Part Six, YAY! It's really long!
a dream, a dagger, and depression-6
by Caitlyn
GUYS this is twice as long as usual, cuz the thing is Im going out of town, and I wanted to end it well before I left. (this probably means that you wont see another part in this story untill april, and alot in april because I will write because Im at my granma's house in florida. (soakin up the sun baby!) if I get back and dont see many reviews I'll be too lazy to type...so PLEAZE REVIEW! Calistal this is for you!
Disclaimer: I dont own it...dont sue me!
Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix
"A Dream, A Dagger, and depression"
Part Six
"How did I know that you'd be here??"Ginny asked quietly, seeing Harry sitting on the bed, looking at his photo album.
"Because you actually know me.."Harry said quietly,"I've missed dinner?"he added, and she nodded.
"Yeah, ya did.."Ginny said, and pulled out a bottle of betterbeer and some bread.
"Thank you.."Harry said quietly, drinking the butterbeer and contemplating the situation before him. In his mind he had two options about his dispute with Ron and Hermione. To care, or not to care..that is the question.
"So, what are you going to do about Ron and Hermione?" Ginny asked him, and snapped him out of his trance.By then he had made up his mind.
"Oh, nothing at all...I'll hang out with Draco, and I'll kiss you in front of them..because I'm tired of pretending..and I'm tired of hiding us from everyone...I'll talk to Sirius and to Dumbledore...and if they want to apoligize they can..noone's stopping them but themselves.."Harry said.
"That's crazy..""
"Oh..It'll be easy..there are too many things in my life to worry about.."he said, and kissed her cheek,"I gotta get some sleep..alright?" he said, and kissed her soflty.
"Goodnight..."she murmered, and kissed his cheek.
"Nite Gin.."he replied, and watched her leave.
When he went to sleep, dreams filled his head again.
"She looks just like her.."Lily said quietly,"You know she does...someday you'll understand.."
"Am I halluncinating?"Harry asked her.
"Im afraid that I don't know the term for it.."Lily said.
"Fine..just so you know..this makes it more painfull.."he said quietly, and she kissed his forehead.
"Isn't it always?" she asked.
Then he woke up, sweating and shaking, and got dressed, realising it was almost six. He saw Ginny sitting on the couch in the common room,"You had it to then?"he asked her, and she nodded.
"Shall we go down to breakfast?"Harry asked.
When they got out of breakfast they went to class early, Draco walking with them.
"Alright..this is where we get off.."Harry said, and kissed Ginny on the cheek,"Bye Gin.."
"Bye.."she said sweetly, and walked off down the hallway, Harry staring after her. Then she bumped into Ron and Hermione, who tried to stop her from going on to class.
"We..don't want to talk to either of you...he really doesn't care if you decide to talk to him..I really don't know what else to say...he has other friends now..he's moved on.."she said,"And if you will excuse me..I'm going to be late for charms..which means that you'll be late for potions..goddbye.."she walked past them, and into her classroom.
When they walked into class they saw Draco and Harry sitting down together, and talking. Then they tried to listen in on the conversation.
"Got another letter yesterday..I'm kind of ignoring them now.."Harry said,"ANd I had another dream..with my mum in it..she had it too..."
"What did the letter say?"
"Oh, I didn't check.."Harry said,"I burned it..I'm going to ruin the fireplace..do you think that he knows that I'm buring them?"he asked, and Draco shook his head,"My father didn't say anything..come on..class is starting."
Halfway through the class Snape looked up.
"Potter...would you kindly assist Weasley with his roots before he butchers them?"
"Cut them diagonally.." Harry said gruffly, and turned around, finishing up his potion.
"Excellent Potter..ten points to Slytherin and to Gryffindor.."Snape said, and Hermione's mouth opened in shock.
When class ended he was one of the last to leave.
"Harry?" Hermione said quietly.
"What do you want?" he asked quietly.
"You don't look well at all.."she told him, and he rolled his eyes.
"Yeah..so?"she asked, not interested.
"So?"Hermione asked.
"So what? It's how I've looked for the past four months..I don't see why it makes a difference.."he said coldly.
"Have you been feeling okay?"she asked him again.
"Just fine..alright? Now..if you'll excuse me.."
"Ron may still be angrly..but I'm not.."she said quielty