A/N: so it the first chapter I have written all by my-self so scared you all wont like it :'( no big long one of these today so... Oh BTW sorry for the wait my weeks have been hectic with exams so sorry by had to revise :'(.

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Breakthrough

Running back is blissful with Edward next to me we are silent which doesn't bother me as I have my own thoughts running around in my head. When we get near the house I can hear everyone shouting my name but I remain silent as I contemplate what must be going through their heads. I'm ashamed of my action both now and in the past but I had to show them as they especially Alice wouldn't leave me alone. I can already tell that from my little time here.

"Izzy" Edward breaks me out of my thoughts,"yes" I reply "do you want me to tell them what happened?" Edward is so kind to offer it chokes me for a second so I lamely nod my head "okay then" I run off after he says that straight to my sanctuary. The piano, I run my fingers over the keys and a tune that has haunted always plays broken into pieces in my head. Trying to play it my head becomes muddled a quite chuckle resounds off the walls, I would know that chuckle anywhere. Edward.

"what are you trying to play? You are bashing the keys unmercifully Izzy." I ignore the comment with the reply of "a tune that has haunted me since I first woke up but its broken I keep trying to play it but... but I cant and it annoys me I remember loving this song or melody but I cant hear it fully I want to Edward but I cant-" I almost cry I don't know why I tell him everything it just seems so right.

"Move over I think I know what you are trying to play"

EPOV
Bella remembers her lullaby I can see it in her eyes I decide I should play it for her as it might serve as a reminder for her I begin to play unsure of her reaction...

BPOV

as soon as Edward plays I know it the tune I had in my head all these months but how does he know it? Is it famous? I don't know and I don't ask I just listen to him playing its beautiful and haunting at the same time like it means so much to him but why? The melody draws to a close "Izzy" he calls softly as if this is a make or break moment "I-" I start to speak but the terror know as Alice comes in and screams "Edward!" like he has done something wrong she drags me from the room into the woods and I'm too scared to pull away.

I finally snap out of it and pull us to a stop, "Alice! Why did you do that? I- I was so close and then you pulled me away and now it's gone!" "because I did" she says whining. I run she annoys me I was so close to everything remembering my identity and she knows it and now everything is ruined my mind closes me off again my one chance since this all began.

I run back to Edward to is still at the piano frozen I run at him. "Edward I- I'm so sorry" "Izzy please it's fine what happened you looked like you remembered something" "I did but Alice stopped it and now I cant I'm so sorry" "it's fine" he replies but its filled with barely disguised anger is it directed to me or Alice or both.

Esme decides to pop her head in at that moment with a simple "don't kill Alice Edward" like a mother and Edward visibly calms down as he obeys his mother figure, I wish I had that...

-LE-

its been 2 weeks since the incident and it hasn't been the same since. I'm worried Edward seems to be mad at everyone expect me. I haven't turned on my mind reading as I think it is a family issue and I don't wanna get involved as I'm not family at least I don't think I am no matter what they say. Today I am working with Edward to try to remember my past as I have been getting glimpses every time I'm with him its usually a sound its helpful to know I can kinda remember stuff.

Today though Edward gets out a picture, its of a girl and him standing on the stairs in the house they look so happy and everything looks so normal but you can tell she knows what he is, "who is she what happened Edward?" "She in that picture is you Izzy" "Really? She looks so beautiful and I'm no way near that beautiful." I remember that I knew the Cullen's before and besides Edward wouldn't leave me be until it was programmed into me. "You never see you-self clearly do you Bella?" "Bella?" I'm confused he sometimes slips and calls me that name, "I'm so sorry Izzy" he turns the photo and it has writing on it saying Bella and Edward 13th September 18th birthday. I recognise the scrawl as my own and it seems that I knew this scene and that name.

I'm pulled into a my mind as a scene unfolds "I cant believe I'm doing this Edward don't let me fall" "I wont dare love" my Greek god replies we walk down the stairs to his waiting family all so happy and smiling even Rosalie which is a surprise. SNAP! A camera goes off and Alice has my camera. "Show me the love" she says and me and Edward get into position and off she goes again. The pixie.

Edward watches me as he showed me the writing I know he can see into my mind as always when we do this so if I get lost or scared he's there. He is the only one I trust enough to do this and I only one I trust over all expect Esme or Carlisle although neither as much as Edward. I feel something that makes me trust him, I look to him now and see that his face is shocked but in his eyes I can see the love that shined in his eyes in the memory reflecting back. He sends the image I stopped at and I see the love in his eyes was also in mine I just don't know if that what shines now or not because I don't feel love exactly but I don't feel like any more its more then that...

A/N: what ya think okay? Let me know as this is my first chapter... R&R I am going to try and update soon in the week!

-Megy
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