Author's Note: Hey guys first off I wanted to inform you that my new story is up. It's called Broken Down in Kentucky but since the new story is up that's right NEW CHAPTER BABY! Be sure to read and review and I decided that the story will be in Logan's P.O.V for a few chapters. Well here you go never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01


Chapter 6- The Silence is Killing Both of Us.

I paced around the waiting room just wondering when someone was going to tell me something vital and important on Kendall's health status. The doctor continually told me "We're working on it, and we'll let you know when there's a change." However it wasn't good enough I wanted to know if my Kendall was going to be okay now!

"Take a seat Logan." Jennifer Knight whispered "It could be worse if you had never found him in the park." I reluctantly sat down next to her. If I wouldn't have walked into his life and became his best friend the situation would've never have happened. When Kendall had said that he loved me I was totally ready to say "get over it dude, I'm not gay." However when I looked Kendall in the face everything suddenly became different. I was shocked I didn't know what to say partially because I had come to the realization that I loved him too. It could've been possible I loved him even more then he proclaimed to love me.

To make matters worse he probably won't even remember anything. He won't remember me kissing him on the lips and saying I love him. Hell he may not even remember me. He did hit his head pretty hard when he fell.

My train of thought stopped dead when a man in a white coat walked over to us. My eyes went wide and it took all my strength not to burst out of the chair and run straight to the doctor to beg just to see him.

"Ms. Knight, Doctor Freemen," he said extending his hand. She shook it gently.

"Any news," she asked in reply.

"Yes, Ms. Knight your sun is in a coma. He must've hit his head too hard when he fell off the swing and he passed out before the ambulance could get to him, and now even after the proper amount of blood and stiches he won't wake up, or respond to anything" The blood drained from my face. I looked at the doctor in the eye and could tell he wasn't finished and that there was more.

"And," I pressed. I had a feeling he was looking for a sign to continue.

"Well we think there's only a 30% that he'll ever wake up and with your permission I would like to put a time on it. We can keep him here for four months at the most. After that if there is no activity then we were going to pull the plug. We are actually extending the time we usual give with this little of a chance and,-" I couldn't hear what he was saying any more the words "pull the plug" was ringing to loudly through my head.

I wanted to get up and punch something. I wished that I was dreaming so that when I punched the wall I would suddenly wake up, and I would see my blonde eye beauty staring back with a smile on his face. However I knew no matter how many times I punched the wall it wasn't going to happen. I saw Ms. Knight nod with tears in her eyes as she passed over the consent form, and I wanted to scream. I wouldn't have put a time limit on it I would've made sure I was there with Kendall till the end. He was strong even if it was passed four months he would wake up eventually wouldn't he?

"Let me see him." I practically screamed.

"Logan, he won't respond to anything" Ms. Knight told me "I'm sure seeing him won't make you fe-"

"Dammit let me see him!" I screamed again.

"Room 725" The doctor told me. I nodded and began to make my way past the doors into my lovely Kendall's room. There he laid colorless in the stage between being dead and alive. I kneeled next to him, and held his limp hand in mine, as tears began to flow down my cheek for the millionth time that night. The only thing running through my mind "Please Kendall Please just wake up."


3 Months Later

I stared at Kendall again just wishing he would wake up. I hadn't left his side all weekend. I was a constant visitor. I had visited even more than his mother. I looked at his bedside table where kids had brought flowers and pictures for him. I didn't like that it reminded me too much of a grave site. Whenever one heard Kendall only had four months from the time they put him on life support to wake up they began acting as if he was already dead. I hated it. Kendall wasn't dead at least not yet.

The thought of the stupid doctor pulling the plug in 4 weeks was heart breaking. Even though the thought crossed my mind a countless number of times it still brought tears to my eyes. I walked over to Kendall and I grabbed his hand.

"Why Kendall, Why!" I screamed. "Why didn't you wait just a little while longer so that I could say I love you too? Why did you have to be so stupid? Now it hurts even more because you can't talk hell you can't even hear me. It's killing me Kendall! Why can't you just wake up?" I cried when suddenly I felt something grab my hand. I looked down to Kendall's hand and I saw eye lashes begin to flutter.

"L-Logan" he said as his eyes opened completely. I couldn't believe it. Thank whatever god it was that brought him back to me.

"Kendall" I whispered

"Where am I?"

"Kendall" I shouted "Doctors, doctors come on quickly" I yelled out the door.

"What is it Logan?" Doctor Freeman asked. "He's awake! He's awake! Kendall's awake." The doctor came running when the words left my mouth.

"What the hell is going on?" Kendall yelled from behind me. The doctor looked through the door.

"Call Ms. Knight the doctor whispered to his assistant." She smiled and returned as the doctor came into the room.

"Kendall you're awake."

"Well duh but why does everyone keep saying that."

"You've been in a coma for past three months son." The doctor said looking at his clip board. "Tell me how much do you remember."

"I remember absolutely nothing."

"Excuse me sir, but don't you think we should wait till his mother gets him to question him." I cut in. I wanted some alone time with him. The doctor just smiled and walked away. "You fucking idiot!" I screamed once the door was shut. "Do you have any idea the hell of been through the past month all because you had to go and do this shit" I screamed pointing at the scar on his wrist. I leaned over him. "I know you don't remember but maybe this will help clear a few questions up." I smiled as I leaned forward to touch my lips to his. I knew he probably wouldn't kiss back considering he thinks loving me was still a secret. He did say he remembered nothing. I pulled away.

"What the hell was that?" He screamed.

"Kendall you told me you loved me, and I love you too."

"I don't know what you're talking about Logan but I'm not in love with you or Gay."


Author's Note: I was going to save the three months thing for the next chapter but the other part was only like six hundred words. I thought that was too short and I liked the way it was worded so I didn't want to add or change anything. So I sort of just combined the two chapters I had into one. Well be sure to review will try to update soon- Never let your imagination die. CrazyMary01