Disclaimer : I do not Victorious or any of its characters.
A/N : Hey guys! Had school today. My school is actually really cool... wow i'm such a dork :P
CHAPTER 6
My next class I had with Beck, but not Cat, so this was the time to break up with him. "Hey Beck. Ummm, I really need to talk to you"
"Oh, hey babe. What is it?" He looked at me like he was in a trance. I started to feel bad because I knew how much he loved me. He was like family to me. But somehow Cat meant so much more, so I was going to make her happy. I still didn't understand what Tori was saying, but she said breaking up with Beck would make Cat happy.
"Look Beck. I'm really sorry. I do love you, but as a brother. I enjoyed being with you and all, but I don't have the same feelings as you. I hope we can still talk and be friends because you are an amazing guy. But you deserve someone who really loves you." As soon as I said it, Beck went crazy, I can't even put into words what he was doing. He trashed the room, punched the wall, and even broke the window. I'd never seen him like this. He's usually so calm about everything...
At lunch I sat alone for the first time. I didn't want to sit near Beck. I was afraid he'd throw a fit again. Then, I saw Cat, but I was surprised she was walking towards me and not Beck. "Jade, why aren't you sitting with Beck?" She asked, but she looked a little relieved that I wasn't sitting with him.
"Oh, ummm, I broke up with him." Her face gleamed with a huge smile on her face. Tori was right, it did make her happy. Cat scooted to sit closer to me. I was still confused why she didn't run over and talk to Beck. I saw Tori watching us, and when I looked at her she smiled and winked. What was that all about? Okay, now I needed to clear things up. "Cat, do you like Beck? Or what I'm confused, can you tell me what's going on now?"
"Ummm, Can I tell you later? That is if I can still sleep at your house?" Cat looked nervous. But I didn't want her to be near her dad for a few more days.
"Yeah of course. Oh, but we'll need to go to your house to get more clothes for you." She looked happy. It made me glad though, I enjoyed her smile. Cat wouldn't leave my side for the rest of the day, but I enjoyed her company. I was still confused on why she hadn't talked to Beck though, but I'd find out later when me and Cat were alone.
At the end of the day, I was at my locker, and felt arms wrap around me from behind. It was Cat, she was ready to go. As we were in my car, Cat was fiddling with her fingers. She looked nervous and I wondered why. We arrived at her house and luckily, Cat's dad wasn't home. I walked in with her and we went to her room to get what she needed. She wanted to take a shower before we went to my house so I waited in her room.
I laid on her bed that smelled of cotton candy and vanilla. Her bed was amazing! And her pillow was so soft, but I felt something hard in the pillow. I tried to fix it, but then I realized there was a notebook in the pillow case. I took it out, and it had my name on it with a heart next to it. I opened it and read the first page. I was expecting it to tell me about Beck, but instead, it was all about me. I stopped in the middle of the page when I heard something at the door. I looked up and Cat was staring at me. Her towel fell from her body when she saw the journal in my hands. Cat just stood naked in the doorway with a shocked expression on her face. She didn't realize her towel fell until my eyes started to roam down her flawless body. She ran out of the room with her clothes and walked back in the room a few minutes later with her clothes on. She didn't talk, but I wish she would. I wanted to ask her questions about the notebook, but I didn't want to upset her.
We drove in silence listening to "give it up" on the radio. It was our song, and when we heard it we thought of each other. We sung it together at Karaoke Dockey.
When we got to my house, we went up to my room and both laid in my bed after eating diner. She had her eyes closed with small tears streaming down her face. "You hate me don't you?" she asked so quietly that I could barely hear her.
"No. I could never hate you Cat. I just don't really understand anything yet. You have to explain to me what's going on." I wanted to know what the journal was about. And why she was so happy when I broke up with Beck. I wanted to know everything.
"I don't know what to say Jade." It was silent for a while. "C-Can I show you?" Cat said breaking the long moment of silence. She sounded nervous when she said it, but I just nodded in curiosity of what she was going to do. She scooted closer to me so that our body's were pressed against each other. She looked up and moved her head forward. I didn't understand what she was doing until I felt her breath on my lips. I froze, beginning to feel nervous. Her breath was soon replaced by her lips. It was nothing like kissing Beck. Her lips were soft and tasted like cherries and vanilla ice-cream.
When she pulled away, she looked up at me to see my reaction. I think I was actually smiling, and it wasn't a fake smile either. I could see she was happy afterwards. Everything made sense now. She wasn't jealous because she liked Beck. She was jealous because she liked me. How could I not have noticed that? It was thanks to Tori though, that I had fallen for Cat Valentine as she ran her lips across mine once again.