My Secret Addiction Chapter 6: The party pt 2 & confessions, a clique fanfic

A/N- Enjoy. Only 1 chapter left! After this story is finished, I will post the next chapter of my other Clique story Living the Life. I must warn you that there is an M-rated scene in here. I will once again warn you before it happens. if you are underage or will flame me, please just skip past it, there is an important part of the story afterward.

Also, I changed Massie and Derrick's wedding date. They will now be getting married day after tomorrow. It works out better this way. Enjoy. (:

Chapter 5: The party pt 2

Massie, Derrick, Cam and Claire arrived at the dance floor just as Derrick's phone went off. Josh watched as he answered the phone, talking for a few minutes, and hung up.

"Hey babe, I gotta go." Derrick said to Massie.

"What, why?" She said, trying to sound disappointed.

"I just have to take care of a few things before our wedding and honeymoon."

"It's like 11:00 at night." Claire said surprised.

"Yeah, I just want to get everything done," he turned to look at Massie, "so we can spend all of our honeymoon together without any interruptions." He leaned in to kiss Massie goodbye.

Josh clenched his fists. It took everything he had in him to not punch Derrick right there for kissing his girl. 'I mean Massie' he thought. He was going to have to tell Massie his true feelings-and fast.

"Bye." She said. And with that, he walked away to go to his work. Massie looked up at Josh seeing the pained expression on his face.

Cam and Claire spoke up. "Hey guys, we're gonna go dance."

"Okay." They both simultaneously replied.

Josh looked at Massie. 'God, she looks beautiful.' He thought.

"So, you want to dance." He asked her.

"Dance? Josh, of course I want to, but don't you think-"

"Please?" His gorgeous eyes looked into her own, making it impossible for her to say no.

"Okay." She said.

Josh took Massie's hand, his thumb grazing over her palm and led her onto the dance floor. He took Massie in to his arms as a slow song began to play.

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Massie laughed and looked up at Josh's grinning face.

"Where have I heard this song before?" Josh said, his eyes dancing. Massie blushed, remembering their earlier moment in the shower.

"That was the best shower I ever took." He smirked.

Massie scoffed and hit him on the arm.

"Josh, you pig!"

Josh laughed and bent his mouth down to her ear, "You sang it very beautifully." He whispered, his hot breath tickling her ear.

Massie erupted into a fit of giggles. "Well, thank you Josh." He smiled and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

Massie layed her head on his chest and his arms tightened around her. She suddenly didn't care if anyone saw them and noticed the distinct attraction between them. Right now, it was just her and Josh. Everyone else just faded away. the music sounded like it was playing far away.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

She lifted her head up and looked up into his eyes. Whenever she looked into them, she felt invincible. Like she could overcome any impediments or obstacles that life threw her way-as long as josh was with her holding her hand.

Normally, she would push that thought far into the back of her mind, trying to not dwell on the complicated things. She has always been forced onto Derrick and she has always been the good little girl, obeying whatever her parents told her. And when she and Josh shared their first secret kiss, she suddenly felt alive. She felt things that she had never felt before and that she didn't even know existed. So, she and josh eventually developed their arrangement they are currently in. It seemed to be perfect, they were having alot of fun, while still pleasing their parents by staying with Derrick and Alicia. But suddenly that wasn't enough anymore. They wanted more than just stolen nights that end too quickly, they both secretly wanted a relationship. One of those true love-grow old together relationship. But, with Massie's wedding so close, suddenly that dream seemed (and is) almost impossible.

But tonight, she was letting go and focusing on the one she truly loves. She was getting married in just two short days and all of this would have to end-but she pushed that thought far into the back of her mind.

Tomorrow-tomorrow she would worry about the repercussions. Tonight is all about Josh, it would be their last night they could really be together.

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

Josh whispered into her ear, "Do you want to get out of here."

Massie lifted her head off his chest and looked into his eyes, "Okay, but where will we go?"

"How about my place? Alicia has already left-she had something going on with her friends- lets go there."

"But what about our rule-"

"Lets break the rule book just this once." He didn't want to add 'Since this will be the last time.'

"Okay, lets go."

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.

They arrived in Josh's apartment in a fury of kisses. Josh fumbled with the keys as Massie kissed the back of his neck.

"Josh hurry!" Massie said growing impatient.

'You are making this very difficult." he finally found the key and opened the door. Josh closed the door pressing Massie up against it. He lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist pressing herself up against him.

-M-rated- M-rated!

Josh ran his hands up her smooth legs and she undid his tie, throwing it on the floor.

He pressed even closer, trapping her between his body and the door, tugging and licking at her lips until she opened them and granted his tongue entrance.

Massie pushed herself even closer to him, breath hitching as Josh's hands were roaming everywhere, threading through her thick, shiny curls and grabbing the back of her neck, gliding up her back and clutching her waist and reaching down to cup her ass. His lips claimed hers roughly, in a wet, open-mouthed possession that clouded her mind and made thinking impossible.

She moaned into his mouth, and smiled inwardly at the slight tremor that she caused within his body as she did so. She tilted her hips, grinding them gently on top of his and causing him to bite back several colorful curse words.

Her hands reached down to undo his belt buckle, unzipping his pants, and he kicked them off. He reached behind her to unzip her dress.

"What kind of sexy lingerie are you wearing tonight?" He said eagerly and he was awarded by the sight of Massie so skimpily dressed in a black lace set.

"Holy shit!" He said getting hard.

She smirked and whispered into his ear, "It's not like you haven't seen me in lingerie before. In fact you've seen me in much less and in many more compromising pos-"

He couldn't take it any more and cut her off with a hard passionate kiss. Just as she was getting into it he broke away and picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. He started to walk.

"Josh put me down." She giggled.

"If you insist." By this time they had reached the bedroom and he threw her onto the bed. He stood there watching for a minute looking at her laying there scantily dressed on his bed-his bed. He doesn't think he has ever seen a hotter sight.

"Come here" She said, running her hand along the comforter.

"Yes Mam." He said jumping onto the bed and trapping her underneath him. She reached up unbuttoning his shirt, throwing it behind him. She flipped them over and straddled him. He groaned as she ran her hands along his muscles, leaving a finger trail along his abs. She kissed his neck, sucking until she was sure there would be a hickey. He was hers. She kind of wished Alicia would find it. She ran her hands down until they reached the top of his boxers. She pulled them down and began to stroke him, watching as his eyes rolled back and he gripped the bed sheets. He groaned and flipped them over, unable to take anymore.

"My turn." He said grinning. He unclasped the back of her bra and threw it far behind him. Massie swore she saw it land on the lamp. He began to take each one into his hand caressing it as she whimpered. He let go of them and kissed his way down her stomach. He reached her panties and pulled them down. he reached into his nightstand and pulled out a condom.

"Please? Can I do it?"

He smirked, "Definitely."

He handed it to her and she unwrapped it, throwing the foil on the ground. She rolled it on him and he groaned. He flipped them over and positioned himself at her entrance. He caressed her cheek, his eyes asking her if she wanted him to continue. She smiled and pecked him on the lips.

He gently pushed into her and paused, making sure she was comfortable with him. After that, he slowly started to push in and out of her attaining a slow rhythm. She rocked her hips up to his meeting each thrust.

"Please, Josh faster!" He obliged and went faster grunting as each thrust was made. Soon, they felt themselves getting close. Then they came together, moaning and panting. He gently pulled out of her and took her into his arms.

-End of Rated M-

As they were laying there, Massie started to cry. Then her crying became sobbing.

"Massie? What's wrong?"

"This is it, this is the last time we will ever get to be together." She sniffed. Josh held her tighter in his arms.

"It doesn't have to be" He said so quietly, she thought she had imagined it.

She lifted her head up and looked him in the eyes. He looked nervous and like he had something else to say.

"What?"

He looked intently into her eyes and said, "Massie I need to tell you something."

She didn't say anything, she just looked at him and let him finish.

He lifted her fingers to his cheek, stroking it and said, "I love you Massie. I have for along time. It kills me every time i see you with him. Every time I have to look at Alicia I wish it was you. I hate that I can't kiss you in public, or take you on proper dates... I love you." He said.

"It's okay if you don't feel the same way, I just needed to let that out. I've held it back for much too long."

He looked at Massie and saw the tears glistening, a grin spread across her face.

"You're smiling, that's good right?" He said nervously.

"You are so cute when your nervous." She grinned and kissed him.

She pulled back saying, "I love you too, Josh. You mean everything to me. I don't know how I could go on without you."

He grinned from ear to ear, speechless, and leaned in to kiss her passionately.

Massie pulled away once more, "But, what will we do? I do not want to get married to Derrick." She said worriedly.

"Tomorrow, we'll speak with our parents and try to talk them out of it. I'm not going to give up Massie, not on you."

Massie smiled and leaned in for another kiss.

But will their parents succumb to their children's wishes? If they say no, what will become of our two lovers? What will everyone say when their secret is revealed?

Find out in the next and final chapter.

A/N- Review and I will post the next chapter! I may write an epilogue after the next chapter, if you want.