It's been over a month and nothing. Nick hasn't called, texted or anything.

I was really angry. My mom comes over every 2 weeks now. She's thinking of convincing my dad to move here, since I'm so adamant about staying.

But back to Nick. He's so...infuriating. Appearantly he thinks I'm slow or don't read magazines.

He's dating Miley. That hurt me. That hurt me a lot. Not only does she know he has a daughter but she was my best friend.

I have the article. I kept it. It hurts, but the pain is good, it keeps me focused and reminds me I'm alive.

Sometimes, I think I'm just like a robot, programmed to do everything but not really knowing what I'm doing.

I cringed as Jessica fell and started crying. I myself was on the brink of tears. Jessica tripped over my guitar case.

After I calmed her down I looked at the case. I haven't practiced or played in like ever, not since Jessica was born.

I slowly picked it up then put it back down. Everything about music made me sick. He chose music over us.

I ran my hand through my hair then sat back to my work.

2 months later

My mom and dad had Jessica for a few days, they said I needed a rest. They also said I could move in with them.

I was walking around in times square as I passed a newsstand. As I saw a picture of Nick and Miley I got pissed off.

He still hasn't called. As i exited Times square I went nearer to where I was living.

I entered central park. I was walking blindly and I hit into a guy.

"Sorry!"i said. "No problem."he said. He was my age and...very cute. Shit. I have a daughter.

"So what's a pretty girl like you doing walking around in central park alone?"he asked. I smiled.

"nothing, just thinking."i said. "Don't think to hard."he winked. As I smiled and walked away he grabbed my arm.

"Hey since you know, you just practically ran me over the least you could do is accept my offer to get some coffee."he smiled.

"Ok...sure."i said. We walked to Starbucks and ordered some stuff. "I'm David."he said. "Lily."i said.

"Nice, like the flower. So Lily, tell me about yourself."he said.

"I'm 17, I'm homeschooled and I made a huge mistake at one point in my life about a year and three months ago."i said.

"Hmm. I'm seventeen also but I go to St.Marks private school. So what is this big mistake?"he asked. "Guess."i said.

"You did drugs?"he asked. I shook my head. "You killed someone?"he asked. I shook my head. "You ever seen Juno?"i asked.

"You have a baby?"he asked. I nodded. "Oh, so I'm guessing your taken?"he asked. I shook my head.

"What? What kinda guy leaves a girl with a baby? Especially if the girl is as pretty as you."he said, smiling.

"Well...I really don't blame him though, he's...well he was nice, he was my best friend. My biggest mistake ever. It's just that he has this thing and if anyone finds out he got a girl pregnant, damn it'll be over. So...we haven't really talked in like a few months."i said.

"That sucks. So is your baby, a girl or a boy?"he asked. "A girl. Jessica, I love her but I swear I'm gonna die from all the responsiblity. My parents have her now, and I'm supposed to get her...right now."i said.

David scribbled some numbers and handed them to me. "Maybe I'll see you around sometime."he said. I smiled and ran out.

...

"She's so cute."David said a few weeks after as he sees Jessica. I smiled. "She has your hair, but she doesn't have your eyes."he said.

"She has the guys' eyes."i said. David nodded and she laughed. Sarah walked over. "Hey Lil-ay. Hey David."she said.

She sets down Melissa and turns to face us. "What's new on the boy truama-rama?"she asked. "Must you talk like that?"i asked.

She rolled her eyes. "I haven't talked to him in a while, he's busy and he's dating my ex-best friend."i mumbled.

"Daddy."Jessica said. "He's not here."I quieted her. "Daddy."she insisted. "Jessica, he's not-"someone cut me off.

"Damn Lily I'm right here."they said. I turned around and saw Nick. "How Nice of you to show up. You're three months late."i said.

A/N: Please Review and stuff, please?