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Bella's pov

When I got home Charlie was in the kitchen crying out my name over and over again.

"Charlie I'm home!" I called out to him from the doorway.

"WERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" he shouted at me.

"I got knocked out when I went for a jog. I was going to tell you but, just then I ran into a tree head first at full speed." I said as a cover story.

"OH MY GOD! Are you ok?" he said coming closer

"Yeah I just need to go to my teachers and get caught up on the work I missed." I said trying to go to my room because I felt like his neck vessels were teasing me, taunting me to drain his blood.

"Well ok uh I'm off to bed." He said dropping the subject.

Great Edward was right I need to get away and learn how to control what ever it was that was making me this way. I guess its talk to him at school time. Oh no what if Luna gets the vibe that I like like him? Great why I was always cursed with this kind of stuff? Oh well I will suck it up and be a true woman.

~~~~~~~~~at school~~~~~~~~~~

I saw Edward sitting next to Jasper and Emmet at a far lunch table. Great just great if they heard my question I was sure to be called a wimp some how.

"Hey Edward. Can I talk to you over here for a minute?" I asked kind of afraid of him saying no and walking away.

"Yeah sure." He got up and came over to me. "What's up Bella?" he said looking me right in the eye.

"Remember what happened not to long ago?" I asked him so that way no one thought I was crazy.

"Yeah what about it?" he said in his regular voice.

"Well can we meet at the park tonight so you can help me out with it? Please?" I said to him in my begging voice.

"Yeah uh sure what time?"

"How about after school." I said now losing my edge.

"Yeah ok see you there, bye." He said while walking away.

"Ok bye." I said after him.

~~~~~~~~~at the park~~~~~~~~~~

"So what do you need help with?" Edward asked as he came into view.

"I almost killed Charlie last night, I was hoping you could help me to were I wont think of that again. Please it would mean the world to me."

I'm supper sorry but, I kind of lost interest in this fanfic. I think I will try to end it. If you have any ending to this story please tell me. Thanks and bye.