I looked up into Jacob's eyes…."So my father can come to the wedding?" I kissed his throat…his chin. His lips…
"Of course…Bella that will be fine…so when do you want to do this?" He nibbled on my earlobe
"The sooner the better! Hey, lets call my dad…let him know about the wedding!"
"Okay…I'll do it later…but right now…I want you…I want to be inside of you…feel you around me…" he said kissing me wildly
I was caught off guard by this, but knew that this would be a possibility…I smiled at him trying to hide my fear…and horror at this turn of events.
I stood in front of him and stripped my clothes off. He looked as if he was salivating…I walked over to him…and he pulled me to him…"You are mine…I will never let you go!" as he kissed my breasts…kissed down my stomach…and then was licking me…flicking his tongue inside of me…I let out a moan of pleasure…I couldn't help it…my body was feeling something it hadn't before…and if felt good…I just tried to think of Edward…that it was Edward…touching me….
Jacob pulled my legs apart and moved between me…"Bella…you want me? You accept me as your mate?"
At this point what choice did I have…"Yes Jacob…I accept you…my husband…my mate…"
The word mate just sent him over the edge…he let out a slight howl and drove him deep into me…. I gasped…not expecting this feeling…he pumped himself in and out…pushing harder…deeper…suddenly he was rolling us over and I was on top…I just looked at him…now I needed to act like I was enjoying myself…I ground myself down on him and pulled up…only to push myself back onto him…I continued to raise my body up and down…I called out his name "Oh Jacob!" I tried to make this sound believable…what ever I was doing Jake didn't mind." Oh ya baby…that's it…. ohhh Bella…." He had grabbed my hips and was slamming me up and down on his cock…my breasts bouncing…as he jerked inside of me…"Bella…I want you on your knees…" I looked horrified as he pulled me off of him…and placed me in front of him. He ran his hand down my spin and I shivered at his touch…He placed himself inside me again…and this time when he pushed in he went deeper…I felt the whole of him in me…I was in so much pain at this point…physical and mental…I let a cry out…and that got him going even more…. he pumped me hard…and then he let out a cry of my name…."Oh…Bella Black…I love you…" and filled me up with his seed. I collapsed on the bed…he grabbed me from behind and held me to him…"Oh Bella!" kissing my head…"That was perfect…I knew you loved me."
'Of course I love you Jacob…"I whispered my sob…. soon I would see Charlie…soon I could leave…
Time passed…Jacob held my stomach…our baby. He leaned over and kissed the bump that had grown. It had been months since we had found out…I had been a prisoner ever since…
Jacob wouldn't let me see my father…and I didn't know why…I never gave him any reason not to trust me. I asked frequently to see him but I was refused…until one day Jacob said we were going to his fathers place. I was excited to be getting out…and when we got there I wasn't disappointed.
"Dad!" I screamed out running to Charlie…"Help me…they wont let me go" I whispered in his ear
"Bella? What do you mean they wont let you go?" he said out loud
"I'm being held against my will dad, please take me home." Jacob had heard me…he was angry
"Jacob, I thought you told me Bella wanted to stay? She says se doesn't…"
"Oh Charlie, she's just being emotional. We had a bit of a fight on the way over. She's a little angry with me."
"Dad…I want to go home now…with you"
"Bella, he's your husband now…your having his baby…you need to stay and work on your problems…"
"He is not my husband…we aren't married…take me home!" I screamed…I saw Jacob just laugh at me…I knew I was going to be in trouble latter…he would probably kill me just for spite.
I reached around and hugged my father again…"Tell Edward I love him…I've always loved him and that I'm sorry" I whispered
When I pulled away from him I had his gun. I pulled the safety off and held it to my chest.
"Christ Bella…give me the gun!" Charlie yelled
I saw Jacob turn to look…pain in his eyes" Bella…put the gun down!"
"Just leave me alone…hand me your keys Charlie…I'm leaving!"
"There in the car…"
I backed towards the door and once outside I turned to run. Jacob was behind me reaching for the gun…he pined me down on the ground…we struggled for the gun…
"Bella Stop…please your going to hurt yourself…you'll hurt the baby…!
The gun went off…and Jake pulled away…Charlie ran out…and I just lay on the ground…I was shot in the chest…Jake had the gun…
"Jake…what happened…what did you do?" Charlie screamed
"We've got to get her to the hospital…" Charlie tried to lift me…"Jake help me please…help Bella!"
Suddenly I was in the back of the cruiser with Jake…he was holding a shirt over the wound…he was crying. "Bella…please be okay…I love you…"
"Jake…I hurt…." And I closed my eyes
"Bella! Don't leave…Bella! Charlie…hurry please!"
We must have made it to the hospital…because I saw bright lights…and I saw a beautiful face above me…it was Carlisle…
"Carlisle…please tell…Edward….I Love hi-"then there was darkness
Carlisle's POV
I saw Charlie run thru the doors" Please…my daughters been shot!"
Jacob Black came in after carrying a girl in his arms…it was Bella…she'd been shot
"Charlie Swan…bring her into trauma room 3"
Jacob placed her on the gurney…
"Please, get them out of here!" I yelled to one of the nurses
I ripped open her shirt and saw the wound. Call up for anesthesiologist, and have them prep the OR…
Bella's eyes opened…and looked at me "Carlisle…. please tell…Edward…I Love hi-"
And with that her eyes closed
I checked for her pulse…it was weak…"We've got to get her up there now! Nurse…call my house tell my wife…I'm in surgery with Ms Swan…thank you"
I needed them to know what was happening…they needed to know I'd found Bella…and that now that I had found her…I was on the verge of losing her.