Disclaimer; I do not own any characters from Twilight or New Moon. If I add characters I will say so. Also, I wont upload as regulary anymore as i'm starting to get over twilight - but i will continue with this - just when i'm really really really really bored. if you dont like it - don't read my ff.

I shook my head, knowing I had made a complete fool of myself. That wasn't new of me, I

always made a fool of myself, it was like a habit. What was he thinking? Was he calling me a freak without me knowing? Was he trying to find a way too run away without hurting my feelings at all? I didn't answer him, afraid that I'll just saying something even more stupider, if that was even possible.

"I-i-i'm sorry. I shouldn't have said any of that." I said shaking my head, becoming furious at myself was easier then it was ever. I just wished I didn't scare him away, I didn't want to be stuck with Mike Newton. Agh. Yuck.

Embry looked over too me, I think I saw a flash of amusement flash in his eyes, but it was gone as quick as it had come. Right now I wished I knew what he was thinking, where was Edward when you needed his mind reading powers? The thought of Edward made my flinch, I was hoping Embry didn't see it.

"Bella, i'm not saying no too you. I know what could happen if I say yes, and that might hurt, because it includes Jacob but like you said, he's already imprinted. He has his soul mate, here I am, talking to my soul mate, and I will never think of another girl in my entire life. I will never find someone as attractive as you. Your the missing piece of my heart and i'm not pushing you away."

The little speech Embry just made, it made me sad too hear it, because he seemed so sure. I wanted it, I knew I did, but I now felt like I wasn't sure I was ready too hurt Jacob. Basically what Embry was telling me, is he'll never go out with someone else, because of me and I knew I had too be with Embry it was the only way too be happy again. I nodded, the tear in my eye stung a little, but it didn't drop. I gave him a shaky smile, and warpped my arms around his neck, his arms moved around my waist, pulling me closer too him.

The hug lasted around a minute or so, but it was nice, too know that someone wanted me. Too know that someone wasn't going too leave me. I looked up as I felt cold drops of water his my head and everywhere on my back, soaking through my jumper. I sighed.

"I had too know that the sun wouldn't stay out, well I should have known."

I rolled my eyes and sighed once again.I was missing the sunlight, I wished it would just stay for at least a week, maybe everything would be like Pheonix for a slight change of bit. Embry chuckled and lifted his eyebrows scrunching his lips together and laughed, getting up, he pulled me up as well. We didn't run for shelter, infact, we walked for shelter. Well really, he was just walking me home, but nevertheless, it was nice, and it was fun.

The rain didn't make this time any less fun then it was, actually, it might have made it better. Mainly because his arm was always around my shoulder like it was too keep me warm, which it did, shoulders up and a bit down. But not my whole body. But who cares? It was Embry?

sorry its so short D; i've been bugged too update another chapter, and i needed too rush it. sorry. i've been having family problems and school is really annoying, and frankly, i need too stop using the computer too much. do not expect regular updates. sorry.