So, I am not going to announce the third person in this chapter, that way more people can vote for who they want. So keep voting. The following chapter has no dialogue. It is all of the thoughts that are going on in Sam's mind. The thing I find interesting about this chapter is the fact that it reflects my own thoughts. I had a fling over the summer with a guy who claimed he was bisexual, but didn't want to date any guys. This brings up an interesting question. Is a person bisexual if they only want the sex from a guy/girl and not the relationship? Let me know what you guys think on this issue. Keep reviewing and let me know what you think of the story.
Sam was in a very similar situation as Blaine was. After Blaine had stormed out of his house on Saturday morning, Sam was left with a lot going through his mind. He had done so much with his best friend simply due to the fact that he was horny. Sam felt terrible. He wanted to take back all of the things he did to Blaine during the weekend. He had no feelings for Blaine, but fooling around with him like he was a toy was wrong for him to do.
What was I thinking? Sam thought to himself after Blaine stormed out of his house.
The past year and half had been a very difficult one for Sam. He had fallen out of his relationship with Mercedes and thought that he had found the perfect girl when he asked Brittany to date him. It wasn't until the end of June that all of that began to change. A fellow member of the Glee club (who Sam refused to reveal the identity of) had approached him and wanted to have a heart to heart with him. The guy told Sam that he was seriously considering his sexuality and asked him for advice.
It had never crossed Sam's mind that he would be bisexual. All he had ever known was that he liked girls. He had sex with numerous girls when he worked at the strip club and had sex with Brittany many times. It wasn't until the mystery guy had approached him, that he even considered he liked a guy.
To test his theory, Sam decided to watch gay porn that night. He didn't know what to make of it. It was hot, the guy on guy action kind of turned him on, but Sam knew that there was more to being bisexual then just the sex. Sam thought to himself day and night whether or not he would consider dating a guy. This was when Blaine crossed his mind.
Blaine was his best friend, his gay best friend. Sam tried masturbating to Blaine and found it to be a wild experience. Sam thought about what it would be like if the two of them dated. The idea didn't freak him out, but Sam didn't know whether or not he would completely go through with it. This is when Sam realized that he was going to have to experiment. He could have experimented with the guy that approached him during the summer, but Sam felt that he would get more of an actual answer of his sexuality if he experimented with a gay guy or a bisexual.
When Blaine agreed to experiment with Sam, Sam was thrilled. He was glad to get this out of the way and figured that it would be a fun, bonding experience. Friday night had been amazing, Sam had dry humped numerous girls, but never once was it as hot as it was with Blaine. The next morning Sam was a bit hesitant about giving Blaine a blow job, but he figured it couldn't hurt. Sam ended up loving it. He loved the perfectness of Blaine dick and would suck it again if he had the opportunity.
But when Blaine had poured his soul out to Sam, he didn't know how to react. It was very obvious that Blaine had a crush on Sam, but he had no idea that Blaine was that passionate. Blaine wanted to date him, and was hurt that Sam would only use him for sex. Sam felt like a douche, he ruined his friendship and didn't know how to get it back.
When Sam went to school that Monday, he wanted to avoid Blaine as much as possible, fearing another confrontation. He decided that the best way to do this was to stay with Brittany. As the week progressed, Sam found it easier to stay away from Blaine; this made him wonder if this was the end of their friendship. Sam didn't want to think about that, Blaine was a good friend. He was always able to give Sam a good pep talk and get him in the mode of doing things.
Sam thought about the possibility of him dating Blaine. The idea of it made Sam so confused. Sam loved the sex, it was apparent that Sam enjoyed having sex with both guys and girls. It was the idea of dating a guy that made Sam truly confused about his sexuality. He didn't know how to get that aspect squared away. It was obvious that Blaine was not going to talk to him any time soon.
By Friday, Sam decided that the only way to truly know his sexuality completely was that he was going to have to experiment again, only this time, do more intimate things. He couldn't do it with Blaine, Blaine was too important to Sam's life. Sam knew that the only other person he could experiment with was the guy that approached him that summer. Sam pulled out his phone and texted the mysterious guy, making arrangements for that weekend.
The identity of the third guy will be revealed in the next chapter. You have until midnight tonight to vote for who you want that to be!