A/N: Thank you guys so much for the reviews :) They keep me writing! Here's chapter 7. Chuck finds out!
A moment of silence went past and Chuck didn't answer. To many thoughts were going through his mind. Is this a good thing or a bad thing?Suddenly Chuck's thought got interrupted.
''Chuck? Say something please.'' Blair said nervously breaking the silence.
''What the fuck?'' He finally said. ''How did this happen?'' He said harshly. Blair was so shocked from his response.
She managed to pull her self together. ''Well obviously you were too stubborn to put a fucking condom on!'' She said now pissed.
''Oh I'm sorry i wasn't the one purring 'Oh Chuck! Hurry up! I want you big enormous co-'' He got cut off.
''Thats enough Chuck!'' Shouted Blair really angry now.''It was both our fault, okay? I wasn't on the pill and you forgot to put a condom on. I really would appreciate it if you were mature about this whole situation.''
''Yeah, you can talk.'' Chuck scoffed. I'm a womanizer! This wasn't apart of the deal!. Blair looked up at him hurt
Chuck saw how upset Blair was now. He thought maybe he should be more mature about it. But then again he was a womanizer, he wasn't use to this. Although ever since that night with Blair his ways have stopped.
''Are you going to keep it?'' He asked calm but still coldly. He was still confused whether this was a good thing or not.
Blair's chest tightened and gasped. ''Of course I am! How dare you ask that! I already told Serena, My step-father and my mother.''
Mother. Chuck thought. He was now clouded up with thoughts about his own mother. Chuck didn't want that to happen to Blair, she already meant that much to him. He was now scared, he wasn't upset that he got Blair pregnant anymore. He's now filled up with worry.
Chuck stood up from the counter and finally spoke. ''I have to go. Don't call me.'' With that said he looked at Blair once more and left. Leaving Blair with all the wrong thoughts. Tears were filling up in Blair's eyes now.
How could he be so soul less? I really thought he was different. After a moment Blair left the bar crying a lot now. Chuck watched her from the corner suddenly felt so bad for the way he reacted to Blair.
''No Blair's fine. I'll explain everything to you later, okay?'' Serena spoke as she was on the phone to Nate. The elevator doors opened and Blair ran straight for the stairs.
Serena hanged up at faced Blair. ''B, How did it go? Oh no whats wrong?'' She asked really concerned as she saw tears fall down Blair's face.
''I don't want to talk right now! He is selfish as ever!'' Blair spat back.
Oh no, what did Chuck say? Serena thought. Blair made it up to her room and slammed the door shut.
After 15 minutes Serena decided to see how Blair was. She thought it would be a good idea to give her some time. She opened the door and saw Blair lying on the bed with her back facing Serena.
''Blair? Are you okay?'' She asked worried. Blair slowly stood up and faced Serena.
''I...I don't know. I thought being pregnant wouldn't be bad you know. But Chuck made me realize what a mistake it is!'' Blair managed to choke out as she wiped her tears. She felt like there was a big hole in her chest.
Serena studied her face, she had been crying for a while judging by the redness of her eyes. ''No Blair, you got it all wrong. Chuck just needs time. He needs time to process this, his a man he has a different feel to this.''
''But Serena you didn't hear the stuff he said!''
''Yeah, he was probably just scared. I mean come on, you didn't take the news very well at first.''
''Atleast I accepted it and settled down!''
''Exactly you have to give him time. He will come around I know it. Chuck's a good guy.''
''Really?''
''I'm positive. Now don't stress to much, it's not good for the baby.'' Blair was now gently rubbing her stomach.
Serena gave her a warm hug and wiped her tears away. ''Thank you Serena. Thanks for being so supportive.''
''Hey, thats what I'm here for.'' She said holding her. ''Have you called Harold yet?''
''No, not yet. I'll call him tomorrow when I'm more calm.'' Serena nodded and held her more tighter.
Chuck slammed the door of his suite so hard almost causing the hinges to come off. ''How could I be so stupid! Why didn't I use a fucking condom!'' He shouted to himself. Then Blair's face came to his mind, tears after tears. He suddenly felt guilty for the way he acted. He was now lying on on his back on his bed. Thoughts after thoughts were coming to his mind. His mother mainly. Chuck's mother Evelyn died giving birth to him, Chuck always blamed himself for her death. His father made it seem that way, she was the love of his life after all.
How could i react that way? My god what Blair must think of me... He continued to rant to himself. Different thoughts were travelling. She would probably never forgive me. Do I want to be there for the baby? I mean i really, really like her. Having a baby isn't that bad, being a father, wow. What if something happens to Blair? I couldn't bare it. I'll support her, my womanizing days are officially over.
Chuck stood up from his bed and went to search for his phone. He was about to dial Blair's number but then realized how upset she might be. He put his phone down and decided to give her time.
What would father say? He probably wouldn't care he hates me. Chuck then suddenly thought, what if he becomes like his father when the baby is born? He wouldn't let himself. If he was going to be apart of this baby's life, then he needed to show Blair. He needed to show he supports her.
He needed to distract himself, so he wouldn't feel guilt. ''I need a drink.'' Chuck made his way to his bar in his suite.
Blair had fallen asleep slowly and Serena decided to leave to give her some rest. It had been a long day. Serena was downstairs looking at some designs from the office when her phone started to buzz. It was Nate.
''Nate hey. How are you?''
''I'm fine, i just a little worried when you hanged up on me and never called back.''
Whoops. ''I'm sorry Nate. Blair really needed me, she's going through a lot.'' She explained.
''Is it about Chuck?'' He asked.
''Yeah it is. Chuck would tell you sooner or later whats going on.''
''Oh, okay. So are you busy right now?''
''Not really, just looking at some paper work. Why?'' She asked curious.
''Do you want to come over? Talk a bit.'' He suggested.
Serena smiled. ''Okay, we have a lot to catch up on anyway.''
''Good. I'll see you soon then.''
''Okay, bye.''
''Bye.'' and the line went dead.
Before Serena left she went up to Blair's room again. She quietly opened the door and saw Blair sleeping peacefully, although worry creased against her forehead. Blair was also holding her stomach. She's going to be a great mom Serena thought.
Nate was lying on his couch flicking through channels when he heard a knock on the door. He stood up and saw who it was. Serena.
''Serena, you came.'' He smiled sweetly and kissed her on her cheek.
She smiled and walked inside. ''So how have you been all day?'' She asked as she sat down on the coach, Nate followed behind her.
''I've been okay, but I'm good now because you're here.'' he smiled once again. Serena giggled. ''Serena, what's wrong you seem worried.''
Serena looked up ''It's Blair. I'm really worried about her.''
Nate sighed. He was getting tired of how she always chose Blair over him. ''Whats going on, Serena?''
''I can't say anything i promised Blair. Maybe Chuck would tell you.''
He sighed again. ''You know, I'm really getting tired of you always choose her over me.'' Serena looked at him shocked. ''I mean come on. I know she's your best friend and all, but every time we have a date or a special moment. you always seem to help her.''
Serena gave him a disgusted look. ''You know what, Nate? You can't judge me or her, because you don't know what she's going through.''
''Exactly! You need to tell me.''
''No. It's not my secret to tell. I'd really appreciate it, if you could trust me on this.'' She spat back annoyed. ''You have a best friend to you know. You don't think i get annoyed when you choose him over me? I just learn to accept it.''
Nate thought about it, she was right. ''Okay, look. I'm really sorry Serena but i really like you, that's all. I feel very protective of our relationship.''
Serena had too many things of her mind, she didn't want to argue with Nate right now. ''I've got to go. I'll see you later.''
''Serena wait.'' But Serena already stood up and left.
The next day...
''Daddy?'' Said Blair through the phone as she dialed her fathers number.
''Blair! What a lovely surprise.'' Harold absolutely adores her daughter.''How have you been, sweetie?''
Blair smiled. ''I've been good daddy, how are you and Roman?''
''We are perfectly fine. How are you and Carter?'' He asked. Blair tried to swallow the lump in her throat.
''It's Chuck, daddy.'' She corrected him.
''Oh...my mistake, dear.''
''I have something to tell you. Please don't be disappointed.''
''Blair i could never be disappointed in you. Whats wrong?''
''Chuck and I decided to get serious and now I'm having his baby.''
''What?''
''I'm pregnant dad.''
''Well i really shouldn't be upset, i mean your 23 after all. Not sixteen.''
''As I've been told a lot.'' She laughed. He laughed too.
''So how did Chuck take the news?"'
Blair froze, trying to hold back her tears.'' I...um...well'' She couldn't think of a way to finish the sentence.
''I see. Don't worry darling. He just needs time to get process it. He'll come around.'' He tried to reassure her.
''I really hope so, daddy.''
''I know, so. So how did your mother take the news?'' He asked while laughing a bit.
''Quite good actually, she probably threw a fit after i left.'' She continued to laugh.
''That's good, sweetie. Anyway I have to go now, i gotta leave for work. Enjoy the rest of your day and remember I'm sure Chuck loves you and will support you.''
Love.Blair never thought of it that way. She knew Chuck likes her but he wouldn't love her. At least that's what she thought.
''Bye daddy, I love you.''
''I love you too, Blair.'' Blair then hung up the phone.
''Hello?''
''Serena, you finally decided to take my calls'' Nate said over the line. Serena let out a sigh.
''What do you want Nate? I have to leave for work soon.'' She said a bit annoyed.
''I love you and I don't want to lose you.'' Serena's heart melted when she heard him say those three words. ''It's just that I overreacted and was a bit jealous. Let's not fight, okay? I'm really sorry.''
Serena thought about it. She didn't want to fight either. ''Okay Nate, I forgive you. I don't want to fight either.''
Nate felt relieved. ''Okay. I guess I'll see you later. Bye''
''I love you too! Bye.'' Serena said and hung up her cell.
One week later...
Blair still experienced morning sickness and ate a lot. Chuck still didn't call which made her feel a bit depressed. Serena kept reassuring her that he needed time. Blair tried to keep herself together. She really liked him and wanted him to be apart of this babies life. At the same time she wanted to be mad at him for his reaction. Eleanor had given Blair the week off and let Dorota take care of her.
Blair was lying on the couch reading a pregnancy book, she needed all the help she could get. One thing she couldn't get out of her mind was Chuck, she wanted him to call her, or at least make an effort. Dorota placed tea on the coffee table and asked how Blair was.
''I'm fine Dorota, thank you.'' Blair half smiled. She couldn't take it anymore she had to walk around keep herself occupied. She sighed and put her book on the table. ''Dorota I'm going to see Serena, I'll be back later, okay?''
''But Miss Blair, Miss Eleanor said for you to rest and not go work.'' Dorota said with a bit of concern.
''I'm not going to there to work, just to visit Serena.'' Blair tried to get up and Dorota helped her.
''Okay, Be back soon Miss Blair. You need rest.'' Insisted Dorota.
Blair nodded and left.
Nate was getting ready to leave for work when there was a knock on the door. It was Chuck.
''Chuck, Whats up man?'' Nate asked as he let Chuck in.
He let out a sigh. ''I have to tell you something man.''
''Is it about Blair?'' Nate asked.
''Yeah, how do you know?'' Chuck answered confused.
''Oh well Serena has been helping Blair a lot and apparently it has something to do with you. But she won't tell whats going, so i figured you might tell me.'' Nate explained.
Chuck nodded. ''Well, I got her pregnant and i kind of reacted badly to the news. So I want to make it up to her.''
Nate looked shocked. ''Wow, what? You got her pregnant? Didn't you use a condom?''
''No, she got me so turned on by moaning my name and telling me she wanted me bad, that i forgot the condom. Now I'm scared to see her, what if she doesn't forgive me?''
''Chuck Bass is scared, i never thought I'd hear that.''
''Nathaniel, this isn't the time to be amusing. I fucked up!'' Chuck said in a serious tone.
''You're right man, I'm sorry. Well do you care about her?''
''Of course I do. I've never cared about someone, the way I do for her. I want to be apart of her life.'' Chuck admitted.
''Then you need to man up and tell her, man. What's stopping you?'' He asked curious.
''Well she told me a week ago and I haven't seen her since or called. She's probably really pissed.''
''A week? Yeah you got that right.'' He scoffed.
''Nate'' He gritted through his teeth.
''Sorry, man. Just tell her you were scared and that you needed time to adjust to it.'' He suggested. Chuck nodded then spoke.
''But that's not the only reason why i reacted that way...'' He continued.
''What do you mean?'' Nate said confused.
''What if she dies giving birth the way my mother did to me?'' He said trying to hold back tears. No one has seen him cried.''I couldn't bare it. She means so much to me then a one-night stand.''
''I'm sorry, man. Why don't you visit her tonight and explain everything. She'll take you back.'' Nate reassured him.
''I hope so, I mean she was pretty pissed but thanks man.'' Chuck half smiled.
''No problem, anyway I better be off I gotta leave for work. Don't you have work? '' Nate asked.
''Yeah I have a meeting in a hour, I'm going to invest into a restaurant.'' Chuck answered.
''A restaurant eh? Well why not sounds good to me.'' Nate smiled.
They spoke for another five minutes then both left.
Blair finally made it to work with the New York traffic. Serena would probably tell her off for coming to work, but Blair needed her.
Blair walked into her office and saw Serena sitting on her desk going through some page designs. Blair knocked and Serena looked up surprised. ''Blair, what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be home resting?'' She asked concerned.
Before Blair could speak tears sprang to her eyes, Serena rushed to her and hugged her. ''Its been a week Serena! He hasn't called!'' She said as Serena let her go. Blair made her way to the couch in the office in front of the book shelf and sat down. Serena sat next to her. ''I really liked him, S. He wasn't who i thought he was.''
''I know its hard, B. Maybe his scared to see you.'' Blair scoffed at that.
''If he were scared, then he would man up and tell me! Not act like an asshole.'' She said pissed. ''If he really liked me, then maybe he would make an effort to fucking call!'' Tears were starting to rise again, Serena was really concerened.
''Do you want me to call Nate? Ask him how Chuck is?'' Suggested Serena.
''No. He can do it himself. Can we please talk about something else? Keep me distracted so i don't brake down.''
''Hey, Waldorf's don't break down.'' Serena said. Blair laughed.''I'll go get us some coffee, you stay here and rest okay?'' Suggested Serena. Blair nodded.
For the rest of the day Serena continued to work as Blair just talked about lots of things and ignoring the subject of Chuck.
Chuck had to reschedule his meeting, he had was too many things of his mind and simply could not focus. He was in the elevator to Blair's penthouse, he kept on worrying if Blair would forgive him or not. Suddenly the elevator door opened. Expecting to see Blair's face he saw a woman dressed like a maid. Must be Blair's maid he thought.
''Hi, I'm here to see Blair.'' Chuck said nervously.
''Miss Blair is not here right now. Who are you?'' Dorota asked.
''I'm the father of her baby.'' Chuck said. Dorota looked at him shocked and said something in polish.
''I'm sorry but Miss Blair doesn't want to see you.'' She said.
''I don't care, I'll wait. Wheres her room?'' Chuck asked.
Dorota sighed and showed him upstairs.
After about 20 minutes Blair returned back to her penthouse. ''Miss Blair there you are! What took you so long?''
''I told you i was with Serena, I'm fine.'' Blair reassured her. Dorota nodded and sighed in relief.
''Miss Blair someone is here to see you...his waiting in your room.'' Dorota hesitated to say.
''What?'' Blair said angrily and walked up stairs.
She opened the door fiercely and saw Chuck's back facing her as he was sitting on her bed.
She wanted to put him through a wall, from all the pain he caused her. ''What the hell do you think you're doing here?''
A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed it! Reviews would be great, more chapters to come :)