A/N:
Thank you all for the reactions and votes. Most of you asked me to make it a Kalex fic, but a lot of you voted Supercorp also. I've decided that I would continue the Kalex fic. If you want me to make a separate version of this story that is SuperCorp, make sure to comment on this chapter and I will see what I can do.
Meanwhile, for all of the SuperCorp fans, I've started a new story called "Superfan". The first chapter is very short, but let me know what you think about it.
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It has been a couple of days and I haven't had a chance to talk to Alex alone. It's not that I haven't seen her because she refuses to leave my side. Every time I try to talk to her, someone walks into the room, either Winn, James, J'onn or Eliza walks in and our moment is interrupted.
Today, I finally get to go home. I'm so happy, but something seems to be bothering Alex. She seems uneasy and more worried then she has been the last couple of days. "Alex?" I ask the frowning woman, pacing around while staring at her tablet. The sound of my voice made her jump and almost drop her tablet as she looked up at me with wide eyes. "You okay?" I asked with a teasing smile.
She shook her head and looked down at her tablet once more. "Yeah, I'm fine." She said, trying to convince either me or herself, maybe both of us.
I gave her an unconvinced look and she groaned. "Even without your memories, you know me better than anyone else." I laughed, making a small smile appear on her face. "I'm just worried about you, that's all. You're going home today and I won't be by your side every second of the day. I'm just scared that anything else will happen to you." Tears filled her gorgeous brown eyes. She looked down at her tablet, trying to hide her vulnerabilities.
"Hey," I said, standing up and taking the device from her. I set it down on the bed behind me, before turning back around and grabbing both her hands in mine. "I'm going to be okay." She nodded.
A moment of silence filled the air before I remembered the conversation I had with Winn. "Can we talk about something?" I asked her, biting my lip nervously.
She smiled at me and squeezed my hands comfortingly. "You can talk to me about anything, Kar. I hope you know that." I nodded, but that didn't help my worries. If Winn was wrong about this, I would ruin my relationship with Alex. It would make everything awkward and I don't know if I can handle losing her. The thought alone made me want to cry.
"Oh no!" Alex said, making me look up into her eyes. "Please, don't cry!" She let go of one of my hands to put it on my cheek. "I hate seeing you cry, Kara. Please, tell me what's wrong so I can do everything I can to make it better." Her words were all I needed to convince me that I couldn't lose her even if I wanted to.
"I really don't want to lose you, but I really need to tell you this, because ever since I've talked to Winn about this a few days ago, it's the only thing I've been able to think about. And I know that this will change everything between us, but I'm hoping that Winn and I are right about this, because if we're not I might still lose what we have and I don't know if I'd survive this." I think I was talking in superspeed because Alex was looking at me with wide eyes and a bit of a confused look on your face.
"Kara, calm down, please. And slow down, my god, I barely understood a word you said." She kissed my forehead. "I promise that no matter what you tell me, I'll always be here for you and I'll always love you." She smiled reassuringly at me.
"That's the thing, Alex. I love you too," I smiled at her and then looked down, avoiding her gaze, "but not in a 'I love my sister' way. I love you so much more than that." I closed my eyes, too afraid to see her reaction.