I don't know where this came from but yeah! I've been sick and
I had some amazing time on my hands and
amazing people who love to read this I guess. hope you like guys!
Much love and peace!
!Hattress!

After dinner everyone went back to Matt and Noel's home laughing, drinking having fun. Gill went home early kissing Noel and Beth goodnight. Jeff was the one to walk him to the door, his face twisted in a confused expression.

"You know you should maybe try and talk to her. I know I'm an old man and all, but I think that is the best thing." Gil sighed. Jeff looked up as if in a daze.

"My Noel is married to my brother. Heh, can you say karma kicked me in the ass." he chuckled. Gill shook his head, hugging his son goodbye.

"Son, she is not yours anymore, she is Matt's wife now." he spoke the truth, which cut through him as if he fell through an ice pond.

"Yeah, I guess your right." he muttered and walked away. Gill made his exit as jeff went back to Beth's safe arms. He watched as Noel giggled as Matt whispered in her ear, watching as she smiled. Just like that he remembered that smile more vivid then anything he has ever remembered before. He didn't even noticed Beth crawling into his lap.

"Stop staring, I know what is on your mind." she whispered into his ear. Jeff snapped from his daze, glancing and locking eyes with his fiance. Beth, his future.

"Can't help it, just how can he do this to me...to us?" he groaned, holding Beth closer to him. Deep in his mind as he held Beth he was holding the small body of Noel, back in time.

"Babe, he did nothing wrong. if anything we should be happy." she chuckled softly, leaning close to his face, "I mean we helped this."

Jeff scoffed, rubbing his thumb across her face. There was no doubt in his mind that he was in love with Beth, so why now was he only really thinking about what it was like to kiss Noel. To hold, and love Noel. The younger Hardy moved so his lips pressed against hers. In the corner of his eye he saw Noel move away from her comfort zone, and found his chance to get to know the now Mrs. Hardy.

"I'm going to get something to drink." he yawned moving the young Beth from his lap. He needed to see Noel, he needed to at least try and remember what it was like to be near her.

Noel couldn't contain her smile as she walked into the kitchen. Her eyes lighting up and filled with sparkle. Too bad it wasn't long till Jeff grabbed her arm, pulling her away from the others. His body pressed her up against a wall, where their eyes met just as they did all those years ago. She felt her heart racing with fear for what he was going to do to her, as his hands cupped her face letting them roam where they wanted.

"What the hell is this shit No?" he spat, his hands and body not letting her go.

"Nothing Jeff, I married your brother. What else is there for me to say?" she felt her voice quiver as she felt his breath hot on her neck like all those years ago.

"But you're my ex Noel! My ex! We were together since you were 18 and I was 20!" his voice became louder, making her wince on the wall. She felt tears prickling her eyes when she remembered now. It took so long for her to forget what happened between them but now him just mentioning numbers were making her want to die.

"Well Jeffery you didn't want me anymore. You wanted Beth, the girl in high school that we despised!" she snapped back.

Jeff popped his head back to the girl, pinning her back to the wall. His lips found hers as they did what happened so many times, so many years ago. Noel let herself be pulled back into her past but snapped back quickly as soon as his lips left hers to wonder over to her neck. Her hands moved to finally push him off.

"I am a married woman now Jeff, this thing, this us. Let's just pretend that it never happened." she growled. He really forgot how amazing she was. Noel wiped her mouth walking away, tears almost in her eyes. Matt watched as he saw his wife walk out. It wasn't long till Jeff came behind her did he notice that she was crying. What the hell did he do now?

"Noel?" he cooed, walking over to her. His wife turned around, wiping a few strands of black hair from her face. Her eyes wondering all over Matt. She did truly love him, with out a doubt in her mind and a second thought in her heart. "Jeff got to you huh?" She nodded as he wiped a tear off her face.

"You know him Matt better then anyone. I was expecting this." she smiled, "He will just have to get used to this."

Matt nodded knowing his wife. She was right. He came closer to her scared form, resting a hand on her cheek. She wasn't going to say anything about the kiss and Jeff wasn't so she had no worries. A smile appeared on her face when Matt leaned in to kiss her, too bad her mind went back in time.

Jeff was the first to let the kiss go looking down at Noel's body in the pile of leaves beneath them. This was the real deal, the real love in which he could not deny. His forest green eyes wondered all over her face, watching every curve move with such fascination from the golden toned eyes to her plump bottom lip always stuck in her mouth. Her hair was just cut just below her collar bone, all curls all splattered with golden and orange leaves. Her small black painted nails reached up to grab his long blue and purple locks.

"You know you don't have to leave again. Just tell Vince you got sick and you can't go." she breathed, reaching above around his neck. Jeff chuckled moving his lips right back to where they started.

"I know but even if we are sick we have to go Noah." he chuckled between breaths, "Me and Matt will be home again soon I swear."

Noel rolled her eyes breathing deep only to get up and run. Jeff shook his head moving away to find his girlfriend on the trampoline jumping and flipping like no other. She could be better then he was. Jeff hopped on, grabbing the girl by the waist and started tickling her till she was blue in the face. They start to fight when Jeff finally pinned her down, holding her hands above her head. The wind was getting colder making her shiver underneath his touch. Her eyes sparkled once more as she giggled underneath his warm body

"God I love you Noel." Jeff smiled, watching as his colored hair fell onto her face.

"You have no idea how much I do too starburst." she smiled reaching until their lips met once more.

"Noel?" Matt grabbed his wife by the shoulders shaking her out from the daze. Noel looked up at Matt, shaking the thoughts from her head. No, there was no way she was going to go back to that...to those memories that she now calls dreams, "You ok?" he asked. Noel nodded, this was a tougher day then she thought it was going to be.

"Yeah, I guess I'm still tired and all. I might call it an early night that's all." she put on the best smile she could without telling him about her and Jeff in the kitchen. Matt smirked, resting a hand on her cheek. So different she thought, their touches so different from each other. Noel breathed easy kissing the palm of his hand.

"Sure sugar." he smiled. She was ok, which was something he wasn't going to say for Jeff. Matt looked back at the couple n the living room and nodded once more, "No, why don't you go up, I'll be there soon." he kissed the top of her head.

Noel nodded, moving her head so their lips met briefly. She wanted him, she needed him, not his brother. Her eyes sparkled golden once more as she almost seemed to bounce to kiss the other couple goodnight. Her eyes became fixed on the youngest Hardy who stared her down with sympathetic eyes.

"Good night guys, I'll see you tomorrow. I'll make breakfast." she giggled, and walked away with her curls bouncing like they used too. He just realized at that moment that he really did loose something special. Jeff moved his eyes back down to meet the shimmering pools of his future and brought his lips down to hers, too bad all he could think about was Noel.

He felt Noel part their kiss when he realized she got batter all over his face. Her bright smile widening when she ran her tongue across the spoon of pancake batter. Her face was covered in the powdered part of the mixture, and hair all behind her ear. Black curls all messed. She was beautiful in his eyes. No matter what she did.

"We are never going to eat these huh?" he laughed, taking some batter only to smack it on her face. Her eyes went wide when she took the huge plate made for about 20 pancakes only held three.

"We tried babe." she giggled moving over again so her lips pressed against his cheek. One look at her and he just wanted his pride and joy. He found her.

"I told you we should have went out. I mean no matter what I am home for Christmas babe." he mumbled. On Christmas he knew what he was going to do.

"I know, but how long is that like a day? I wanted to make breakfast and plus you out means that fans are up your ass and I want my Jeff all to myself." she pouted, swinging her hips in a kid fashion.

Jeff jumped up to grab her face into hands. Scooping her lips onto his. Christmas, she just had to wait till Christmas and everything would be perfect, everything would just be perfect for them both. Noel looked up, grabbing back the ponytail from his head, letting the long tendrils fall into his face.

"I like you better like this." her smile returned, "But I think this is even better." she laughed, taking her wooden spoon to wipe batter all over his face. Noel started to giggle running away from the angry Hardy.

"NOEL!" He called.

Jeff snapped from his daze, grasping, clinging onto Beth to not forget that memory. It was a week before he proposed to Noel, and the best day of his life. Beth crawled out of his grasps knowing what he was thinking.

"Jeff stop." she muttered, "Just stop."

He nodded watching Matt go up after his wife. How could they do this? How can they go behind his back? It was not clear to him. Beth grabbed her fiancee arm, leading him to the steps as well. Maybe...just maybe a goodnight sleep will be good for them.