Trainwreck Chapter Six

Note: I know the scene they do is from new moon but I couldn't find my Twilight book so just PRETEND its from Twilight :P

Remember…

Bella is Miley,

Jess is Taylor

Peace

Love

Jonas

-xoxoxoxoxo-

Standing out in the rain,

Need to know if its over,

'Cause I will leave you alone,

Flooded with all this pain,

Knowing that I'll never hold her,

Like I did before the storm.

-xoxoxoxoxo-

"Okay, we're going to try scene three." Said Kenny, as Miley and Taylor walk on.

"And Action!"

"Jess?" Her nose wrinkled as she cringed, waiting for Jess to turn on her.

She twisted in her seat to face her, eyeing her incredulously, "Are you talking to me Bella?"

"Of course." She widened her eyes to suggest innocence.

"What, do you need help with calculus?" Her tone was a tad sour.

"No." She shook her head. "Actually, I wanted to know if you would… go to the movies with me tonight? I really need a girls night out." The words sounded stiff, like badly delivered lines, and she looked suspicious.

"Why are you asking me?" She said, her tone still unfriendly.

"You're the first person I think of when I want girl time." I smiled, hoping her smile looked genuine. It was probably true. She was at least the person she thought of when she wanted to avoid Charlie. It amounted to the same thing.

"Cut! That was perfect girls!" Burst in Kenny, turning to talk to the camera man, as Joe and Nick walk onto the set.

"You guys were great!" Joe exclaimed, as Miley avoided his hyper active, enthusiastic gaze. He sighed, as Taylor nudged him sharply, as Nick digged out his phone, texting furiously as if his life depended on it.

"Miley? Can I talk to you please? Alone? Over in that little corner?" Pleaded Joe, and without waiting for an answer, dragged her over.

"What?" She asked, inspecting her nails.

"I'm sorry, okay? I've been horrible to you I know, and I should have apologized before. Can you please stop ignoring me now?" He said all in once sentence, taking a quick and deep breath after.

"Why should I?" She demanded, putting her hand down.

"Because you forgave Nick and Kevin!" He yelled, looking embarrassed as everyone turned to them.

"I forgave them because they EARNED my trust back." Her tone was hushed, as Taylor distracted everyone, to get their attention off Joe and Miley.

"You forgave Nick that easily but you won't forgive me?" He said, muting down his voice.

"I forgave him because his apology was real, he really was sorry, not just saying it to get it over and done with, that night after the club thing, I was really sick, and you all knew that, and none of you except Nick came to see me, yesterday when I walked out crying, none of you went after me except Nick, and in your interview, when they asked you if you guys thought I was a slag, you didn't answer, Kevin and Nick did, but you just sat there, and he asked you, you said you didn't want to answer. How could I forgive you when you basically called me a slag on TV?" She hissed, as Taylor and Nick looked over worriedly.

"I… I'm not going to lie to you Miley, I… did think you were a slag back then, but seeing you again, talking to you again, well every once of my trust for you came rushing back, and I was on idiot to ever doubt you, you've been my friend so long I should've know you weren't like that." He said, honesty sparkling in his eyes, a strained look on his face. She shut her eyes, deep in thought. She couldn't leave him like this, she knew it. Yeah, he made mistakes, but doesn't everybody? Hadn't she just made some of the biggest mistakes of her life? Yet everyone was still with her, by her side, and those who left came back.

"I guess its time to forgive and forget." Her eyes fluttered open, her mouth curving into a smile dripping with forgiveness. He steps forward and hugs her happily, as she disappears into the warmth of his arms.

"Miley, its so good to have you back." He finally lets go of her, as Taylor bounces over,

"So? Are you guys good now?" The blond shook back her perfect curls, with Joe standing in awe, sunk in admiration for her beauty.

"Yeah, every things perfect." She said, smiling from Joe back to Taylor.

"Who's Nick texting like his life depends on it?" His attention suddenly turned to Nick, as he narrowed his eyes.

"Not sure, lets go find out!" She dragged them over to Nick.

"Watcha doing?" She asked innocently, tapping him on his shoulder gently. It wouldn't be exaggerating to say he literally jumped out of his skin.

"Nothing." He said shiftily, returning his gaze to his phone.

"Just texting."

"Who are you texting?" Taylor pestered, jumping up and down excitedly.

"Just an old friend." He said, without looking up.

"Who?!" She asked eagerly, her eyes lighting up.

"That reminds me of something." He said, dropping his phone into his pocket, walking off.

"Rude!" She said, shaking her fist in the air, as Joe and Miley burst into laughter.

"Selena, can I talk to you?" He said, as she nods slightly, and he pulls her over to a corner where he knew no one would hear them, especially Miley.

"What is it Nick?" She knits her eyebrows together in confusion.

"Selena, its been good with you, but I think it would be better for both of us if we saw different people." He said, biting his lip as he waited for her response. She opened her mouth, shutting it after, trembling as her mouth wavered.

"I'm so sorry." He said, hugging her tightly.

"I've wanted to do this for a while now, but I didn't want to hurt you." He said.

'This is about Miley isn't it?" She said, recovering from her trembling.

"Yeah, it is, and as long as she's a part of my life, it will be." He said.

"Its okay, it was wrong of me to say yes to you in the first place." She said.

"And I want to stay friends, but maybe not yet, I've just got her trust back, and I'm not ready to lose it again." He continued.

"Its okay Nick, I'll keep my distance." She said.

"Thanks for understanding Selena." He said.

"No problem, and can you tell me Miley that I'm sorry? And that I've been the worst friend ever." She asked desperately.

"Sure." He said, walking back over to Taylor, Joe and Miley.

"Hey guys." He said, collapsing into a seat.

"Where have you been?" Asked Taylor suspiciously, narrowing her eyes.

"Well… lets just say me and Selena broke up." He said hesitantly, glancing at Miley to read her expression.

"Nick, I'm so sorry." Said Miley, resting a hand on his shoulder.

"Nah, its okay, I'm fine, oh and she asked me to tell you that she's sorry, and she's been the worst friend ever to you." He said, searching her face for a hint that would give away her thoughts.

"She has some nerve to call me her friend." She sneered, flickering her eyes towards Selena, then back at Nick.

"Lets go get some ice cream Joey." Taylor dragged a hungry and eager Joe away, leaving Nick and Miley alone.

"Why do they always do that?!" She groaned, flinging a pillow in the direction they went.

"Miley, I want to apologize, I haven't had a chance to yet, and I'm not throwing this away. I need to tell you how sorry I am, first for dating Selena, and for hurting you in any possible way I did." Said Nick, his face serious and intense. She stares at him in surprise for a while, taking aback at his quite sudden apology, totally unexpected.

" I'm sorry too Nick, for taking so long to forgive you." She sniffed, hugging him lightly, as her tears dripped onto his shirt.

"I didn't realize what a mess I was without you till I started spending time with you again." He said, wanting to stay in this position forever.

"Really?" She asked in surprise, pulling away from him as he flinched slightly.

"Why else do you think I broke up with Selena? Because I was miserable without you, and I didn't realize till I saw you again." He caressed her cheek, as she smiled slowly, without realizing.

"I wish I'd had the guts to fix what I broke a year ago, and I'm sorry you had to suffer so much, losing all your friends." He said, entwining their hands.

"The hardest was losing you guys." She mumbled, referring to JB.

"Well, we're back now? And I want you back Miley, I want you to be mine again, not Justin's, not Gregg's, mine." He said, moving a piece of her hair out of her face.

She looks at him, as she laces her fingers through his. Afraid of her answer, he looks down, biting his lip as he waits. She pauses again, staring at the features on his face.

"Nick." She whispered, as he moves his head up slowly. He watches her closely, as she opens her mouth.

"I'd love to be yours again." She whispered again, smiling slowly, as he pulls her against him, their bodies touching, and kisses her tenderly.

"I love you Miles." He said, remembering all the past 'I love you's.'

"I love you too Nick." She said, kissing him again.

"You don't know how much I've missed you saying that, how many times I've remembered you saying that, all this time I thought you didn't love me any more." He said sadly.

"When you find love, its worth holding onto, wherever the pain, hurt, and suffering takes you." She said, as his face breaks into a smile.

"You know I never loved Selena right?" He said.

"You guys never said it?" She asked curiously.

"No, because we didn't love each other, we never will." He said, as another question suddenly dawned on him.

"What about you and Justin?" He asked, afraid of her answer.

"Well… no, why do you ask?" She asked hesitantly, laughing shakily.

"You're lying." He said sorrowfully, digging his hands into his pockets, as he slouches down into the sofa, backing away from her.

"Nick, we just made up, why go looking for a fight?" She asked, sitting down next to him.

"You loved him?" He said disgustingly, his eyes glistening with tears.

"Nick." She pleaded, tugging on his shirt.

"Tell me the truth." He said, sitting up and turning around to face her.

"I... did love him, but not as much as I love you." She smiled comfortingly, giving his hand a squeeze.

"I'm sorry, I was just overreacting." His eyes softened, as he kissed her.

"I've missed you so much." She said.

"Me too, this year without you has been hell, I only dated Selena for support, and anyway, I want to show you something... well actually hear something." He chuckled, taking her hand as he pulls her up.

"Here, in front of everyone?" She asked, as he led her somewhere.

"Same old impatience." He tutted, leading her into a small room. She adjusted herself as he let go, seating herself on a small blue vinyl chair. He picked up the guitar lying next to the shiny black piano. He begins strumming some keys, and singing.

I know this isn't what he wanted,

Never thought it'd come this far,

Thinking back to where we started,

And how we lost all that we are,

We were young and times were easy,

But I could see its not the same,

I'm standing here but you don't see me,

I'd give all for that to change,

'Cause I don't want to lose her,

And I don't want to let her go,

I'm standing out in the rain,

Need to know if its over,

Cause I will leave you alone,

Flooded with all this pain,

Knowing that I'll never hold her,

Like I did before the storm,

And with every strike of lighting,

Comes a memory that lasts,

Not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash,

Maybe I should give up...

I'm standing out in the rain,

Need to know if its over,

Cause I will leave you alone,

Flooded with all this pain,

Knowing that I'll never hold her,

Like I did before the storm,


Trying to keep the light from going I,
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.
We always say a heart is not whole,

Without the one that gets you through the storm,


Standing out in the rain,

Knowing that it's really over,

Please don't leave me alone,

Flooded with all this pain,

Knowing that I'll never hold you,

Like I did before the storm.