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Warning: G!P Elsa x Anna sibling pairing! Maybe a typo sue me I wrote this on my cell phone.
Walking into my room I uncharacteristically landed in bed, after the meeting with Anna the whole day I was in court. Now it was twelve at night, as I heard Anna's door open up and felt her presence within my room. "Sis are you alright?" With a mouth full of blanket I mumbled my answer, only to get Anna's laughter. Taking my face out of seclusion, I looked to Anna's smiling face giving her a smirk of my own. "What pre-tell is so funny."
"You silly, is this what you're like when your tired?"
"I'm not tired, I'm just resting my eyes."
"Sure do you want anything to eat?"
"No I'm fine did you eat that cake?"
"Yeah and the steak was tasty too, we should go there one day just the two of us. Like a sister date my marriage may be failing, but you still have a chance at love." Not wanting to remember my recent break up with Esmeralda, I turned on my side to see that Anna actually sat on the end of my bed. For a flash of a moment I imagined her under me panting with purrs of love. Instead I commented to her statement, "I highly doubt that Anna. No one wants a body like mine and besides my last girlfriend didn't even see me naked before she said I was a cold hearted monster more or less."
"She's stupid your not cold hearted sure your firm, but your heart is in the right place. I know for sure and if she can't understand your condition then she isn't right for you and I'll tell her to her face." Smiling the warm feeling in my chest felt so tangible. Even when my parents didn't get my condition, Anna was always there to get me and defend me if necessary. I missed it, but it couldn't stay that way we were adults and I needed to be Anna's protector even from myself.
"Now slow down fiesty pants, its not that serious and besides I messed this up really I did."
"You messed this up? No way your like the coolest big sister ever!" Blushing at Anna's admission I smiled enjoying the quality time, which made my next set of words important. "S-So what were you looking at last night?"
"Well I was looking at culinary schools around the area. I know everything is a mess, but I have to get back to some kind of normalcy."
"I see so are you going to community college for this idea of normalcy?"
"Yea, the last day for sign up is tomorrow and I'm gonna go down there. Besides I have to make a reasonable meal for you somehow, you can't just live on alcohol and chocolate cake all your life."
"Who says I can't?"
"Your baby sister who loves you very much, so give me a shot?"
"Fine so long as you don't distract my PA," I half teased. Feeling to lightheaded to maintain my cold persona, I gave a light cough something was wrong. "Elsa are you alright?" The look of Anna's face as it shown deep concern startled me. "Y-Yeah I'm fine its just the air outside. Look its been a long night so we'll pick back up again tomorrow on your defense."
"Are you sure your alright?" Giving her a uncharacteristic smile,I nodded to Anna's concern as she closed my door slowly as if she didn't want to watch me disappear. Walking into my private bathroom, I looked into the mirror and I thanked whatever force that was out there for darkness. I was paler than usual and my face started to cover in sweat, there was no way that this was happening.
"There's no way this is happening, I don't get sick. Come on Elsa conceal don't feel you can beat this."
"Rapunzel I'm sick." It was the next day and I was a bundle as my head rested under the covers along with my body. Everything felt so cold, it took all my energy just to make my call. Somehow I made the wrong call as Rapunzel was apathetic about the situation.
"Your calling me because?"
"I need you to call Kristoff and cancel all my appointments for the day and come to my place with medicine."
"Can't Anna do that?"
"N-No," I let out a strangled horse yell.
"Geez what is wrong with you all this pride you have with your little sister? Besides I thought you don't get colds."
"I don't it must've came from Anna or that grubby Hans and his house. Really this is impossible," I coughed.
"Ewww you sound nasty."
"Rapunzel!"
"Wow you finally yelled, fine I'll do it for you but your feeding oats to a dead horse my friend. I mean if your sister is there she could help you out."
"No I don't need her touching me or getting sick. Personally I don't need her around me in general."
"Wow you even want to plow her while your sick?"
"Rapunzel! Are you going to do this or not because I can get Kristoff to do it."
"Yeah I'm in, but won't Kristoff run into Anna when he brings the medicine over?" Really I didnt think of that plan, and there was no way that I needed Krisotff to see me with Anna logically I thought of this scenario as horrific. However irritated irrational side of me wanted Kristoff to see me with Anna; it was a territorial kind of feeling, but I didn't need it to get back to the office. Then there was Anna, but I wanted to limit my physical activity with Anna it was bad enough I had slipped that night. She had only been here for four days and I felt myself fighting the change.
"Fine you have a point Rapunzel, so I'll see you after your next case."
'I'm free right now and it gives me a chance to see your adorable sister/wife."
"What!"
"Nothing just making memos to myself about your sister/wife. Speaking of which, you want that soup from that creepy Norwegian restaurant you eat at sometimes."
"Its apart of heritage and its called Fiskesuppe, Anna or my mother usually cooks it after we eat the cookies our grandmother cooked us." Not hearing anything suddenly I blacked out from the small memory as my conjested chest fell up and down. I didn't even hear Rapunzel's calls for worry over the phone.
"You think she's alright?" As my body felt extremely hot, my mouth felt dry and something wet and cold rested on my head. My eyes couldn't see much as they felt glued together, but I could hear the voices in the room. Swallowing my sore throat evaporated as I sqeauked out. "Anna..."
"Sis I'm here..." With a warm hand cradled in mine, I could hear the concern in Anna's voice.
"Awwww I'm going to leave you two alone, you don't mind if I start on your wine right Elsa?"
"Rapunzel is that you?"
"The one and only so can I like go now?"
"Wait your drinking its ten in the morning," Anna questioned I could tell she was looking at both of us, she reminded me of our mother in that instant.
"What I didnt do anything, plus Elsa drinks at work!"
"That's not healthy for both of you."
"Yeah I'll never do it again mom, so Elsa where's the good stuff at?"
"The mini bar bottom shelf to your right," I informed eyes closed.
"Awesome, oh yeah before I forget! I talked to Kristoff and he cleared your schedule for the next two days. Snapping my eyes open they unglued as I tried to lift my body up only to cough violently. My chest hurt as it was heavy making me feel as if I were about to cough up a lung. There was no way I could let this happen, I had a reputation to obtain and weakness couldn't be shown. "That idiot! I don't need two days off! I have the Xiao case in the morning what was he thinking! I need to call him!" As I reached for my phone Anna took it from me shutting it off and putting it in her bra. Suddenly I felt the urge to reach down in her shirt and not just for the phone.
"Anna, gimmie my phone!"
"Rapunzel enjoy your drink, I need to speak to Elsa alone."
"No problem good luck Elsa." Giving a glare to Anna it seemed that my intimidation tactics didn't work on her, as she shot me a strong glare back. Instantly I melted and fell back in bed to weak to aruge, as she continued she reminded me of our mother. Suddenly I thought to the most important question of why I didn't have any neices or nephews. In a way I was glad that it didn't happen as it fed the sick sad part of me that wanted kids with Anna, it was something I would take to the grave.
"Now I'm not going to lecture you about how stupid it was for you to try to hide this from me. However, in this moment I'm going to change my mind and lecture the hell out of you. What were you thinking Elsa? I mean if it weren't for fainting spell and Rapunzel coming to our door like a wild banshee, I would've never been around to help. You need to understand I'm your little sister and I may be failing in my marriage, but I'm not going to fail with you not again. I love you Elsa but you gotta let me help you." I looked down in shame at the situation, I realized I screwed up big time as Anna skipped her sign in day at college.
"Did you make it to your sign in at school?" With Anna smiling she spoke, "Shhhh I'm in the middle of lecturing something that never happens but if you must know; no I skipped it I had a more important job to do."
"What was that?"
"Taking care of you." It was true I blew it, suddenly my self guilt became more realier than it ever was maybe all of this my fault. If I would've given Anna attention back in those days then Anna wouldn't had ran off with Hans. My anger was starting to become more misplaced the more time I spent with Anna. All of it including now, the more my baby sister spoke it made me see my true self when it came to Anna. She was there when it came to my faults and failures when it came to my condition and now I was using her to further my career. What the hell was wrong with me? I gotta make this up to her. "I'm sorry Anna, I want to make this up to you I really do."
"For starters you can start calling me Vintre, and not Ms. Isles."
"Fine, but in the privacy of my office."
"Ok and as for outside you call me Anna."
"Do I have to?"
"Yes you do, besides you better be lucky we aren't kids anymore and we don't play bride and groom anymore like we used to." Rolling my eyes at the childhood memory, on the inside a spark came up at Anna's memory. "Fine I'll do it. Still you remain professional and no one must know that your my sister."
"You know Rapunzel knows right?"
"She's differnet, she can keep a secret." As we heard shouting from downstairs I was sure Rapunzel was into whatever sports game that was on. "You sure she's a lawyer Elsa?"
"Sometimes I don't even know. So is this matter settled with us?"
"One more thing, that I want."
"What do you want now?"
"I want to sleep in your bed, for a whole week." My heart stopped at the request, there was no way this was happening I held back the reigns on my lust. Surely Anna had to be joking about this and in what way did Anna mean? The throbbing hardening pain in between my legs told me Anna meant another way. "You've got to be joking right?"
"No I'm not, I'm finding it hard to sleep again have, when I went to the doctor and he said its sleep anxiety. Normally its under control, but with the divorce and all well..." Not having the energy to think, I turned on my side facing away from Anna beofre speaking, "Fine I'll do it, just let me sleep and tell Rapunzel to keep it down in there." It seemed that I had two days to myself and I was beaten with no energy, I needed sleep I just hoped this sleepover wouldn't trigger anything.
After checking on Elsa a bit of myself felt better as everything settled down, and the cloud in my chest evaporated. Suddenly I felt light, lighter then I've ever been, even when I was Hans this feeling never came. As my sister's friend Rapunzel was in the living room shouting and cheering on her favorite rugby team. I personally didn't get the sport, but it seemed like something she enjoyed as I watched on. Wanting a drink myself it wasn't because I was in a spiritual mood of commradary, it was due to the difficulty of my sister. Sitting down on the far end of the couch, my preferrial vision caught sight of a beer in Rapunzel's hand.
"Thanks," I said taking the beer from her.
"I figured you could use one so I brought it over, Elsa isn't one for beer so I figured maybe baby sister might appreciate the taste." As I twisted the top as it didn't budge. "Don't worry I got it for you." As Rapunzel took her ring that was placed on her finger and my beer using it to open the top. "Wow, where did you learn that?"
"Your big sister who else," added Rapunzel as she handed my beer to me. Taking a drink the bitterness set in resting along with my jealously. I didn't know why Rapunzels comment bothered me. Although I had a clue and it was the eight years of non existent conversation with Elsa and the fact Rapunzel knew more than me that messed with my ego. Somehow I hated that others besides me, knew about Elsa I felt like I was playing catch up with everything. In other words I was frustrated at all of this. "Oh I see..." Taking another sip I regreted how my response came out.
"Ok mind telling me what's wrong sport," Rapunzel teased as she muted the television. I picked at the label on my beer as she turned to me leg tucked under the other. "Nothing is wrong."
"I'm not buying it. Look I'm not here to take anytime you have with Elsa, and I understand a bit of what your position is. You want your big sister back, and you realize things are a bit harder when it comes to her than when you two were kids. Try to understand have that eight years is a long time and you can't fix what you guys lost in five days." I was annoyed with the bold response, but still Rapunzel was right and I could see why Elsa confided in her. "Why didn't she tell me she was sick? Am I that stupid to where she can't rely on me? Maybe Hans is right, maybe I'm no good I was crazy to think that this with Elsa and me would work."
"Hey, that's not true its just that Elsa is like a onion you gotta peel back the layers. Besides I think war does that to a person, I should know I protested against it." Knowing that this wasn't like my sister, still eight years passed and I wanted to know what drove her to military. As well as the unlikely bond of friendship that a protester and former military personnel would have. Still I couldn't believe my sister would hurt anyone. "War my sister's a pacifist."
"Correction your sister was a pacifist, but good news to know she was a lawyer in the 77th division of Arendelle's Royal Military. Then again I could be wrong, hell with all those medals she has on that wall I'm sure she was no pacifist and less of a working lawyer in those times. Its just my theory." My head swung over to the medals she had as I got up looking at them. It was simple no pictures of Elsa hung around, just a glass contained folded Arendelle flag and medals. As I turned around Rapunzel had her phone as she waved it as she tossed it to me. "That's the only photo I got of Elsa, turns out the Royal military is one big small world. There standing on the end to the left is her."
Shock came to me as I looked at Elsa she was in dark green camo with blue military logoed beret hat her hair was pinned back. She stood straight with her hands behind her back no smile on her face. None of this was my sister, especially when it came to her dead cold eyes firmly staring into the lens that somehow stared back at me. "My cousin Finn he's in the military and he knows some guys that served along side her. He was able to snag me this picture he says that was taken after the battle of Sognefjord. Boy does that picture tell a story."
"What does it say?"
"According to Finn it tells the two kinds of people who serve in the military. Those who go for honor and those who go to die. If Elsa's the pacifist like you say my guess is she went to the military for one reason and its not for honor guts or glory." Looking at the picture, my jealously faded as I came to the reality that I knew nothing about my older sister.
AN: I slipped in a P.O.V for Anna just as a little added part next you get to hear from our oh so favorite pal Hans. Everyone clap your "Hans" for our guest hahaha a little word pun for you reviewers. Keep reading and reviewing, I can't believe this is coming together.