"Hmm... I wonder why that girl is crying?!" A whisper interrupted my silent sobs. "Hmm... I wonder why?"
I tried to distinguish, while wiping my face, where the hushed voice was coming from. I surveyed the empty room. There was no one in sight.
"Why are you crying?" It was an eerie voice that surrounded the room. I took a look again and nothing. I decided to give a response.
"Why shouldn't I?" I responded as I stared at the ground. I didn't know what else I could say, but surely there is no reason for why I shouldn't cry.
"Why?" The ominous voice chuckled. "Why you shouldn't cry? There's many reasons to that."
I had a weird superstition that the voice was somehow a cause to all the happenings around here. "Then go on." I whispered. "Why shouldn't I?"
"I've decided to help you. I gave you, no, I gave everyone an opportunity to live a life you can enjoy."
"Exactly how do you think I enjoy this?!" I gestured as I looked up at an unidentified being.
"Weren't you all living with so many hardships? Didn't you want to be saved from that terrible fate? One day I watched you all. You were unhappy with the life you've been living. You were facing so many hardships. You were annoyed with the Hosts. They made everything worse. Didn't they? I wanted to spare you from the pain! I want to save everyone from the pain."
Everything the voice just said floated in my head. This was all too crazy. How could this save me? Help me? Living like this made everything worse! There's nothing else to it.
Tears slowly began to fall from my cheeks. "Why? How..." I was confused and lost in what I had to say. "Who... who are you?!"
I looked back up. "If you said you watched us, I should know you. Who are you?" I said with much more confidence.
"I guess the gig is up." The voice said in a playful manner. Appearing out of nowhere, he stood in front of me. I stared at him, realizing out of all people he would actually do such a thing. He stood right before my eyes, wearing a black cloak as he held onto a puppet.
"I didn't intentionally mean to hurt you. I wanted to save the Host Club."
"Nekozawa!?" I simply let out. He was the one who did all of this. Now thinking about it, it would be very likely that he'll be the one able to pull something as grand as this. Why? How? were the only words that I could utter. I still didn't get it. Why would he help? How could this help?
"You still seem so taken aback by this discovery." Nekozawa stated. "Don't you like this world I've created?"
"No! Why would I? None... None of my friends are here. They're not the way they used to be! We're not always together. We're not even friends." Haruhi started saying slowly, trying to hold back tears as she was reminiscing the past.
"But this, this kind of world is perfect. Isn't it? Everyone is living the kind of life they've always wanted. You wanted to see your mother again. Have her back. Didn't you? You should be grateful." He continued on.
"Look at your host friends. The twins are living a life where they're together, but not dependant on one another. Tamaki is at France with his mother, like he always wanted. Kyoya is the heir to the Ootori family. Honey is living a suitable life with cakes and karate. Everyone has a life where there was no hardships faced. Isn't that the kind of world you want to live in?"
"I... I know! But sometimes it was meant to be that way." I choked out. The thought grabbed ahold of me. Did I want to live like this?
My mother. The one I've always missed. The one I've always cried for. As the ten years have slowly passed, my father and I mourned for her always. I possibly could not forget. Of course I wished for her to be with us, but life isn't something where everything is earned so easily. Life isn't as fair that it spares us from trouble. The Host Club were annoying, but they showed me something special. We grew a true bond of friendship with all of them. It was something that was unforgettable.
Chapter 6 is finally up! I'm so sorry for updating it so late! I wrote this a few days back, but I never had the time to upload it at the site.
Eeeee... I loved writing this chapter. A lot of things happened. The chapter felt long for me. Was it? It's a good thing though.
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