CHAPTER 6: GROWING DEEPER

I woke up the next day to konan yelling for the boys to get up. I immediately got up to help her get them up. After screaming our lungs off at the boys to get up, we watched as they scrubbed the house down. There was a knock on the door after a couple of minutes of the boys cleaning. "Naomi, can you please get that? I got to make sure they don't try and sneak off." She said staring at the work that was just done by pein, with a hint of a smile on her face. I smiled, and walked to the front door, opening it, only to feel myself freeze up. I did not expect this person to be standing in the front door. The one person I hated seeing so much. The one person that ruined my life. I felt fear. I stood there frozen…just staring…at…..Uchiha sasuke. He stared at me, you could tell he was shocked. " What the HELL are you doing at my brother house?" He snapped. I just stared at him for a minute, then stood my ground. "Oh, well your brother is kind of busy right now, he wont be able to speak!" I snapped back, slamming the door in his face.

I turned around to go inspect some of the cleaning, only to turn around and see everyone grinning at me. I stared at them, before looking at them funny. "What?" I asked softly. They were still staring at with grins. I sighed. "You do just realize that you just stood up for yourself in front of sasuke right?" I looked at konan, and then it sunk in from what I just done. I was proud of myself, its about time I learned how to take care of myself. "Well, I guess I learned from you all didn't I?" I said smiling at myself. Hell, even Itachi was grinning at me. I returned the grin, but then noticed the boys had stopped working, and konan didn't notice because she was too proud of me. So I took care of it myself. "ya'll are suppose to be cleaning. What are you doing standing around?" I said. Konan laughed outright at them. All the grins they had on their faces disappeared. But konan's and mine only grew bigger.

Konan and I sat down on the couch as the guys prepared dinner for the girls to get them to forgive them for what they done. All of a sudden, konan grinned. I looked at her funny. "You did notice that pein didn't say anything to me about what I did yesterday right?" She said, breaking out in a full grin. I thought about it for a moment, and grinned along with her. "Yea I noticed that, its almost like he had forgotten or something." We laughed about it. So it seemed konan had nothing to worry about. "Well, I guess that's a good thing then." She said before getting up and going to check on the kitchen. I followed behind her, and was shocked at the sight before us.

The boys had done a perfect job. The had put flowers and candles in the middle of the table, Decorative plates in front of all the chairs, along with spoons and other things we might need. Konan and I smiled at the sight before us, glad the kitchen was not destroyed. We both sat down as the boys bring in the food and took their seats as well. We got to fix our plates first since the boys new they were in trouble. We both smiled. 'they need to get into more trouble with us more often' I thought to myself, as I ate my delicious food. We finished first and left the boys to also clean the kitchen. I sighed as I walked into my room, sitting down at my computer desk. ( I forgot to mention in the last chapter that she had bought herself a computer, and a desk for it). I slowly logged on. And stared at it, and logged into yahoo messenger, but what shocked me the most is the someone im me. It shocked me because no one had it yet, as I know of.

Pretty_lady16: hey…I really need to talk to you…

I stared down at the message written to me. I was shocked to say the least, out of no where, someone had emailed me. I have not even given my email out to anyone… but I typed back anyway.

Naomi_angel22: um…may I ask who this is?

Pretty_lady16: I'm not going to tell you who this is, until you promise me that you wont stop emailing me after I tell you.

I stared in shock, now what made this person think that I would keep talking if it is someone that I do not like. Did they really think that I was that stupid. I decided to email back and lie. When they told me who it was, and I don't like them, I will stop emailing them.

Naomi_angel22: sure…

Pretty_lady16: well….this is sakura.

I nearly choked on the drink I had brought with me to my room. Why… why in the world would she be emailing me…I HATE her. Curiosity got the better of me though, so I emailed her back again.

Naomi_angel22: ….now what in the world would someone like you want with me. And how did you get my email? I have not given it to anyone.

Pretty_lady16: well…I don't like the fact that I'm emailing you either…and that's not your concern on how I got your email, I'm being forced to write you by our dear sweet smother.

Naomi_angel22: Actually, yes it is my concern on how you got my email! What? You stocking me now? You know you can go to jail for that right?

Pretty_lady16: wow…looks like someone finally learned some kind of come back…look I didn't email you to fight, I emailed you to give a message to you form mother….

I growled, I really didn't want to hear from my mother. I really had nothing to say to her, the woman who is known as my so called mother really agitates me.

Naomi_angel22: I really don't care what she has to say, I want nothing to do with you or her. I have a better life now, and I plan on sticking to it.

I knew that was pretty of me, but at the moment I really didn't care, they did me wrong, and treated me like I was nothing, like I was a piece of trash or something. I was no longer going to put up with that.

Pretty_lady16: I am just going to ignore that comment and get back to topic at hand. This is what mom wants me to tell you. "look, I know I messed up and treated you wrong. I treated you opposite then what I should have, and I want you to come home. You mean the world to me, just like your sister does. It does not matter to me if you are not popular and beautiful like her, but you are my daughter. Matter of fact, You will listen to what I was and come home right now, or you will regret it. And trust me dear, you will regret it. " Those are her exact words, I advise you to listen to her, or you really will regret not coming home. That's all we had to say. Bye.

I stared at what sakura had wrote me. My mother was trying to order me home! I'm 17, and she thinks that I still have to come home when she wants me to. She must be crazy, I am not going anywhere, I'm staying here with my friends. 'and your crush…rather deidara! Whoa….what did I just think!' I shook my head from my thoughts. I couldn't believe I just thought something like that. I don't like him! I don't have a crush on him….do I? I wrote back, being as cold hearted as I could.

Naomi_angel22: Well you can tell her that she can not tell me that I have to come home. I am 17, there is nothing she can do about me moving out. If she don't believe that she can ask the cops. I am staying here with my friends, were I get treated right and not like trash. Believe it or not, but these people care about me, more than she or anyone else does. But I'm getting off so don't bother emailing back, just tell her what I said. Bye whore.

As soon as I sent her that message I logged off that way she couldn't email me back. I really wanted nothing to do with them, after the way they treated me. I walked away from my lab top and room and headed down to the living room after changing into some pajama's. I was not about to let her ruin my life here. Tonight was suppose to be a good night, and I was not about to let her ruin it for me.

I walked into the living room and looked around at all my friends that were sitting there. Tonight we are having a movie night, and planned watching all scary movies and romance movies. I looked around and groaned. Every seat was taken except the one next too….

'wow you get to sit next to your crush deidara…"

My mind was taunting me now. Really making me mad, I had done told my self, that I had exactly know feelings for him at all! Did I? I mean, we haven't exactly been nice to one another since we met. How could it be possible for me to like him? 'you know you like them bad boys…' I had to fight the urge to slap myself in the head, for thinking such thoughts. I finally came to a conclusion, that no, I do not like him. He means nothing to me. Nothing at all.

I had to force myself to sit down next to the blonde, frowning as I went, his frown was showing to. Obviously he didn't like the idea to much either. I think the rest of my friends did this on purpose though. Deidara scooted away a little, like I had some kind of disease that he didn't want, even though I had nothing, and he knew it too. But what I didn't understand…was why it kind of hurt my feelings when he scooted away? I ignored the feelings and looked at the television. The movie was getting ready to start.

We decided to watch a romantic movie first, so we were watching "Something New.". One of my favorite movies. I used to watch it all the time when I was little. But my mother threw away when I got older, because she thought suck movies were stupid for to watch…

I had just got the movie out, getting ready to go up to my room to watch it, when my mother slowly walked up to me and snatched the movie away. I turned around and stared up at her cold eyes sadly, She was always this cold to me, when people were not here, she even did in front of my sister. A LOT.

"And what exactly are you planning to bring this movie too?" She asked coldly. I tried not to start crying because of the way she was talking to me, but failed anyways.

"I…I was.. Go… going t-to watch it." I said quietly, only to earn a good shouting from my mother, who was for some reason, angry with me. I watched her as she took the disk out, and broke it in half, I started sobbing by now.

"There is no reason you should be watching pathetic movies like this, you should be out there creating your own romance, its about high time that you found yourself a boyfriend, and dressing like a girl, instead of a tomboy."

She had said these things coldly. I just stared up at her, trying not to let a sob pass through my lips, but failed miserably. My shoulders and whole body shook because of all the sobbing.

I had wanted all the coldness from my mother to go away, but I knew that it never going to happen, I was just doomed to being hated.

I ran to my room throwing myself down on the bed, and crushing my face against my pillow, in an attempt to quiet the sobs that were escaping my dry throat, but that failed also, I had even cried myself to sleep last night, alone, like I always was. Alone. Never to be loved. TO be hated the rest of my life.

I stared at the TV. for some kind of comfort, but seeing that it wasn't going to happen, I sighed as I forced myself to watch the movie, I once adored so much.

DEIDARA POINT OF VIEW.

I listened as she slowly and quietly walked to the spot beside. I knew there was no where else she could sit, but he wished there would have. He hates having to be so near her. They rise up unknown feelings inside of him. I tried to ignore her and the urges I got, but I couldn't and knew I couldn't…so I scooted away, hoping not to hurt her feelings.

Wait…why would I care if I hurt her feelings or not! It didn't really matter to him. He really didn't want her living here at all. He wished she would just back to her mom and deal with everything that's happening to her right now. He understood that its not something she could do on her, but that because she is weak. She cant do nothing on her own. They always argued, which for some reason, aggravates him, because for some unknown reason, he hates fighting with her.

He watched as she dazed out when the movie started playing, as if she was having a memory or something.

'hmmm.. I wonder if she is dreaming something not so good…maybe I can help her-WAIT! I cant think like that, I don't like her like that, I never have and I never will.'

That's really just what he told himself. But he knew he was wrong, he knew, that some way or another, the girl had caught his attention, he didn't exactly know how, but he knows she did. He didn't want her to know, so he decided to fight with her all the time, just so he could hide his feelings, not just from her, but everyone. Because if anyone found out, they would tell her, and then that would just ruin him, For one reason, and one reason only. He had never had a girlfriend. Mainly because of his long hair, and girly features. He didn't know how to treat her. HE would only end up hurting her, and nothing would be the way it should be anymore, he would end hurting both her and himself. And he really doesn't want that.

' man I really am growing deeper yea.' was his last thought before he tuned his thoughts out and went back to watching the movie.

NAOMI'S POINT OF VIEW.

I watched through the corner of my eye, as his glaze was dazed over while staring at the TV. ' so I see I am not the only one not paying attention to the movie.. Ha ha… I wonder if he is think-Oh god. I really wish I could stop thinking. I have no feelings for him, and he has no feelings for me either… right?' I sighed. This was really aggravating.

She was trying to convince herself that she has no feelings at all for the blonde haired boy, but she is having a difficult time proving herself wrong… the boy is cute, but he has not exactly been nice, how in the world has he caught her attention. I finally ended up giving up, its obvious she has developed a crush on him…but there is no point in telling he, he don't feel the same anyways… and probably has a girlfriend anyways.

'man I have gone in too deep, and there is no way out. I'm stuck.' was my last thought before paying attention to the TV again.