A/N there is some child abuse going on. My friend Becky came up with Jerry's name

5 months later

Adam was now living in phoenix and Jerry was living with his aunt. Jerry told his aunt that Adam was 21 she didn't care that he gay or with Adam. The first day they were together was sweet, they sat on Jerry's bed.

"I missed you so much. Aren't you glad you're safe?"

"I love you sweetheart." He kissed him Jerry could tell that Adam was getting hard for him. Jerry looked at him at with a big smile.

"Let's make love." Adam felt nervous doing it in Jerry's home.

"What about you're Aunt."

"She thinks your 21 and I don't care." Jerry lay on bed as Adam started to pull of his clothes. When they down to the pants everything felt so right. Adam got on top of Jerry kissing those sweet lips grinding against his hips. Jerry could felt Adam sweat dripping down his lips. Adam looked up at his young lover.

"That was amazing I love you so much right now ."

"I love you so much." They fell asleep with their arms around each other. They next morning Jerry was getting ready school. Adam was sleeping so he gave him a kiss on the lips and left. He loved looking at his lover sleep. As Adam slept he had a flashback to Idol.

Flashback

It was first time all the idols were together on live tv Adam was looking at Kris Allen he knew he was in love. When as Kris walk to stage he was ready to talk to him when saw Bess wrap her arms around him and kissed him. For some reason he started to fall for the red haired beauty. When he heard her sing "miss me baby." He heart skipped a beat. Adam walked up to Kris.

"so you like that girl. What you to going together."

"I hope so I really like you are a lot."

End of flashback

In the middle of 5th period Jerry was told to go the principal's office, when he got there he saw his father and got scared.

"Jerry I just wanna talk to you. How dare you lie and tell people I hit you. You just wanted to be with your older boyfriend."

"I'm going back to class. I'm not listening to your bullshit."

"Don't you walk away from me? Damn it." He pulled his arm to the boiler room. Jerry stood in fear and started to cry. He knocked Jerry into a metal pipe causing blood to drip from his mouth as teeth fell out. For the first time he hit back but that just made things worst.

"You little punk you hit me your own father. How dare you treat me like that." He pushed Jerry into some metal and he broke his arm.

"Please stop I'm begging you. Look at me." He thought that if his father saw what he would stop that didn't help. He clinched his fists hitting Jerry so hard that he hit the metal stairs causing him to pass out. After that Mr. Scott ran away. 1 hour later Jerry woke up he went to the bathroom to wash up. He could feel something wasn't right. When he smiled he saw that his front teeth were knocked out. He picked up the phone and called Adam.

"Adam come pick me up I'm starting not feel well. I'll be in first men's room." 10 minutes later Adam showed up and walked to the bathroom. He saw Jerry on the floor holding his arm. When Jerry got up Adam looked at him in shock.

"Jerry you're bleeding really badly from your head what happened."

"My father came by and beat me. I can't walk straight." Adam picked him up carrying to car.

"Babe didn't anyone see him. I wish there to protect you." Jerry got sick on himself before passing out.

"Jerry are you ok." There was no answer. He pulled the car off. He had a feeling that Jerry shouldn't be asleep. He took off his shirt. He tried to wake him up but he couldn't.

"Babe you need to wake up because you have bad head injury." Jerry started to throw up again he had to get him on his side. Adam called for help.

"I need an ambulance. My brother has been beaten badly. He may have a concussion. I'm having a hard time waking him up." Jerry started to mumble you could tell that he was out of it.

"Adam I need you I don't feel right. Come and get me."

"I need you to wake up. You can't sleep." He opened his eyes looking around confused. Jerry got out of the car and feel down feeling weak and shaky.

"I really don't feel right. I feel so sleepy."

"You can't sleep. Help will be here soon." 1 minute later the EMTS arrived, the put him a stretcher.

"What happened?"

"He was hit in the head really hard. It made him really weak and shaky and he's been getting sick." One of them shined light his eyes.

"Follow this with your eyes." He couldn't follow it, the other was bandaging his arm.

"He's got a concussion. How did this all happened."

"His father did this to him." Adam looked at Jerry.

"Listen babe I'll meet you there."

The hospital

When Adam got to the hospital Jerry was in bed hooked up to stuff. The doctor came up to Adam about what happened."

"Do you know how he got this concussion? How long he was like this before."

"No but I know he like this before I picked him up from school. He knew something was up.

"We gonna keep him here for a day." Adam was heart broken watching his lover sleeping that hospital bed. He called his aunt to tell her what happened.

"Mrs. Perry this is Adam. Jerry's in the hospital."

"What happened?"

"His father showed up and beat him quite bad. They want him to stay a day."

"Thank you for looking out for him." Adam walked into his room sat in the chair holding his hand.

"I love you babe." Jerry woke soon after looking at Adam then looked his arm.

"Sweetheart why I am here. I don't remember anything."

"What do you remember."

"I kissed you goodbye before going to school." What happened?"

"Your dad hurt you quite bad. You really don't remember."

"I don't sweetheart. I want to go home." Jerry got up and fell to the ground and his hand was all shaky. Adam helped him back in the bed.

"You can't go home you hit your head really bed." Adam saw Jerry's parents and ran out.

"Hey dickhead do you have any idea what you did."

"I'm sorry I want to see how he's doing."

"How is he doing? Well you hit him so hard in head he can't stand on his own. You stay the fuck away from him." Jerry's mom started to cry and walked towards Adam.

"What did you do our son Logan?" There was a silence that's when Adam knew his mom wasn't all bad.

"We got into a fight and he hit his head."

"You're the reason his living with my sister." Mr. Scott went to put his arm around her and she turned away.

"Don't touch me stay away from me." She went into his room when she saw his face she started to cry.

"Jerry I'm so sorry. I didn't know he would go this far."

"Mom you know what going the whole time. Don't you remember when he was threatening to kill me before putting his arms on me? You didn't stop it. Now you feel sorry. Well I don't believe you. Just walk away I'm happy for the first time so fuck off." She walked away as Adam walked in as Jerry was crying.

"Don't cry babe I'm here."

"Come here."

"In the bed."

"Yeah please." Adam got on the bed Jerry put his head in Adam's lap and just cried, Adam put his arms around him. Jerry got up and kissed and kissed him soon they were making out they stopped when doctor came in.

"Mr. Scott how are you feeling."

"I can't walk. I tried to get up and I fell. What is wrong with me?"

"How many fingers are holding up?" He held 2 fingers.

"4."

"You still have affects of the concussion. By tomorrow you should feel better. Mr. Scott do you know how long you won't feeling right before you seeked help."

"I don't remember what happened." Jerry tried one more time to get up he manage to make it to the bathroom. When he saw himself in the mirror he couldn't believe what he saw. He looked like shit. Jerry fell to the ground.

"Sweetheart I need you help me I can't get up." Adam picked him up in his arms getting lost in his amazing brown eyes.

"Babe you shouldn't try to get up."

"Sweetheart promises me you won't let my parents near me."

"Promise. I wish we could have "fun".

"Come back to the bed." Jerry fell asleep in Adam's arms. The next morning Jerry woke up looking at Adam.

"Sweetheart I want to get home."

"The doctor has to tell you when you can go home." The doctor came in and looked at Jerry.

"How do you feel today? Can you walk yet." Jerry got out of bed stood and tried to walk he was still a little shaky

"I still feel a little sick but I feel a lot better. Can I go home?" Jerry looked for his clothes and only found his pants.

"Where is my shirt?"

"You got your shirt dirty I had to throw it out." After Jerry put on his pants he fell to the ground and started to have seizure, the doctor went to go get help and told Adam to leave. He started to cry when saw them work on him. About an hour later the doctor came out.

"he's resting. We would like to talk to family you're his brother right." Adam lied to the doctor.

"yes I'm his brother."

"We believe he hit his head harder then we thought. We want to gave him a MRI to see what really happened to him. We believe all this happened because he watned to long to get help."

"can I see him."

"sure." He walked in trying not to cry because he didn't want Jerry to see him cry.

"Jerry' pleae be ok. Why didn't you get up and get help when you were first hit." Adam couldn't help but to think how hot Jerry looked sleeping. He slowly kissed his lips. 5 mintues later Jerry woke up looking at Adam."

"I thought I was going home today."

"you don't remember what happened."

"no something happened."

"you had a seizure. They're gonna run some tests to see what is really going on with you.:"

He got up trying to walk straight he started to cry falling to the ground.

"Sweetheart please tells what the fuck is wrong with me."

"I don't know what to tell you. If I could take away your pain I would." He had a flashback.

Flashback

He looked at his arm wondering why he could hurt himself like this. He a little mad at Bess leaving him in here. He could feel his heartbreak. He was thinking why he was cutting he wanted t put the razor to arm and everything would be better. He knew it wasn't right to be thinking that. He felt stupid for thinking what Kris would gay. He started to cry but that didn't seemed to make anything better he just felt stupid.

Back to hospital

Adam helped Jerry back to the bed where he sat in bed with him. They started to kiss, and then Jerry ripped out his IV. He started to walk away as blood dripped down his arm Adam followed him worried.

"I'm going home I don't want to be stuck in a hospital bed I'm fine."

"No your not you had a seizure. We don't know what else is wrong with you."

"Sweetheart I'm fine trust me. I feel a little sick to my stomach but that is no reason to stay in the hospital."

"I can't trust you not like this." Adam grabbed Jerry but Jerry broke free running to the door passing out. Adam ran to him carrying him to his bed, feeling bad for yelling at him. Adam looked at Jerry and could tell that he wasn't breathing and he yelled for help. They hooked him up to the monitor and started to yell for help they started to help him breathe, they told Adam to leave. Adam stood in the corner feeling his world fall apart again. He thought about t he last thing he said to him. Just as he was about to lose it the doctor came up to him.

"Mr. Lambert. Your brother is having effects of the head injury. Don't worry he'll be fine. He's gonna have to stay here for a week to make sure everything is fine. He crawled into the bed with him putting his arms around him, kissing his lips. "I love you Jerry" he whispered. A day later Jerry woke he liked waking up Adam's arms but he was confused again.

"Sweetheart I'm scared I don't remember what happened. Did something scary happen to me. I know I scared you."

"Babe do you really want to know what happened. What do you remember?"

"We were making out then we had a fight. What were we fighting about?" Adam felt bad for yelling at him he didn't feel right bring it up again but he did.

"You wanted to leave the hospital and I wouldn't let you." Jerry kissed him trying hard not to cry.

"Why are you crying baby I'm not mad at you."

"Because I don't like the fact I can't remember stuff that happened." Adam wiped his tears away while putting his arm around him. The doctor came in looking at Jerry.

"Mr. Scott how do you feel?"

"I don't remember what happened but my head hurts. Why can't I remember what happened."

"Its do your head injury it should wear off. Yesterday you stopped breathing so we gonna keep you here so a week."

"I've been a sleep for a whole day." Jerry looked like he was having panic attack.

"Sweetheart I don't feel right I'm having breathing problems." The doctor put a breathing mask on him after 20 minutes he felt better.

5 days later

Jerry felt a lot better and wasn't blacking out and everything is was back to normal, he cleared to go home. His parents couldn't go within 50 feet of Jerry with out going to jail. Before taking Jerry home they parked car in vacant lot. They got to the back and just made out, they wanted to make love but they didn't get caught.

"Jerry I'm glad you're ok."

"Sweetheart thanks for being there for me. I love you so much."

"I love you too." Adam took him home where they feel asleep in each other arms