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Chapter 6: Confusing gestures.
I woke up to the delusion that snow was falling from the sky, but it was just little rain drops making there way down.
"Hm." I stretched and got up from my bed. I looked over at the clock, and it was 10:00am. Not too early not too late, just right, I thought to myself, and grabbed my navy blue robe pulling it around my self. I walked out of my room, and found It quite chilly in the hall, even with my robe on. I walked down the stairs to the kitchen to find no one was home, it was just lonely and quite. So many emotions were running through me last night, I could hardly identify one, and when I got home I just wanted to shake them all off. So I did with a hot shower and a long night sleep. I don't think Jacob has the most bit of stress on his side, he just sits around parties or whatever, as I sit at home and sulk. I served my self some cereal as I thought about last night. The story about Kinder Garden Edward and Bella, kept repeating in my head. I cant believe I had forgotten. That had to be one of the best memories, plus the sandwich was pretty damn good too. I found that memory so cherishing, for some reason. I was a little mad at myself for not remembering.
"Kinder garden Edward." I mumbled to my self with a smile. Then I thought Edward. He sounded like fun right now. I don't think he is busy? I can visit my fake boyfriend right? That's what fake girlfriends do right? I quickly finished my cereal and ran back upstairs, to change.
After I had put on some clothes, I ran back down stairs grabbed my keys and headed out. I don't know why I was so determined to see Edward. I think it's the fact he is just really nice, and easy to talk to. I can see myself becoming really good friends with him, even thought everyone thinks he is my boyfriend and I'm his girl friend. I got in my car, and started driving, and soon I was in front of the mansion, I called my second home. Hoping to find Edward. I got out of my car and walked up to the door. I knocked two times and that beautiful voice answered on the other side of the door.
"Coming." He yelled, then opened the door, surprise written all over his face. His smile just adorable. I felt his presence lighten my problems just a bit and I appreciated it.
"Hey." I smiled trying to keep from staring at his gorgeous smile.
"I didn't expect you?" He laughed putting a hand through his hair.
"Cant a girl come visit her 'boyfriend'" I winked.
"Bored?" He asked clearly seeing through my practiced excuse for the surprise visit.
"Yep." I sighed and he stepped away from the door way letting me in. It was much warmer in here then it was out there. I took off my coat with the help of Edward.
"Good morning." I heard a smile in his voice. It was pretty early for a regular bored visit.
"Morning." I laughed. He hung up my coat and I turned to him a smile on both of our faces.
"Is Alice here?" I asked, just out of curiosity.
"Yeah, do you want me to go get her?" His smile got just the slightest smaller. Enough for me to notice.
"No, just wondering." I nodded, I love Alice, but I wanted to get to Edward right now. Or maybe I was interrupting him.
"I hope you don't mind me coming over." My smile became apologetic. I felt like adding " but if I don't get my mind on something other than my problems, I just might have a breakdown." That wasn't necessary though.
"No no, its fine. I was just playing." He pointed to the hall.
"The piano?" I asked, surprised, I knew he played it just never heard it.
"No, toys." He answered sarcastically.
"Ha ha." I narrowed my eyes at him.
"Of course the piano." He smiled.
"You know another thing: I never heard you play piano." I said matter of factly.
"Really, well you're missing out." He teased.
"Its like you totally ignored me in the past." I sighed, shaking my head at him in disappointment.
"Did not." he started leading down the hall to where the piano is I would guess. I followed him, glad he could make me smile. A little too glad.
"Did too." I argued back.
"I wasn't even sure your name was Edward." I scoffed mockingly.
"Please everyone knows my name is Edward." He teased and I slapped his arm playfully, as we got to the end of the hall and stopped in front of a door.
"But still, I feel bad I am only getting to know this great Edward now." I tilted my head.
"I feel bad I am only getting to meet this great Bella, now." He tilted his head mocking me, in the cutest way. His eyes looked so bright even in this dim hall way. When I looked into them, I always saw something I wasn't sure off, something I couldn't quite get straight. I seemed to like it, the way I fell into them, like a trap. But I didn't even regret the decision to look into them, there was something so pleasant about it. I cant explain it right.
"Gosh your eyes." I murmured and its as if I was getting closer to look at them, just a tad closer and maybe I could see what his eyes were trying to say.
"Shall we?" He asked and I leaned back.. A bit dazzled, a bit confused, and a bit dizzy.
"Yeah." I nodded breathlessly and Edward swung open the door to the room and I saw a black elegant piano, in the middle of the room. So beautiful. It was the only thing I could see in this room, it out shined every singe other detail in this room.
"You like?" I felt his eyes on me as he asked.
"Its beautiful." I said not looking away from the piano. He walked over to the piano, taking confident steps and sat on the piano bench. He turned back to look at me and motioned for me to sit next to him, so I walked over not as confident as him obviously. I sat next to him and we were quite close, I could scoot away from him a bit but I didn't think it was necessary. His fingers started to move along the keys, so gracefully, when I looked up at him his eyes were closed and it looked as if he was humming the tune. The way his lips parted everyone in a while, while such a beautiful melody filled the room. Making me feel so comfortable and complete. Nothing could possibly ruin this moment because I was at total peace. I felt my head tilt, and I was resting on Edward's shoulder, nothing separating us at all. The music continued the sweet sound, it was like sugar to the soul. It kept going, and I wished it would never end. It started to slow, to end and I felt tears in my eyes. "Don't go." I wanted to say to the sound, but I was pulled back to reality where my world was slowly falling apart.
"Bella?" Edwards voice asked, and I didn't bother to lift my head.
"Bella?" His voice called again, but I was so far off, I couldn't respond.
"Bella why are you crying?" He turned his body so my head fell into his chest and his arms wrapped around me. I realized I was crying. Well sobbing to be specific.
"I'm sorry." My voice came back cracked and shaky. My sobs were loud and weak.
"Was I that bad?" He asked and I laughed through my tears.
"No you were wonderful." My statement brought on a whole new fresh batch of tears.
"Its okay." He rubbed my back as I sobbed into his warm chest.
"No its not." I cried.
"What's wrong?" His head rested on mine.
"I'm… I'm so confused." My tears came harder.
"How?" He asked curious, but worry in his beautiful voice.
"I don't even know." I felt my heart beating fast and all my sense breaking down. I don't even know what in heavens, was wrong with me. I was so lost so confused, I could hardly, think straight, the music was so beautiful so calming, I had gotten away from all the stress then it just came back so hard. Punching me in the face. This was the result. I probably sounded like a crazy person to Edward.
"I know." He said to my surprise like he knew exactly what I was talking about. Making me calm just a bit.
"Its going to be okay, I promise." He whispered, and I took a deep breathe letting out the last few sobs.
"You promise." I asked.
"I promise." He chuckled and I tilted my head up to look up at him. I shouldn't have. I looked up at him and you could slide paper between our lips, they were that close together. Just one more push up and they would touch. But this was different. Who were we putting a show on for? Who was watching? So why would we kiss. This was just Edward and Bella friend time, right? So why in the world would we kiss?! But his head tilted just a bit in and his lips touched mine. The reasons why didn't matter as I started kissing back. The world falling apart didn't matter as his lips moved with mine. My broken heart didn't matter as I pulled him closer to me by his shirt. And all my earlier worries defiantly didn't matter as his arms wrapped around my waste pulling me as close as physically possible.
"Ahem." I heard someone cough from the door way. Edward and I parted quickly regaining, out posture and scooting away from each other before looking over at Alice was standing in the doorway. Her hands on her hips, her lips formed as smirk as she looked at Edward then at me. Then at Edward, then at me. My heart was beating faster, my breathing was a bit heavy and I could hear Edward's was too.
"Its snowing outside." She smiled innocently and skipped out the room, closing the door behind her. Leaving a very heavy breathing Edward and myself, staring at the door sitting in a awkward silence.
"Sorry." We both said at the same time not looking at each other. I felt my tears coming back, and my worries pound on me again.
"I should go find Alice." I said getting up and running towards the door.
"I think you should." He said, and I closed the door behind me, running up the stairs to Alice. Oh my dear Alice.
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