A/N: I agree with a review that people knowing of Luke and Leia isn't a good thing. But not everyone does. Only Kanan, Hera, Ezra, and Lux (no shit on that one ok). Sabine and Zeb might have heard their names but they haven't any idea who they actually are. But I'll change it cause writers block waiting 2 weeks for the next season sooooooo have fun.

Ahsoka was off the ship doing something to which none of the other's knew about it was assumed that she was being a 'pain in the ass' but they couldn't be sure. Hera sighed softly and saw Ezra she debated what she and Lux had talked about the night before and got up from her seat gesturing to the boy to go into the lower gunner's pod with her. He followed eagerly and she shut and locked the door.

"You need to know something about Ahsoka alright." She started and the boy nodded he had taken a liking to the Togrutan woman. "Ahsoka has slipped just a bit this you already know but what you need to understand is that…" she paused sighing again she didn't want to lie but it was to protect them all. "They are dead, Luke and Leia, they died many years ago both from different things but they aren't here… when she talks about them as if they are she's being delusional and when she says she wants to visit them she means their graves." Hera said sadly and Ezra looked shocked

"Did the clone wars really do that to her?" Ezra asked and Hera nodded as they sat down.

"She's been through a lot and for that she's the strongest person I know. But Togruta are also delicate in their relationships with those closest to them and that really hurt her. Add on top of that the deaths' of the twins and it's no wonder she slips from reality every now and again." Hera spoke softly.

"So what do I do?" Ezra asked

"Appease her when she talks of them, don't let her feel your sadness and don't bring them up… that's all we can do." Hera told him and the boy nodded.

"Anything else I ought to know?" He asked

"I think that's probably everything for now. Go finish up your training." She said unlocking the door and going back to the hanger. She contacted Lux looking at his hologram sadly.

"It's done I told him what we talked about and your right it's for the better that most don't know… but why did we have to make him think she's gone mad?" Hera asked and Lux looked at her.

"She has gone mad… she's just stronger than we thought to be able to sustain it for so long… she has moments where she loses herself and that's alright… it's better that he doesn't know." Lux ran a hand through his hair. "Besides… he's nowhere near strong enough to stand up to any of their tortures he'd spill everything in a matter of moments." Lux told her and Hera only nodded they hadn't trained him to block mind probes or withstand the physical pain yet.

"Well it's done so you can go back to being the second in command of the Rebels." She smirked and Lux raised a brow.

"Excuse you? I'm second in command?" he laughed "To whom?"

"Ahsoka of course." Hera said to which Lux rolled his eyes and ended the call they both knew she was right.

A few days later Ahsoka returned looking tired but slightly more relaxed until they got a message across the Empire's broadcast channel. It was Darth Vader and Ahsoka froze starting at the image waiting to hear the voice. The voice that was once of the man she loved but long since distorted into something more machine than human.

"I am Darth Vader and I have a message for the Jedi known as Ahsoka Tano. You're actions against the Empire have been viewed as treason of the highest order and you have been sentenced to death for your crime of murdering an Inquisitor and placing the severed head in the Emperor's personal office. I will personally hunt you down and do the same to you. This is your only warning Ahsoka Tano." He said and she didn't even breathe while the message repeated again before it ended and everyone turned and looked at her. Ahsoka finally took in a deep and shaky breath her head swimming rapidly.

"I need to meditate." She said turning on her heel and leaving the room before Kanan could stop her. Ahsoka locked herself into her room and reached through the barley there mental link with Vader.

"You're going to hunt me down and slaughter me?" she asked her voice panicked

"I'll hunt but I will not hunt you… I know not if I could slaughter you as you put it."

"How much did it pain you to say my name? How much did it pain you to threaten me to death?"

"Does that matter?"

"Yes! Anakin… it matters."

"That's not my name Ahsoka."

"It used to be… I refuse to say what you go by now."

"Ahsoka…"

"You called me snips for a reason." She paused "Please don't hunt me down and kill me."

"I won't find you."

"Will you kill me?"

"I don't know."

"How do you not know?!"

"BECAUSE" He paused "I don't know if I could bear to see you dead again."

"Like on Mortis… with the Son, Daughter, and Father…" she paused "Where you kissed me when I awoke"

"ENOUGH!" he yelled through the link but she didn't stop.

"He placed his fingers to my head and my body fell my life gone I was dead to the universe in that moment… and your world stopped because I was dead… you begged me to wake up… you cried and kissed me until I did."

"Stop." His voice was venom but she went on.

"Do you not remember?"

"I remember it too clearly Ahsoka."

"So why would you ever wish to feel that again… or maybe you simply want to feel that again… you crave the feeling of me dead of my blood splattering across your mask my body falling to the ground my sabers dropping from my hands. Maybe you lust for my blood on you."

"I SAID ENOUGH!" he all but screamed and she stopped. "I will not hunt you Ahsoka…. I don't know if I could kill you but I will not hunt you."

"You will always be my Skyguy." She said and ended the conversation coming out of her state unknown to her that first, Kanan was there and second, that she was crying.

"How long have you been here?" she asked him and he shrugged

"Since you started." He replied and she took in a shaky breath.

"He won't hunt me."

"I know." Kanan said and Ahsoka sighed laying her head in the other Jedi's lap her eyes closing over as she willed her body to relax as he traced her face markings. It was something Ahsoka discovered she rather enjoyed and was relaxed by when Lux would do it. Kanan did it after she had once requested as such and now, it was simply a norm.

"I could break him…"

"He could kill you."

"I know." She whispered

A/N: alright there you have it a 1000+ word chapter I wrote in half an hour after an 11 hour work day. Go me! I'm waiting with baited breath for the second season so when that happens I might update sooner or not. Like I said I cannot promise regular updates but I'll try.