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"Libby I presume?" I shot up and turned around to see Stephanie McMahon smiling.
"Yes, it's great to meet you." I told her before I grabbed my camera case from the table.
"Well I've heard great things so far and I looked over your photos and they are better than we ever expected. I want you to cover the photo shoots for the holidays and for when their pictures appear on the big screen on television. Since the summer isn't that fast pace I would like to only employ you from Saturday to Tuesday. This is because you will be doing more around the arena and with the superstars." I nodded and listened while I contained my excitement.
Stephanie just explained a little more about what I would be doing and then she let me go. So I went back to catering. There wasn't a lot to do before the shows so I just scrolled through the memory on my camera. Looking at all of the pictures I have taken the past month.
I really miss Adam. I miss Alicia too. I haven't spoken to her since I left and it's very unusual. She has always been there for me. Since the day I met her I felt like I could trust her more then she could trust me. Even to this day our relationship is strained due to trust. I was always an open book but there are things about her past that I still don't even know. I remember her saying 'don't be surprised if one day you came home and I wasn't there.' But that was three years ago, she's changed. I just can't wait to go home and be with Adam and Alicia. I want to see the girls at the bar and just relax.
"Libby?" I turned to see Stephen with his bag fast walking to catch up with me.
"Yes Stephen?" I asked with a smile. Smackdown just ended and I was headed to the airport for a red eye back home.
"I was wonderin if ya wanted to grab some grub with me and the fella's." He asked so politely. Stephen has been a great friend since I started. He is easy to talk to and he doesn't bother me about explaining what happened with Phil and me. Speaking of Phil he keeps trying to talk to me at the shows because he wants an explanation, I keep giving him excuses.
"Sorry but I'm headed home. I'll see you on Saturday at the house show." He pulled me into a hug.
"I'll miss ya lass. See ya soon." I gave a small chuckle as my face was suffocated in the large white man's chest.
"Alright but Beth is waiting for me at the rental so I have to go. Bye." I said with a smile as I pulled myself away. As I walked out I said goodbye to the familiar faces I have come to know and hang out with the past few days. It has been stressful but these next days off will give me a lot of time to relax and have fun.
I got to the rental and put my things in the back and climbed into the passenger's seat and said hello to Beth. She was heading home tonight as well so she offered to take me to the airport. She and I have been hanging out a lot. She gets me through my down time.
"So Libby, are you excited to go home and see Adam?" She asked with a playful wink.
"Yes, he's picking me up at the airport tonight." She raised and eye brow and smiled.
"He is going to pick you up past midnight? You've got a good man there Libby."
"I know I just can't wait to go home to Asheville, see Adam and relax. I am so glad I get a few days off, I don't know how some of you go weeks without going home."
"You get use to it. You never told me you live in Asheville. Adam Copeland lives there now, he's a good friend but I haven't talked to him in a while." So I haven't told her that I am dating that Adam yet. I feel bad lying to her like this, maybe I should tell her the truth?
"Umm about that, the Adam I am telling you about is Adam Copeland." Her head turned to me and she just stared at me while we were driving. She was about to smash into another car before I screamed her name and she slammed on the brakes.
"What? You and Copeland are dating? That's your Adam?" She asks completely shocked.
"Yeah." A large smile appears on her face.
"You are the girl he always talks about! Well he wouldn't fully admit it but when I saw he brought someone to Hall of Fame it was hard for him to deny it. So that is why you looked so familiar, I met you at the Hall of Fame, well briefly." I nodded and smiled.
"Yup, that night was a rollercoaster." I said remembering Adam crying.
"Well I'm just glad he's happy. Wait so that means he isn't committing to you? Do I need to smack him upside the head? I swear to the lord I can take him down if you want me to?" I just started laughing and was grateful for the gesture.
"No thank you, I can handle it myself. You have to promise you won't tell anyone, I just don't want people to think I got this job because of him." She nodded and crossed her heart with her pointer finger.
"Promise."
So the secret was out. Well at least to one person it was, but at this point I don't care. I want the whole world to know that I am in love with Adam Copeland because I don't want to spend the rest of my life with anyone else. I just have no idea if he feels the same way.
The way he looks at me makes me think that he feels the same way, but I don't know. It just comes back to the whole commitment issue. He probably doesn't want to be a forty year old man married for a third time with a possibility of divorce, but honestly I don't believe in divorce. I believe unless the husband is cheating or abusing physically or mentally that there should be no need for a divorce. You shouldn't get married if you aren't one hundred percent sure that this is the person you want to be with for the rest of your life.
I have had one boyfriend before Adam. He was a year older than me and we met his senior year in college. He was sweet and kind. He was kind of a nerd. I think the reason I fell for him was so I didn't get hurt. He was my first everything, except for my first love. I just never felt that spark with him, I knew it six months into our relationship, but it took me two years to finally admit it.
I guess I did love him but I was never in love with him. There is a huge difference and that difference made him hate me. He felt betrayed that I broke up with him because he was planning on asking me to marry him; I guess it was good I didn't let him because that would have been worse.
So when I met Adam and I felt that spark it was hard not to tell him. Imagine when I did and he reacted the way he did. It was hard but eventually he got to where I was. I love him so much and I just hope that I don't ever feel the way my first boyfriend felt. I don't want to be heartbroken.
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