Okay I finished it! Now you can love me! Unless that's too big of a commitment for you...I'm okay with youvjust liking me...anyway here it is!

Clary Pov

I woke up to the sound of my phone. It was ringing all night, and was starting to get on my last nerve.

I knew it was Isabelle, and I already told her I was fine. She shouldn't worry so much.

I had fallen asleep when it stoped for 30 minutes and now it was starting again? She needed to stop.

But I guess I should tell her I was asleep or something so she doesn't think I'm avoiding her, even though really I am.

Her bringing up my parents divorce was awful. Every thing that happened because of it was awful.

When the fighting started with my parents I was scared so my brother helped me out. Jonathan. He was there for me he told me not to worry.

And then my dad took him away after the divorce. I hated him for that. I hated my dad for making my mom cry herself to sleep every night. I hated him for telling me not to try and talk to my brother again. I hated him for not caring.

The only reason he took Jonathan away was because he knew it would break my mom's heart. She had to deal with me falling apart after they left. She watched me as I cried over and over again. Jonathan was my rock, and then he was gone.

Then three weeks later after they had left the phone call came. They were both dead. A fire. They said it was an accident.

If my dad hadn't left it wouldn't have happened. If he weren't a cold hearted person it wouldn't have happened.

Sometimes I think it's my fault it happened. Maybe I'm cursed. Maybe everything I love will fall in some way.

I picked up my phone for the first time that night.

36 voicemails? Izzy really?

The phone rang again and I hit the answer button.

"Hello?" I answered in a sleepy voice.

"Hi." What? Why is Jace calling me? And on Izzy's phone?

"Um I thought you would be Izzy. Where is she?" I asked trying not to sound as disappointed and worried as I was.

"Yeah...she was trying get a hold of you all night and then when you finally answered I was next to her and she gave me the phone not knowing what to say..." He faded out. Then after a second, "She kinda just gave me the phone and ran off."

"Oh...well tell her I'm fine."

"Are you really? I mean you seemed pretty broken up." Is Jace trying to comfort me? He's not supposed to do that. That's not how we work.

"Yes Have I'm perfectly fine, and the only reason I didn't answer her was because I fell asleep." I said trying to convince him as well as myself.

"Okay calm down! I was just trying to see if you were okay." He sounded honest enough.

"I'm sorry...I'm kinda tired...just tell Izzy I'm fine and that we can talk about what happened tomorrow." I really was tired

"Okay, I will"

"Goodnight Jace."

"Night."

Jace Pov

Clary definitely was not fine. She was trying to hide it but I could tell she was upset, really upset.

I don't know what happened to her, but some part of me wanted to find out what it was. Another part of me wanted to leave it alone. Guess which side was winning.

I have to find out what she went through that was so bad. And I will...eventually, no matter what it takes.

That's it. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT! Okay love you guys! Bye-bye!