Chapter 4-Happiness

Author's note: Everything belongs to Mrs. Meyer

Bella's POV

I was walking to my bedroom to get ready for bed; it felt like I was walking on a cloud. I could not believe that Jasper actually loved me. I mean there is nothing special about ma and I know that we hardly spent any time together but our love was stronger than anything I have ever felt with Edward. I will still always love Edward because he was my first love but my heart went down that path of destruction after he left me. It took along time for my heart to heal. I knew there would always be a place in my heart for Edward. I wondered if Jazz felt the same way about him and Alice. I stepped into the shower and all I could think about was me in a beautiful white wedding gown on the arm of Charlie walking down the aisle while Pachabel's Canon D played. At the end of the aisle was Jasper looking very handsome with an angles smile on his perfect face. I had to stop that train of thought because I hardly knew Jasper and I didn't even know if Jasper wanted to be married again. I decided that I would let us get to know each other first and see where our relationship would go. If he wanted to marry me I would not let what Renee had said to me about marriage stop me from marrying my mate. The water was starting to get cold so I turned off the water got out and got dried and put on my pajamas. I couldn't wait to be in Jasper's arms again. I started to walk out to the living room.

Jasper's POV

I had just sent Bella to go and get ready for bed because it had been a long day. I was sitting on the couch still and I was the happiest that I had been in my long life. I have truly found my soul mate. I had often thought that with the tings that I did on my early vampire life that I would never find my soul mate. When I first met Alice I thought she was it, but I soon realized that even though I really and truly loved her, she didn't know me inside and out the way that Bella seems to. I knew that I had to tell her about my past life before this went any further; I knew already that it would kill me if after I told her she ran away from me but it was something I had to do. Just then my phone rang and without looking at the caller ID I answered my phone

"Hello"

"Hi ya Major"

I should have known that Peter would call me soon, seeing as how he was the one to send me here.

"What do you want Peter?"

"Now is that anyway to talk to your favorite brother, Major?"
"You are my only brother Peter, now what do you want?"
It was true that Peter was the only vampire that I turned for that bitch Maria to survive. Peter and his mate Char who I also turned survived there first year as vampires and had been my family ever since. If it wasn't for them I would still be with Maria.

"See I told ya Major going back to Seattle would be a good thing."
"Yes you did happy now? Now is there any reason besides driving me crazy for your call?"
"I just wanted to tell you that everything will work out find with sugar and Char and I can't wait for you to get you ass back here to Texas and don't forget to bring sugar or Char will kick you ass. Seems Char thinks sugar will be a great part of the Whitlock's and she can't wait to meet sugar."

Before I could say anything back to Peter he had hung up. As soon as Peter said part of the Whitlock's I was hit with an image of Bella looking beautiful in white on the arm of her father walking towards me, while our friends looked on. As soon as I heard Bella getting out of the shower and finishing her nightly routine I was anxious to be in her arms again. I waited for her to come out again to say goodnight to me, A minute later she walked out to me.

"Goodnight Jasper, I guess you'll be leaving now?"

I could feel the sadness coming off her once she said that.

"Not if you don't want me to Bella"
As soon as I said that she became hopeful

"No I don't really want you to go, would you mind staying?"

"Of course not Bells now go and get some sleep and I will see you in the morning"

"o.k. goodnight Jazz"

"Night Bells"

I got up and gave her a hug and a kiss on her check. After she left for bed, I got a book to read until morning. Bella had a very good collection of books.

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