First, I'd like to say thank you for your nice reviews !

Then, I'll update a little something just because you're all cuties and I wanted to give you a lil'chapter before the end of the year !

I wish you all a happy new year, hope you'll enjoy your night and make the most of it. Wish you all good things ;)

6. And I Know This Much Is True Baby, You Have Become My Addiction

You arrived at the café where Tina was waiting for you. By the look on her face, you knew that you were a mess. You passed the big windows of the front and realised the dishelved appearance that you got. Sighing, you pushed the door and went to your friend.

Tina welcomed you with a crushing bones hug and if you still had the strengh to cry, you would have crumpled right in front of her. She motioned for you to take a seat and when you let yourself fell on the booth, you felt like you could finally stop running … and breathe.

She didn't push you, just ordered for the both of you and waited for you to open up. After a long minute staring at your coffee, Tina grabbed your hand.

'So, how have you been since the last time I saw you ?' She sweetly asked, trying not to push you too much.

'Well, I would have say good but judging by my look right now, I guess I don't have to lie, right ?' You chuckled sadly.

Tina took the hint and scooted next to you, letting your head fell on her shoulder.

After hours of talking about litteraly everything that has happened to you since the two years that you haven't seen the girl, you were exhausted but felt also light, the weight on your shoulders was gone.

'Wow I guess I wasn't expected THAT much of information…'

'Yeah… Guess I really needed to talk about that, I needed a shoulder to cry on, thanks Tina..' You couldn't thank her enough for the amazing friend that she was to you.

'Hush you don't need to thank me, that's what friends are for, aren't they ?' She smiled to you and your heart swelled at that statement.

'You're an amazing friend, you know that ?'

'Yeah well I know I'm awesome' She winked and smiled at you but a few seconds later, her smile dropped to let place to a much more serious expression.

'Santana though…'

'Yeah I know, unexpected huh ?'

'No, Yes, No… But, WHY, HOW ?' She fired back.

'I really don't know, she's the only constant in my life and everytime I'm coming back, it feels like falling in love again you know ?...' You were hoping that she'd take this piece of information and stopped there but Tina being Tina, looked at you pointedly and you were about to laugh because of the look that was plastered on her face and the way she was opening and closing her mouth like a fish with its head out of the water.

'Wow, guess that Mike is lucky I'm not the one picking you up each time you decide to come home…'

You weren't expecting that kind of answer coming from Tina and were taken aback, surprised you shot her a look What-the-hell-are-you-saying and she laughed like a hysteric, still, you couldn't catch the joke here.

'Oh come on, Santana is the one picking you up everytime you come back, and you told me like for you it was like falling in love again. Mike would have felt threaten if you had become all smitten with me…'

'Come on, stop with all your bad jokes T' You interjected, this girl was going nuts, yeah she really had too much coffee today.

'Oh thanks ! So if I were the one picking you up you would have stayed Good ol'Quinn, I know I'm not as hot as Santana bu..'

'Definitely not' You muttered without even realising it, not before a napkin was thrown and landed right in your face.

'Well, thank you very much my dear friend ! You have to explain every little details that make you madly in love with Miss Lopez, but first, drinks on me ! I Trust me I don't want to be that sober when you'll tell me your dirty little fantasies…' She began to stood up and gave you her hand.

'I'm not madly in love with San AND I don't have dirty fantasies like you said' You knew that the blush covering your face was saying otherwise, stubborn you stood your ground and looked sternly at your friend.

'Yeah yeah if you say so my dear, if you say so' With that, she took your hand and made you stand, leading both of you out of the café and to the nearest bar. You knew it'd be a long night.

'You perv' ! I knew it, behind all this good looking girl is hidden a well big creep haha' Tina laughed, attracting gazes from the people around you.

You wanted to bang your head on the counter, you knew that you had to keep your dreams about the one and only Santana Lopez to yourself, guessed that the alcohol was quick to untie your tongue and let you spill your deepest fantasies that easily.

'Ugh I should have eat something, I'm going to be a mess in a few drinks T'

'Well, alcohol do wonder to you, keep on spilling your secrets Fabray you make my night !'

After another round and a drink offered by a cute red head girl, you began to zone out and let yourself drown in your thoughts. You looked around you and noticed that the barman was humming along the song in the background.

'And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
Im so strung out on you I can barely move
But I like it and it's all because of you'

Those lyrics made you think of the latina, of course they would ! Almost everything made you think of her these days. You were so screwed you thought. But you couldn't lie to yourself and deny the attraction that you had toward her, you couldn't stop day dreaming about her. You wanted to be the one making her laugh, smile. Being able to wake up next to her, fall asleep with her in your arms. Ask her to be a part of your next trip, ravish her body. That she could be yours and you could be hers…

Your phone went off and made you snap out back to reality. You saw that Rachel was calling you, you hushed Tina and answered.

'Where are you ? Santana is going all Lima Heights cause you don't answer her texts and..'

'What texts ? She texted me ?' You blinked, to be honest you didn't pay attention to your phone before the call. You let Rachel do her monolog and pulled it away to check if you had any messages and you saw that Rachel was right, more than 5 in the last hour. It wasn't really like Santana to act like it. You instantly felt butterflies in your lower abdomen.

'… She's worried sick about you, what are you doing ? Just tel..'

'Rach breathe, that's fine, I'm with Tina I didn't see that she texted me. However, we're not staying that long so chill, don't worry ok ?' You were about to hang up but before it you assured her that you'll see the diva in a few days and that you planned on going back home in a few.

You hung up and sighed, you turned to Tina who was trying to stay serious, just when you were about to ask her what she was thinking about, she giggled ans swayed on her chair singing 'Wifey wants you home, wifey wants you home, wifey wants some'. You laughed and slapped her arm, yeah it was about time that you left this place.

You managed to leave the bar without any accident or landing on your ass with Tina, clutching to your arm. You laughed at your friend who was trying to steady herself and walk like she didn't drink at all. You had to admit that you had missed those moments and your stupid friends, they always made everything to make life easier and brighter just by being by your side.

You walked Tina home, not daring to look at Mike when he opened the door and saw Tina feigning to be quiet but being the opposite and you trying to keep your laughter at bay. You helped him tuck Tina in bed and made your way out. Before you could escape, Mike called you and for the first time tonight, you looked him in the eye.

'I hope you had a great night' You nodded, ready to answer but he continued 'And I want you to know that you're not alone, if you need anything, Tina and I are there.'

'You're amazing friends you know that ?' You said with your voice cracking at the end.

'Well, yeah but don't tell it everyday to Tina or Miss modesty will have swollen ankles…' He laughed, scratching his neck.

You laughed, too and went to hug him. He hugged you tightly and bid his good night.

The drive back home felt like a blur, there was only one thing in your mind. You didn't miss the look of the taxi driver when you left, you must look like a drunken mess or a fool, with a mega watt smile. You didn't give a damn though as you made your way to the elevator, with the same lyrics still in your head 'Never get enough, she's the sweetest drug' …

Just before you stepped out of the elevator, you felt your phone went off. You took it and saw that Mike had sent you a text 'Go get your girl Fabray', you couldn't help but laugh and shake your head.

Of course, Mike would know too !

You strolled down the hallway and took a breath, you watched the door for what felt like an eternity and brought yourself to knock.

This was it, now or never.

Thanks for reading, don't hesitate to review what u think of it. - I know it's kind of a cliffhanger but it's so much fun to be a tease !

Next update will be around the 2' of January, holidays and post new year is just a crazy time at work too many cases to work on so .. I'll do my best.

Once again, enjoy your New year's party. See u'