How to suicides story

by How to suicide

...yeah. You reading this to find out what my story is about...well. It ain't no gay ass fan fiction... That's for sure. Also. If you wanna know what my story is about...I got a solution for you...shut the fuck up and read it...and if you don't like it I got another solution for you...fuck off and don't read it...either way I don't give a fuck...you fucker

6. Chapter 6

How to suicide - chapter 6
So the final time I tried to kill myself I didn't really try...but I almost did.. And this would definitely would have killed me...I was sat on my sofa watching TV and I was depressed... No meds to help me out ..and I went into the kitchen to get a drink if pop...I wanted some coke...but instead I filled my glass up with bleach...my Brain just told me it'd be a good idea because I'm a waste of space and at that moment that's what I believed...so I did just that...I filled my glass up with bleach and went to sit on my sofa and I set my bleach on my table..

I decided to watch a few videos on YouTube before I killed myself because I wanted to listen to a couple of song s first..."what a wonderful world" by Louis Armstrong...and..."stand by me " by Ben E King...and "something inside so strong" by labi siffe...so I sat there singing thses songs while listening to them...on my sofa. With only one other plan for that night...

In the end I decided not to do it...and I just poured the bleach away and sat on the sofa for a while...I didn't kill myself. Sometimes I wish I did. But I didn't. So fuck it...that's in the past. And now I got a better future to look forward to. I know it won't always be easy but I'm willing to try...I'll never forget the past...but if I do stuff so I don't remember it. It won't hurt me any more... I can say that but everyday I think about things that has happened to me in the past...and I'll never know why it happened to me...but one thing I will say it...for what I have now...like my girlfriend and my friend. I'm OK with that and maybe if my girlfriend never met me shed be unhappy still...but I'm glad I can make her happy.

But hey...that's my story on how I tried to end my own life...only like 3 people have actually read it...but oh well...fuck everyone else who didn't read it...that I think we can agree on...but anyways... Maybe I'll add random stuff to this in the future... Maybe I won't...I doubt you'd give a fuck anymore than I do to be honest... Because nif you read my profile you'll realize I don't give a fuck...so yeah... Maybe you'll see more chapters on this at a later date...

Why are you still here?...my story has ended for now...fuck off already