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3 months

It's been 3 months since I had the twins mason and maria and everything has been going great the twins don't grow as fast as I did they look like their about five months but carlise said once they get a little older their growth sprout might speed up but until then we aren't gonna think about that

Jacob come on get up your gonna be late for work I said nessie i own the place I'm allowed to be late he said his eyes still closed

get your ass out of bed get in the shower and go to work or I swear to the moon I will base your ass like a turkey on thanksgiving I said

okay okay im getting up he opened his eyes and looked at me weirdly geez what's gotten into you he said he sat up in bed I walked out of the room pissed off he wanted to know what is wrong with me oh i'll you what's wrong with me we haven't had sex since the twins were born

and im going crazy I cook and I clean and I take care of two babies by myself everyday when he goes to work and the only time I can get any help is if I call one of my family members and most of the time their busy and he just walks around here like everything is fine and dandy

I'm tired of doing everything by myself I no that's what house wives do but I at least thought I was gonna have some help and even when Jacob gets home from work he still doesn't help cause he's always to tired

i sighed frustrated as I walked into the twins room good morning mommy I heard maria say in my head good morning sweetie I said as I pulled the both of them out of there cribs I got them dressed and then I went down stairs to make breakfast just like every other day

I put the twins in their high chairs and started breakfast. after I finished breakfast I sat Jacobs plate on the table then I breast fed both of the twins they fell asleep and I layed them in there playpen

Jacob came down the stairs he sat at the

table and we ate in silence after we were done I took both of our plates and put them in the sink

Jacob kissed the twins on their foreheads he came and was gonna kiss me on the lips but I turned my head as I washed the dishes

he didn't say anything he just left after I heard his car leave I sat down in the chair I put my head in my hands and I cried

I didn't feel that love from Jacob anymore he never even touches me anymore

I picked up the phone and dialed claires number she picked up on the third ring

claire: hello

nessie:hey claire do you mind if me and the twins come over for a little while

claire:sure nessie come on over quil just left for patrol me and travis could use some company

travis is there son she had him on january 21

nessie : okay we'll be there in a little while

claire: okay see you when you get here

okay I said and hung up the phone I wipped my eyes I was already dressed and so were the twins so I grabbed their diaper bags my coat and my purse and their blankets

I took mason out to the car first I layed him in his carseat and strapped him in I closed the door careful not to wake him up

I quickly went back into the house and got maria as I walked out of the door I closed it and locked it behind me then I put maria into her carseat and strapped her in

I got into the driver seat I put my seatbelt on and I started the engine and we were on our way to claires house when I pulled into her drive way she came outside to help me with the babies

she had a smile on her face she helped me with the babies after we got in the house we layed them down

then she looked at my face her smile dropped what's wrong nessie she asked as we sat at the table

tears welled up in my eyes as I started to talk

it's Jacob every since we had the twins he never touches me anymore and when he kisses me I don't feel the fireworks that use to fly when we kissed im tired of doing everything by myself

I cook I clean I wash dishes I do the laundry I take care of two babies by myself when he's at work and its not easy and the only time I can ever get any help is if I call you or one of my family members

and even when he gets home he always to tired I just feel like Jacob doesn't love me anymore

I said tears falling from my eyes like a waterfall

oh nessie you no he loves you she said

I no that he loves me but I just don't feel like he loves me I told her

well did you try to talk to him about it she asked

he's never around to talk about it I said as I wipped my tears away don't worry about it nessie it'll be okay how about a glass of wine she said

sure why not I can't get drunk anyway I said she laughed and got out two glasses and a bottle of wine

she poured us a glass so how have the twins been doing she asked there great I love them more than life itself I told her

I feel the same way about travis she said smiling its good to see you happy claire I said

thanks nessie she said

we talked for almost 3 hours about everything we laughed and had a great time I looked at the time

wow its almost six I said to time flies when your having fun she said that is so true but we have to get going Jacob will be on his way home in a little while I said

okay well it was good to see you nessie and don't worry about Jacob im sure everything will turn out fine she said thanks claire it was good to see you to I said

she helped me put the twins in the car and I waved to her as I drove away from her house.

5 minutes later:

I pulled into our garage I cut the engine off and got out of the car instead of taking the twins out of the car one by one I took them both out at the same time I walked up the porch steps with both of their carseats in my hands I sat them down on the porch and unlocked the door

I walked into the house with them still in my hands I closed the door with my foot I picked the twins up out of there carseats and put them in their playpen I put a couple of toys in it for them to play with and then I started dinner.

quil pov

I got a call from claire as I was driving to jacobs shop to pick up seth

quil: hey sweetie what's up

claire: babe I need you to talk to jake

quil: about what?

claire: nessie came over today crying her eyes out because she doesn't feel like Jacob cares for her anymore

quil:how can she feel that way

claire: I not that's what I said but see the thing is she's tired her and Jacob haven't had any quality time in a while and she has to stay home with two babies by herself when he's at work she's just tired so will you please talk to him

quil:sure im on my way to pick seth up from the shop now so i'll talk to him

claire: okay babe love you

quil: love you to

then I hung up the phone

when I got to the shop I told Jacob about what happened and he said that he didn't no that's how she felt and that he would talk to her when he got home.

nessie pov:

as soon as I set dinner on the table I heard Jacob pulling into the door I picked the twins up out of the playpen and then I put them in to there high chairs

Jacob walked into the kitchen he looked at me with worried eyes I looked away not wanting to look into his eyes

did you already eat at work or are you hungry I asked no i didn't eat at work he said

well sit down and eat I said as I handed as I handed him a fork and a knife I sat down

I scooped a little of the mashed potatoes off of my plate and fed some to the twins

we ate dinner in silences until after I was done eating I stood from the table and said when your done put your plate in the sink I picked up the twins and headed up the stairs to give them there baths

after I bathed them and put them to sleep

I walked into my room exhausted from this day I changed out of my clothes and put of some white shorts and a black camisole I brushed my teeth and after I was don't I looked into the mirror and jacob was standing right behind me...

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