Travis
My Parents
Always did fight, but
they both got worse
as the years past. She
got up and left one day.
I remembered her yelling
You and that dumbass
child of yours are worthless
all you are is a dumb old
man that could care less
if I died. So see ya in hell
bastard.
I was in my room,
ignoring the screaming.
I isolated myself with
Metallica and Nirvana.
Even though the volume
was on full blast, I could
still hear them. Then my
door slammed open. She
had her bags packed and
a suicidal look in her eyes.
Come on, son, we're
leaving your sonofabitch
father. So hurry up and
pack your damn bags.My father came running
upstairs, and yelled at her
First you call him, a dumb-
ass, now you are going
to take him with you?
Just go kill yourself,
cause nobody cares
about you. Get the
hell out of my house.
My mom looked him
straight in the eye.
For once, she said
nothing. I was thirteen
at the time, I was already
having problems with
hormones, and now
my parents. I had
just found out I was
gay at the time too.
Poor Mom, shot Dad
in the leg before she
left with a BOOM. I
called the cops, but by
time they caught up
to her car she stopped
on the bridge and jumped
off. We got a call at the
hospital about her death.
I cried. Cried, all day until
I forgot what I was crying
about. I blamed myself
for the suicide. If I wasn't
born they'd still be together.
Now I'm Eighteen
And (almost) free from being nagged on all day.
My dad is still emotionally scared and still has a
limp in his right leg. School, on the other hand,
is a little harder. I fantasize about the popular
guys at our school. You, know what I mean, except
for some of you, it is usually with the opposite sex.
I was only in a seriously relationship once, but that
was when I found out that I was gay and needed to
cover it up. Natalia Ramon was the girl I asked out.
She was easy, if you know what I mean. She spreads
her legs open for anybody. I never did like her, but
she was my lifeline for keeping me straight, literally.
I never kissed her because I never was attracted
to her. She broke up with me because of it. After
that she started going out with another guy. He
slept with her and broke up with her a day later.
I Never Was
Attracted to women, even
as a tween. Men, were buff,
hot, and dangerous. Women
were dramatic, lazy, and not
the brightest in the box. I
fell in love instantly with
Kurt Cobain. He was good
looking and dangerous.
I know he was famous
and probably didn't know
I existed, but hey, every-
one has that famous crush.
It Was Halloween
And that meant I
had to go to my Aunt
Melanie's house. She had
three son's: Randy, Jeb, and
Chris. Randy was the phsyco one
in the family. He had been to six schools,
and got expelled from every single one. After
he went to high school he dropped out. Now he
deals and sells drugs. I went to Aunt Melanie's place
and guess who was on the coffee table snorting
crystal. If you guessed Randy, you are correct.
He eyed me down then pulled out a gun.
If you tell anyone I do crystal, I'll kill
ya. Hey, let me be generous and
offer you some. Gun plus Randy
equals disaster. I had no other
choice so I sniffed a
line. It burned my
nostril, but it
felt so good
afterward.
Good
bye
life
and
hello,
new
twisted
life.
And I finished another chapter at 2:40 am! I think I should have been in bed by now...Well, anyways, hope ya liked this part and I am probably going to go to bed now. Night, night, and hope you enjoyed, like always!
~epically-awesome15