
Seifer smirked grabbing squalls hand. "But you are one. would you rather me call you...faerie?"
"I thought you like calling me Kitten?"
"I do."Seifer murmured as he let go of squalls hand, his hand slipping in between his lovers legs.
Squall gasped, arching upward. "S... Seifer... not... out here..."
"Why not?" the blond pouted
"I don't want us going to jail."
Seifer sighed heavily. Pulling away he just snorted "Well come on then..before i get hornier and resort to screwing you in the ...bathroom."
"That... I might go for..." he replied.
"Oh really? What about a dressing room instead?"
"Maybe," Squall answered.
"The hood of my car?"
Too public and open... no."
Seifer began walking away, heading into the mall. "A police car. I've always wanted to have sex in one. Just..the pure rush would be worth it."
"No," was all Squall said as he walked after him.
"An airplane?"
"In the bathroom of one, maybe."
Seifer snickered. "You'll have sex in a bathroom but not out in the open? Are you shy about your body?" he stopped to wait for his lover, his hand extended.
Squall reached out and placed his hand in his. "No... I just think things like that are meant to be done in private."
"I suppose so. "
"I'm sorry I'm boring."
Seifer stopped and looked at him. "Don't start with me Squall. I never said you were boring, nor did I imply such. I was just messin' with you."
"Why do you like messing with me?"
Jade eyes studied Squall's facial expression. Settling for a simple shrug, he continued walking.
Squall sighed, walking along beside him.
Walking into the food court, Seifer stopped "Do you want to eat first? or come back after the movie and some browsing?"
"After, I'm not too jungry just yet."
"Alright." walking through the crowd of people. He smirked when he heard a group of girls giggling. "Oh my god...he's hot!" "yeah, the little one is sooo pretty.. I bet he'd be fun to romp under the sheets with!"
Squall didn't even pay them any attention, only dealing with Seifer, walking along beside him.
Seifer raised an eyebrow. "Babe, those girls are checkin' you out. Strut your stuff little man." he teased.
"I strut it for one person and one person alone... and those girls aren't him."
Seifer smirked. slapping squall's ass. "That's what I'm talking about! Get catty." he leaned close licking squalls cheek. the display of affection, caused several outbursts of laughing, giggles and murmuring amungst themselves about how 'hot' the two men were. A knock out blond with a rocking figure approached them, gently tapping on Squall's shoulder "Excuse me Sir...but I have a question."
Squall slowly stopped and turned, his eyes only on her face. "What?" he asked, not at all sounding polite, especially after Seifer's little display.
The woman just blinked at the sharp tone in his voice. Yet didn't let that stop her from asking her question. "I was simply going to ask you if you were dating that asshole." she said gesturing at seifer who was suddenly exiting the food court..in a hurry.
Squall watched him leave, nodding his head. "I am."
"Well here," she handed him seifers cell phone. "he forgot this, a couple weeks ago at my house. For your sake i hope he doesn't keep muttering 'Squall' in your ear. It's a bit irritating during sex...especially when he has to fuck you in the ass."
Squall raised an eyebrow, but shrugged. "If he's calling Squall, I don't see a problem with it... since that's my name," he replied, before taking the phone and turning away from the woman, planning to give the man his cell and leave.
The woman just stared and huffed "God, your a bigger ass than he is!" she chimed before storming the opposite way to her gaggle of friends.
Seifer was waiting patiently for his lover, tapping his foot anxiously. He knew something bad was about to happen...he just..knew it.
Squall walked over to him and handed over the cell phone. "You left this at her place... and she called you an ass for calling someone else's name while fucking her up the ass," he answered, his voice cold and cool, betraying nothing.
Seifer blinked looking at the phone. "I wondered where this went." he murmured "And excuse me." he looked at him "what the hell has your panties in a bunch? You were moderately warm until we came in the mall. Did something crawl up your ass?"
"You tell me, Seifer. How am I supposed to act when I learn my 'boyfriend' was fucking someone else the whole time he was with me!?"
Seifer frowned. "Okay, first of all. We have NOT been" he held up his fingers making quotes " 'dating' for that long. And secondly, if i fucked her in the ass calling your name...wouldn't i just come to you? That makes absolutely no sense to me. Before you jump the gun, get your facts straight."
"How else would she know my name?" Squall replied, his voice low.
"Do I really have to answer such a stupid question?"
"It isn't stupid to me," Squall answered.
"Your so pissed your not thinking straight." Seifer muttered "you are so set that I cheated on you..that you're not thinking outside of the box Squall. Stop. take a moment, and think." he ran his fingers through his short locks, sighing heavily. "I used her as a substitute. Fantasizing that I was fucking you, damn it."
"Why would you do that, though?"
"SQUALL!" seifer shouted suddenly wanting to rip his hair out. "Why would I do WHAT? Fantasize about you? Hmm let me think...because I thought you were STRAIGHT. and hated my guts."
Squall glared at him. "Well you hated me too! How could I admit to you I wasn't straight when you fairly lived to cause me pain!?"
Seifer narrowed his eyes. "You know what? Fuck this. You are so set in believing I'm some horn dog, going to cheat on you and turn your world upside down. But let me tell you something princess, I hid my feelings for you the same way you hid yours from me. I ADMITTED I felt something for you. I have shown you I feel something for you. I won't call it love because I want to be absolutely certain before uttering those words to someone. And yet, you..can't comprehend that. I wasn't even attracted to you until 3 or 4 months ago." he closed his eyes feeling his eyes water.
"You...are making this unbelievably hard, to remain with you, Leonhart,especially when you just want to jump to conclusions. I slept with that girl before we...were even roomies." he opened his eyes, thoroughly pissed off. "Do you get it now? or are you as dense as a box of rocks?" he snapped. he held his index and thumb a millimeter apart. "i am this close to saying fuck you, fuck our whole relationship, and what could be, because of your pissy attitude towards me. I understand that I am an asshole, that's just me. Just like you...i'm honestly beginning to believe are as cold blooded as they come." clicking his tongue he looked away. "i'm talking to a god damn wall." he muttered walking away from the man.
TBC...