This chapter was really fun to write! I wanted to mention for all of you out there I'm really enjoying the reviews and responses to the chapters. Reality is Bo is NOT going to change gender in my fic, it's not where this story goes this story is about Lauren and a journey she has to complete so please don't expect it anytime. Please review and enjoy!
Cheers eh!
Last_Dragomir
Disclaimer: All Lost Girl characters belong to their rightful owners, I'm just contributing with my own storylines and character development.
The Chemicals Between Us
Chapter 06
I buried my face in the crook of the creamy neck that I so admittedly adored. I could almost cry at the smell hitting my nostrils as the early morning light hit my naked back and warmed my blazing skin. Her fingers drummed up my toned biceps as her laughter filled my ears. I could almost dance to the bells and undertones of her laughter as it echoed in the room. Her chocolate gaze was focused on me as always making me feel like the sun. Her sun in the midst of a solar flare. I chuckled as I let my lips wonder down her collarbone and to the valley of her breasts where a moan escaped my lips before I greedily took one into my warm mouth.
I could hear the symphony of her sighs and quivers as I played with her body like a well tuned instrument that I had long mastered. Truth was I would never tire of her body and now more than ever I starved for it in earnest. I wanted as much as she would be willing to give me and as her legs spread wide open as my hand traveled down her navel I knew the bounty would be plenty tonight. I almost came at the feeling of her wetness as I felt a blush creep up my face. She was the only one to make me feel this unquenchable amazement that never ceased to captivate me when we were being intimate. My weakness was undeniable and I didn't care.
As my fingers applied pressure on her swollen nub her breath caught in her throat and I couldn't help myself before entering her with great ease. I loved her expressions and sounds when we were a sweaty mess like this. Her nails quickly found my back as her legs wrapped around me and pulled me closer with a buckle taking more of me. I moaned loudly as sweat coated our naked bodies as I remembered how much I missed this.
In seconds she pulled herself towards me and with barely if any space between our sweltering bodies she played with my breasts as her lips brushed against my earlobe.
"Fuck me harder Bo."
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I let out a huge sigh as I rubbed my hands down my face in pure despair. I could hear Bo's sighs and moans of pleasure from the other room as she slept. Apparently I—or my woman self rather—was being very good at something.
With a grumble I leaned my head against my arms in the small balcony by Bo's room as the night air hit me. Bo had 'fed' me and now was trying to sleep off her hunger leaving me with no room to protest the issue. It had been another hard day of dead ends and false leads on Marcia. This wood elf was proving more elusive than we previously thought and my patience was running thin. It wasn't helping that my research on my condition had plateau, it was adding to my frustration which was only making me more miserable.
Truth was I couldn't keep the vampire's voice out of my head. A century. That would be such a long time, it would be unbearable if I had to stay like this for a century. Being Fae made it go by faster but it was still 100 years no matter what. I breathed in deeper before I went into a panic attack again. I couldn't crumble now that Bo had gotten her wits about herself again. She had taken the first night after meeting the vampire pretty hard so I tried my hardest to stand strong for her even if every night I'd hear her whisper my name in pleasure.
I didn't want to starve Bo, but in a way she was starving herself and we were at a stalemate. I wasn't happy being a man and she wasn't going to break her promise towards me again. Ysabeau was a very complicated creature dictated by human morals when it came to things regarding her Succubus. Her history was complicated but in short I wanted no part in contributing to her self-loathing.
I couldn't really take much more of Bo's subconscious telling her how much she missed my boobs and I grabbed her keys from the nightstand leaving the room without giving her a second glance. The house was thankfully empty and in no time I was speeding down the highway with no destination in mind. I needed to get away from everything right now but I was so desperate to find answers for either of my problems it was like I scab I kept picking at and not letting heal.
I let my body fall into the familiar mechanics of driving. It was something I enjoyed doing a lot more than I cared to admit. Vex was my friend because I had kicked his ass in illegal street racing once and I never let him forget it but beside him not many people knew about my love for speed. I knew it was contradictory of my doctorate but life was full of contradictions like such. I knew Bo would be mad if she woke up to find her car missing with no note or explanation and the fact that I hadn't brought my cell phone with me was not going to help my case either but I needed to get out of there for the sake of my sanity.
After shutting off my brain as I drove I found myself sitting outside the lab that perplexed me so much. I decided to go in after much debate with myself about my attire. After all grey sweatpants and a hoodie wasn't really the image I had carved out for my male self these past few weeks. However as I got eyed by both of the nurses on guard duty I realized I probably looked handsome in anything at this point. Kenzie had done a marvellous job at my barber and apparently my male genes were as favourable to me as my female ones. I threw them a Dr. Lewis smile at them as I asked for privacy for good measure ensuring they'd leave me alone for the length of my stay.
The lab was quiet and I stared at the countdown left on the computer announcing that my serum would be done in a few hours. I figured now was as good time as any to wait for it and pulled up my sleeves ready for some reading and reviewing. I wanted to understand the results of the breakdown I had ran the past few days I had begun my treatment.
As always I lost track of time as I read through my findings fascinated and worried at the same time. There were still so many unknowns and the fact that the serum was beginning to plateau was unnerving me. I was taking one step forward and another five backwards and it was starting to defeat me. I was always reminded and praised for having one of the brightest minds and yet this escaped me. Like with Bo people gave me too much credit for stuff that simply seemed to be.
For the life of me I couldn't understand what the Succubus saw in me to keep her beside me for so long. I never doubted Bo's love, loyalty or devotion. As much as it infuriated me, I didn't question it even when she was feeding on the side. I did however question what she saw in me all the time. I was a Doctor and yes I was good looking but in the end she was a Succubus and Succubbi weren't exactly the definition of monogamy or happily ever after. I knew for a scientific fact that I would never be enough for Bo even when fully healthy because Succubi crave a variety of sexual interaction in their lifetime.
"Knock Knock…" I turned to the door from the sound of her voice and found Alycia leaning against the side of my lab door.
"Hey there." I nodded with a smile as she came into the room.
"Pulling a night shift Dr. Lewis?" she asked keeping it casual as I sighed loving the normalcy of being called something so me.
"Not really… couldn't sleep and there's something in my research just consuming my mind." I admitted frustrated.
"If it's about Emanuelle, Dyson and Mark are already on it." Alycia started to convince me but I stopped her.
"It's about my condition this time. I cannot do anything about Emanuelle until he turns up so I've decided not to let it occupy my mind as much." I explained as she nodded.
"Makes sense. Alright why don't you give me a run down? Sometimes I explain procedures to Mark and Dyson. They don't understand what I'm saying but it helps me gain a different view on certain aspects." Alycia's excitement was almost contagious and it somehow comforted me.
"Alright then." I smiled in spite of myself.
I spent the next hour or so explaining the details of my genetic condition to Alycia. She had kicked back and taken her shoes off and sitting on one of the desks as she took notes here and there while I explained. Somehow she was following almost everything I was saying down to a T. I was about to explain to her the genetic marker and chromosome count needed for my serum for the third time when she stopped me and finished some annotations in her booklet. I was patient and waited to see what was next as I stood and stretched my tired achy muscles.
"So basically nobody in your family has this but you found it's genetic. So that leaves me with two options: You are patient zero for an unknown genetic deficiency which will trickle down generations after you-"
"Exactly what my hypothesis is, which might never be proven because I highly doubt that I can procreate with Bo." I laughed as reality dawned on me and my face paled. "Wait-"
"Hold your horses there Romeo, must I remind you that a Succubi can only be impregnated by a non-related Inccubus or an Ancient caliber Fae which is why they're so rare. No offense to your kind honey…"
"None taken. You've been reading up." I complimented as she blushed.
"I have to, Mark is going through puberty and Dyson is as lost as I am at this parenting thing but I'm trying to cover all our bases. Who knows what that kid gets into with Dyson as his father?" Alycia laughed as I smirked knowing full well what she meant.
"My second hypothesis is that you have a genetic mutation of an actual disease that runs in your family manifesting in your genes. I've heard of your species suffering from some sort of iron deficiency in elders that leads to loss of appetite amongst your populations in Europe."
"Wow. I'm seriously impressed." I admitted as I stared at the woman in front of me.
"Alright so I've been researching about your kind, sue me! I'm worried about your health, we all are." Alycia's hand over my own was a gesture women reserved to comfort other women. It made me feel strangely myself and I appreciated her friendship a lot more than yesterday.
"Thank you… I really hadn't thought of it being a mutation… if that's the case then it would explain why the serum has only been so effective." I mused as she nodded.
"You need to separate a different enzyme from Bo's cells than the one you just used. It has to be something chronologically similar in the regeneration scale." Alycia added as I nodded already making a mental note of these things.
"I have been targeting something upscale but I had separated an enzyme pretty early on that was of no use for me when I was a woman, I wonder if perhaps now that my chromosomes have changed it'll react similarly to the one I made my current serum with." I shot off as my brain overworked with the possibilities and calculations that Alycia's new hypothesis offered.
"Sadly my friend, there's only one way to find out." The brunette was right and I nodded knowing as much.
"I think I have a blank specimen to add that enzyme to. If you want to wait I'll give you a ride after." I offered as she smiled.
"Let me help you then."
It was nice to have company in the lab and much more so if it was somebody that knew what I was doing and talking about. As I had mentioned before Alycia was very competent as a nurse so with some research I could see how she would immerse herself in a topic such as my kind and their genetics. Dyson and Trick had all kinds of literature available and since Dyson had claimed Alycia, Trick had a big soft spot for the gal.
Alycia's phone had rung in the middle of the drive home. It was Dyson inviting us out to this new club out of the city where they had ended up chasing a lead on this Emanuelle guy. The thought of things moving forward on that front had me almost speeding to the outskirts of the city to them so we obviously got there in record time. Dyson met us in the parking lot scoping the place out to make sure the lead hadn't left.
"Alycia stay with Mark out here in case things turn ugly, Laurent and I can handle the rest. I'm sure this Lucas guy will not be as tough as the last chump." Dyson instructed as we stood outside the parking lot.
"Why do I have to stay back? I bet I'd be just as intimidating as Laurent here." Mark whined and Dyson laughed.
"Mark somebody needs to make sure Alycia is safe." The elder man reminded his son as the young kid straightened up taking his duty seriously.
With that argument settled Dyson and I were ready to go inside when a commotion started inside. We ducked behind the car as people and Fae alike ran from the bar in chaos. We could hear mumblings of a fight or an ass kicking in progress. It didn't seem like that type of bar but I knew like all Fae things this building could be deceptive.
"Pops we might've lost him." Mark hollered as Dyson shook his head.
"I can't pick up his scent out here which must mean he's still inside. Take care of Alycia, we'll be right back." With one look I knew Dyson was ready and we walked towards the bar with everyone running from it.
Once we got past the front door we realized the place was trashed. I stood a little taller as my body tensed on its own ready for the fight. My fists were balled and my adrenaline was running high with the situation. With my old serum in tow and a new dosage running through my system I was sharp on my senses enough to sense Dyson's discomfort at some scent or another.
"What is it?" I asked as I looked around hearing a commotion in the back room.
"We're not alone. There's the lead…" Dyson nodded at an unconscious man in the middle of the dance floor. "There's two more people."
"Alright let's-"
"Laurent, Bo is here." Dyson's tone was apologetic and I tensed even more almost rushing to the back room.
"Where? She might be hurt!" I admitted as I noticed large amounts of blood on the floor leading to the back room. "I have to find her."
"No, Laurent. Wait!" Dyson insisted as I ran off to find her.
When I crossed the threshold I almost had to turn around. The scene was like a bad and gory car crash from which you wanted to look away but you couldn't. I could see Bo's naked back was towards me as she straddled the man in front of me clearly riding him and moaning in pleasure. The anger that surged through me was so overpowering that it almost blinded me for a second. One thing was hearing about things, but seeing this was incredibly maddening.
"What in the actual fuck!?" My voice boomed through the space as I crossed the room in long purposeful strides.
As if expecting me she turned around in one swift motion and held me by the shoulders as anger boiled over me and I pushed her out of the way gently but firmly. My eyes zeroed in on the half-dazed man in front of me as my lip raised in a snarl. Before I knew it I had been tugged by the shoulder roughly and I could no longer advance. I glared at Bo who was holding me in place as her eyes moved from me quickly. They turned an ethereal blue as the words spilled from her lips.
"Run away from here never come back." Bo clearly mentioned to the man who didn't hesitate.
It was as if a flame had been fired up in my stomach and nothing but rage and anger boiled to the surface as I stared at Bo's face. I clenched my jaw and searched myself for restraint as I waited for anything to make sense of this situation. I was imploring the heavens she wouldn't start off with the classic this isn't what it looks like. As we squared off her nakedness was only bringing me more anger than I ever thought possible.
"I can explain this." Bo's words were level but her eyes were on the ground as she leaned down to grab her clothes.
"I don't think that's needed. It was pretty self-explanatory." I gruffed from behind clenched teeth.
"You cannot be seriously mad right now…" Bo scowled making me even angrier.
"Of course I am!" I roared as she glared at me.
"What was I supposed to do!? I was mortally injured-which I still am a bit by the way you big jerk- and I am in the middle of nowhere. Mister I took your car and left my fucking phone on top of the table!" Bo screamed at me as she jabbed my chest emphasising each word.
"I was in the lab!" I defended myself as I frowned.
"How was I supposed to know! I got a lead that was going out of town so I needed to scram ASAP. A lead that benefits you by the way… How the fuck was I supposed to know you were coming by here? And what? What's the point if you were... I don't want to be a bitch and pressure you here, dear, but I can't feed off of you. I also can't feed with anyone BUT you and… DID I MENTION I WAS MORTALLY INJURED?" she continued raging as I froze with shock.
"Bo-"
"No! You wanted honesty? Well here it is buttercup, I need to feed and you're going through some shit so we're gonna need to compromise. Not only that but I was injured of the mortal kind, so we need some rules about that kind of shit." Bo went on smoothing her jacket as I shook my head at the situation.
"I know it's complicate-"
"COMPLICATED!? Lau, baby, you're a fucking man right now and a damn hot one at that and I cannot bear to be in the same room as you since I lust for you so deeply. I've been starving, angry, confused and injured most of the time this transition has happened but the only word you could muster in here is fucking COMPLICATED? We're not 14 in high school, this is Fae fuckedupville right now!"
It was in one swift movement that in an angry explosion of energy I swung Bo over my shoulder like a bag of potatoes. I didn't stop at her struggles or demands to be let down, nor did I stop as Dyson shot me a confused look while I walked away without a word. By the time we had reached the car Bo had stopped struggling even though her mouth was still spewing out profanities and demands. I was so angry at the moment that I wasn't even thinking about my strength and yanked on the car door so hard I wondered if I had the strength to break it off its hinges. Tossing Bo in before I shut the door hard silenced the Succubus.
I don't know if it was the hostility of my movements or the abrupt change in my personality but Bo had stayed silent and still the whole time I rounded the car and got in. It wasn't until we had peeled out on the dirt road at high speeds that she turned to look at me evenly. I noticed how hard my jaw was set at the moment and exactly how hard I had been gripping the steering wheel. I didn't want to fight in the car or anywhere for that matter, I was a Doctor and logic should prevail. And yet I couldn't rip the image of Bo on top of that man off my head.
"You cannot do this! You cannot be all caveman Lau and then just whisk me away like.. like… ugh!" Bo fumed beside me as she crossed her arms and huffed in the passenger seat.
"You get flustered when you're angry." I muttered under my breath without thinking.
"And you get stupider… What the fuck are we doing Lewis!?" Bo asked angrily as I turned down the road I knew well but hadn't been to in so long.
It was almost as if the mere fact of being back here had brought me a peace that helped me see things more clearly. I had noted the dirt road when passing by with Alycia and now that I was down it I didn't understand what had strayed me off from the property in the first place. In my anger it seemed I needed comfort and my body took me somewhere my mind hadn't thought of in years. It made me think of the beauty beside me and how I had been so blind to ignore what she needed.
I adored this woman, there was no denying it and the fact that we were so disjointed and disconnected when it came to our relationship lately was breaking me apart. I couldn't continue on this path of self-loathing myself without the risk of losing Bo in the process. It was what kept me quiet and angry the whole ride. As I parked the car along the coastline by the broken down blue and white shed Bo had given up on any conversation with me and had gone straight to seething angrily in the corner of the passenger seat. I took a deep breath and unlocked my door opening it as the cold salty air hit us. Bo threw me an angry incredulous look and I understood she was giving me the treatment now.
"Come outside with me Bo." I whispered as I reached over her and effortlessly opened her door with insistence.
With a roll of her eyes and a huff she followed me slamming the car door. I had nothing left to burn or simmer in the anger department. I had gone straight to saddened by how broken we had become in the midst of my illness, this curse… I let out a huge sigh as I leaned into the wooden fence in front of the water crashing into the rocks in front of us. Bo stood across me with her arms crossed and a deep scowl as she glared at me. I knew she was tired and frustrated because I was as well.
"Can I please examine you? I need to know the extent of your injuries." I asked gently as she shook her head briskly her scowl deepening.
"You don't get to touch me twenty minutes AFTER I mentioned I was still injured. You should've thought of that earlier." She shot at me as I flinched.
"I needed to calm down… this body is a lot more volatile than I expected." I sighed knowing I was starting to sound like a broken record in regards to my own unknown body. "I know it sounds like an excuse with my new body and all…"
It was a long hard silence as the sound of the waves comforted me. I was beginning to think this was it, the irreparable rift I had always feared would come between Bo and I at some point. This was potentially the straw that broke the camels back. And could I blame her? I absolutely couldn't. How could've I been so self-centered that I had neglected to observe and acknowledge her being injured? I am a Doctor no matter what body and to use this petty excuse was beginning to feel inexcusable from my part. As the silence grew I tried to search for anything that could bring some sort of solace between us.
"I get it…" Bo's voice was gentle, yet I could hear the frustration in it. "I want to just punch your stupid beautiful face right now but I get it. I've been there remember? I know what it's like to not know your own body."
"Yeah…" I whispered, how I could forget that the Succubus spent most of her Fae beginnings not knowing what or who she was, was beyond me.
"We need to talk more. I admit I should've started to a while ago but your illness and now the curse…" Bo started as she blew hot air. "I just… ugh why can't we be normal for a night!"
"Why don't we?" I suggested without missing a beat.
"What? Lau you're a man!" Bo pointed out as I laughed at the irony of life.
"I get that, and who knows how long I will be like this? Maybe the lead in the bar… maybe the vampire, maybe Emanuelle himself… There's a lot of unknowns in my life right now about that and I don't like it. This is why I'll hold on to something I know for a fact and that's how much I actually adore you." I admitted in the spirit of honesty that was growing between us.
Bo gave me a tentative look, one I knew well. She was on the fence on whether to continue this argument or follow my reconciliation. It was a place we both knew well and I hoped it was the last time we visited it for a long while. I knew I had to press to get this to swing my way so I did.
"Let's go to dinner, to a movie or something or both. Let's dress up have a night to ourselves doing normal non-fae shit. I'll take my serum, you can healno if's and's or but's about how you do it and I'll pick you up at 8:30pm at your place…" I suggested hoping I was on the right track here.
"So you're giving me permission to do something you were mad about half an hour ago? I thought we were being honest here." Bo asked sceptical and I didn't blame her.
"Look I know I flew off the handle and truth is Bo, one thing is hearing about encounters, visualizing it in your minds eye and another one is actually witnessing it. It drove me insane to witness that, yes, but I need you to be healthy and alive. You keep saying you were mortally injured and after I calmed down I realized that I have-yes-put you in a very rough spot. So I want us to just take this date as a beginning of sorts." I tried explaining rapidly although it was making my palms sweat as my French accent grew thicker and thicker.
"This is like the millionth-"
"Mon Dieu! I know, ok? I just… this time though I will fucking make an effort to stay honest and I know you will too. I just… we need to reset or something here Bo." I mentioned after rubbing my scruff in frustration.
"So anything before the date is fair-game?" Bo asked incredulously.
"Whatever, yes, I just don't wanna think about it, k?" I grimaced and she didn't push it.
"Take me home and-" Bo started but I shook my head with a smile.
"You take the car go home, I can stay here. I have a few things to take care of before going home to get ready." I smiled and she gave me a puzzled look with a shrug.
"Fine, I'm still angry enough at you to leave you in the middle of nowhere." Bo admitted and with that she hopped in the car and sped off as I chuckled to myself. This woman.
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I was nervous when I pulled into Bo's neighbourhood. I hadn't been this nervous about a date with her in a long time and it seemed appropriate with the reset I had asked for before we parted. My palms were sweaty but the whole car smelled like my aftershave and my cologne so it silenced my fears. I decided to knock on the door and be a gentleman to follow-up on my jitters. I was riled up from the serum shot I had before leaving so the fresh air was nice to have.
I half expected Kenzie at the door but I was pleasantly surprised to see Bo all dolled up in a beautiful black and blue dress with matching heels and beautiful blue earrings. Her hair was up making way for her exposed regal neck and her makeup was as always flawless. She was class and elegance rolled up into one sexy package and I was taken aback by the sheer beauty of my lover. She roamed her eyes up and down my body. My crisp grey and gold suit was moulded to my body and I knew I looked good by the gas station attendant's reaction when I paid for my gas. I had trimmed my scruff down to a stubble and shaved the edges clean, my hair was parted to the side and held in place with some great smelling pomade. I tried to carry myself with confidence even though I still felt too big in my own skin.
"You look beautiful Bo." I smiled offering my hand to escort her to the car which she took and followed me.
"Me? Talk about you! You are downright delectable right now Doctor." Bo's tone held the spunk of her flirtatious personality as I held the door open for her.
"I will accept that compliment since I took such a long time trimming and shaving my beard. It took so much concentration to not cut my own face." I admitted as we got into the car.
"I can imagine. It looks as beautiful as ever." Bo smiled and caressed my face as I leaned into her touch closing my eyes.
"You know how to make me melt, that's for sure." I smiled before kissing her palm and getting out of there.
"I'm glad we're taking your car, I would look too classy for my own vehicle right now." Bo laughed as we started a bit of small talk.
"about that, I'm sorry I took-"
"No. None of that. We're resetting remember?" Bo reminded me and I nodded with a smile.
Dinner was an experience to say the least. Not only did we get stared at the entire time by the staff but Bo decided to shamelessly flirt with me the entire time. I didn't know if it was the lusting looks some of the waitresses had given me or if she was in fact flirting with me but I followed her flow. In no time we forgot about anything that wasn't us and flirted earnestly with one another. As wine flowed and food came we got lost in effortless conversation and easy chatter about our misadventures with daily life.
Bo was animatedly waving her hands around to emphasise something about the cab driver she had the other day being batshit crazy as I started laughing wholeheartedly. She stopped in mid sentence and squinted as I tilted my head to understand what had stopped my loving Succubus.
"Is that Marci?" Bo was about to get up when my hand fell atop hers.
"Let it go for now Bo." I whispered as she looked at me incredulously.
"What? Don't you wanna be yourself again?" she asked in disbelief.
"I do, but right now I don't want to think about anything else but you and I. What if it's not Marci and we just ruined a perfect evening?" I asked levelly as I took a sip of my whiskey and ginger ale.
"…I… What if it is? Are you willing to take that chance to let this person walk out just to not let this ruin our date?" Bo's tone was something I couldn't place. It wasn't vulnerability nor hope but something different.
"I am. Because I feel that if we stand up right here right now we're just letting something get in the way of us restarting. It always happens to us doesn't it? We start with the best intentions Bo and then something Fae happens and we're back to feeling alone and keeping things from one another and I'm tired of the same results doing the same things. So, yes I am willing to take that chance, are you?" I asked looking into her eyes as they traveled along my face and features.
"I am." She whispered as I smiled and she followed suit.
"I think this is a good start." I admitted as she nodded.
"Me too." She smiled.
It was as infallible as our chemistry was before I changed. The whole night, it seemed I had just worn my skin better than most days now. I could see Bo's eyes follow me as I walked around the bed in my apartment. We were tipsy from dinner and Bo's hands currently cradled a glass of champagne while mine sat empty somewhere in my bathroom. She smiled beautifully at me offering the last of her glass and I gladly downed it while trying to still my heart from the beauty right in front of me.
I watched as she took off her earrings and placed them gently on the bedside table. As rough as Bo could be she could also be all elegance and poise. After putting the glass down I undid the cuffs of my still crisp suit shirt and moved to the ones down my chest from there. Bo's eyes met mine again as she wore a small smirk on her face. It all felt so natural and right. The way she looked at me was just exactly how it had once been, before my change, before my illness, before the stress. My chest puffed in pride as she scanned my now exposed chest and I noticed how she bit her bottom lip before her eyes traveled back to my own.
"I said it the first time and I'll say it again. Wow." Bo husked as I smiled across the bed licking my lips and dropping my shirt uncaring about wrinkles now.
I blushed at the compliment as her eyes roamed my athletic legs before the bulge in my boxers I knew I was teasing her and I hoped she liked it. I knew Bo was attracted to me in this form but now something grew in me like it always did that made me want to tease the Succubus and make her lose control. I loved driving Bo insane, it was this never ending game of cat and mouse and something about tonight made me feel ready for the task.
"You like what you see?" I asked in a deep tone as she smiled.
"You know I do Lau." Bo whispered as she let her dress fall to the floor.
It was dizzying with the force that I suddenly wanted Bo. The sheer force of it was my center of gravity instead of the earth's pull. I couldn't control the animal-like desire growing within me as I closed the distance between us with three swift strides rounding the bed. Her eyes were on my own with a mirrored expression of lust and raw passion. It was as if she was seeing me for the first time and maybe she was –after all things were insane to say the least.
I felt the familiar thrill of having Bo look at me this way, go down my spine. It was a tingle, a shiver, something I couldn't quite describe without sounding like an aloof teenager. The fact that the familiar feelings swept through me right now made me feel complete for the first time since this started. It was strange yet ironic how my body knew on it's own accord how to react and move against Bo's. My now familiar big hands caressed her face as she leaned into my touch with a wide smile.
"You still have healer hands." Her smile shone through her eyes and at that moment I could hold myself back no longer.
My trembling hands were on her thighs immediately as I grabbed her hips and puller her towards me with a firm hand on her luscious ass. Bo's legs wrapped around my torso as I moaned with the thrill of being able to toss Bo around this way. Even though we were both Fae, Bo had always been stronger and more dominant when it came to bed and now I got to return the favour. I felt her lips crash against my own as I rocked my hips against hers making the Succubus moan.
Our tongues battled with passion and the familiar sounds of Bo's heavy breathing caressed my ears. This was home for me. Bo's body flushed against my own as our hands tried to mirror the heat within our hearts. No matter what form I ever had, as long as I was breathing and alive this was never going to change. The way Bo touched me, the way she kissed me and got lost in me and our moment I knew would never ever change no matter what. It had suddenly clicked in my head. The truth filled me with confidence and I took the chance to act upon it.
We broke apart for air as I pushed us both into the bed wanting nothing else but to connect with Bo. Her hands were on my chest as she pushed my hair back made me pause and our eyes met with me atop her. I was surprised by the gentleness and care in there despite of the brimming fire screaming to our bodies.
"You're absolutely breath taking baby." Bo whispered as I felt myself blush.
"I can never take my eyes off of you Ysabeau." I admitted and her smile lit up Bo's beautiful face.
"Are you trying to get me wet Doctor Lewis?" Bo's tone turned seductive as I gave her a half smile rocking my hips into her own.
"Is it working?" I purred as she gasped nodding.
I froze as her hand reached into my boxers and she stroked me completely. My eyes flew shut as a moan tore from my throat and my fists tightened around the bed sheets on either side of her head. I wasn't sure if I could do this but Bo touching me in the most intimate of places had the same effect on me as ever.
"For the love of Fae you are perfect." Bo's voice caressed my ear as she continued to give me attention where I needed it most.
"Bo…" I whispered with a tremble as my eyes met hers.
"Let me make love to you Lauren." Bo whispered as her grip tightened and I lost myself.
Bo's eyes flashed blue and in seconds she had flipped us so that I was underneath her. She wasted no time in getting me completely naked and roaming her eyes along my body like the first time she ever did. Her digits ran along my chest and settled in a small scar as her lips curled with fondness. We both knew what the scar was and what it meant as well.
"I don't care what body you're in Lauren, as long as you're you. I fell in love with you. I'm bisexual… and yes it took some time adjusting but truth is babe I've wanted you from day one when I walked into that bathroom and found out it was YOU." Her smile turned mischievous as her fingers trailed down my abs.
"Let's see if you understand me."
In seconds Bo's lips crashed into my own as our tongues battled for dominance. It was rushed, it was heated, it was sexy and familiar. All the things I loved about being with Bo concentrated in our lips. As always I knew she'd bite my lip after kissing me senseless, it was my favourite part and as per usual a long moan escaped my throat when she did.
"Mm mm that French accent is VERY sexy Lau." Bo chuckled as her free hand curled in my blonde hair.
"God you drive me crazy." I gasped consumed by the feeling of her on me as she kissed down my jaw.
"Exactly… I bet I can kiss you and caress you in all my favourite spots and still get the same reactions out of you." Bo chuckled pinching my nipple between her teeth making me hiss. "Case in point."
"Almost every place…" I corrected as she shook her head with a smile.
"Oh baby, wait 'til I'm done with you." Bo purred as her eyes flashed an intense blue and with that she traveled down my body.
My eyes flew open as the deep moan ripped from my throat and my hips bucked from the mattress towards Bo. She felt so warm and good around my hardening form that my eyes snapped shut again with a huge shudder leaving my lips. My hands flew to her head as I pulled on her hair which was received with a long moan from her throat. The way she vibrated around myself making me shiver deliciously.
"Fuck Bo" I grunted as I felt her smile taking me deeper while my head fell back into the pillow in absolute pleasure.
She felt so good all thoughts were erased from my mind. I could only feel and what she was doing to me was incredible. My eyes snapped open as I felt her stop. I searched for her with my gaze, I was impossibly hard after her ministrations and I could simply not stop now. When her eyes met mine I was delighted to see her electric blue eyes zeroed on my own. I licked my lips giving her a half smile as she drew in a shaky breath when my hands found her hips. With one shift of my hips I was atop us with a triumphant smile.
I ventured my hand down her every memorized curve, I passed the swell of her breast, the dip of her hips until I reached the valley of her moist centre. I gladly applied pressure against her throbbing centre with my fingers as I heard her gasp from right beneath me. I could feel how wet she was for me already so I made quick work of the panties she was wearing before placing myself between her legs while we grinded against each other with a chorus of sighs and moans. I looked into Bo's half lidded blue eyes full of lust as her mouth hung slightly open in the perfect pear shape of exquisite pleasure while her breaths came out in a ragged pace. It only made me want her more. I ached from how much I really wanted her with each thrust I grew impatient to be inside her, to feel her warmness. I knew she knew this with how her lips curved in a mischievous smile while she pulled me even closer.
"I'm yours Lauren…" she whispered as I moaned softly at the admission.
"I'm flattered." I confessed with a half smile giving my hips a soft shift making the contact between us a slower drag while she grasped tighter to me.
I couldn't hold off the desire I had for capturing her lips with my own. Our tongues danced that familiar dance as the deliciousness of our heated making out made hands roam and explore. I felt Bo cup my firm ass and grab it hard encouraging more movement between us. I took this time to kiss down her slender neck, her delicate collarbone, her beautiful chest until the bounty of her breasts was before me. I adored Bo's tit's there was no denying this in any form or lifetime. I was quick to fill my mouth with one of them as she pushed her warm wet core against my hardness in pure excitement.
As always I wanted to pleasure Bo to heights unimaginable. With this new form it was more about instinct than though so I decided to feel things out and do what felt good. It was like having my first time all over again and perhaps it was. By the time I had Bo moaning harder I knew I hadn't lost my knowledge of the Succubus' body as I teased the secret spot beside her hip. I pulled up to kiss her neck once more and while she nibbled on my earlobe knowing it drove me crazy her hands caressed my hard pecs now going up to my neck pulling me closer. I wanted to taste her and feast on her wet warmth but with this new body there was more pressing matters in mind.
I pinned her hands above her head and kissed her neck lavishly traveling to the valley of her breasts again. I met her eyes as she looked at me with curiosity and I smiled at her from her navel.
"What do you want Bo?" I asked as she shivered.
"God you're so sexy with that accent." She noted as I smiled even wider.
"Oh yeah? Does that turn you on Bo?" I asked feeling adventurous.
"Fucking right babe." She purred. "Please don't tease me."
With those words I let myself go and did what we both wanted the most. I was hoping to myself not to be as useless as I was before but from Bo's moans I was sure I was doing a good job. As she pulled me in for a deep kiss I lost myself in Bo. Her hands found my blonde hair as I moved with the wave of her own hips and I shuddered before rocking my hips in sync with the Succubus. Bo pulled away from my lips and moaned as I kissed her neck.
"Laurent please…" Bo gasped and I lost myself to her.
As I laid there spent and amazed I could feel Bo's finger's on my chest. She was humming a lullaby in my ear, it was her 'happy' song for after sex and I hadn't heard it in a long time. My body was so heavy after my climax and feeding Bo that I wasn't quite sure I would be able to walk again. Bo was a big fan of making me cum five or six times but with this body I wasn't quite sure about that being a thing anymore.
"I can't believe you lasted this long… Are you sure you weren't practicing behind my back?" Bo teased laughing as I laughed along with her.
"Only with my hand baby" I chuckled as she hit my chest.
"You're too good at this already. I'm not used to guys making me cum that hard or frequently." Bo frowned as I suddenly felt renewed and flipped us pinning her under me.
"I'm not any guy." I whispered in her ear. "I'm your woman and I know your body Ysabeau."
I felt her shiver with desire under me and suddenly I felt myself re-invigorated and ready for this second round.
"Lau…" Bo tried before I captured her lips with my own in a searing heated kiss teasing her with my hips.
It was the first time of many that night that my name left her lips in the passion of the moment.