Bella's Story
Ch.6 You found me
I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything"
As soon as I got outside I felt the cool breezy of the Chicago wind, I welcomed it. It may have been cold, but it was not as cold as Edward's cold words. I walked away from the store, not knowing if he was following me. I didn't dare turn around to check.
I had nowhere else to go. I lived with him. In that very moment I wished to be deep inside a forest, so I could be alone for a while, but that would never happen. I walked further down the city street, past the beautiful window display's, with young girls gawking at them. And their mothers telling them to hurry up.
I walked in the nearest building fearing Edward would some how catch me. I looked around, at were I was. It was a small yet beautiful room with all types of toys. I only remember one toy I owned. The doll I had with me before the fire. I still had her in my suitcase.
Luckily I had lost Edward, I could not be around him when he got in one of his "moods." I knew I had no need for childish games so I left the store quickly and kept walking. I knew I would have to go "home" soon, but I knew I couldn't just face him like he didn't do anything wrong.
Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
To the corner of First and Amistad
By the time I reached the house the sky had grew black, and the Masen's were most likely done with their dinners. I tip toed in the house. And me being me I walked right into something hard and fell to the ground. I looked up. It wasn't a wall it was a very mad Edward. I got up and walked past him. But he grabbed my arm before I could get away from him.
"Where were you!" he yelled at me.
I wanted to cry, "I went for a walk." I said in a small voice.
"You should have told me. My dad would kill me if you got hurt!" he yelled again.
I had nothing left to say so I walked away from him, the only person I had believed I could ever love, up the stairs to my bedroom to cry.
He walked up behind me; I knew he was right behind me as I walked into my room. I didn't care that he was there. I started to cry. I knew my eyes would be bloodshot. He sat next to me on the bed, and turned my head so I faced him. I looked into the depths of his beautiful greens eyes, I felt as if I could see all the way to his soul. His eyes showed how pained he was.
With his free hand he wiped away the tears that had fallen on to my checks. This was an all-new side of Edward. A more then beautiful side of him.
"I…" his voice faltered
"You were saying," I said back.
"I'm sorry I yelled at you, if I lost you, I wouldn't be able to live with myself," he said
"Oh" I said sadly
"Isabella, come on you must be hungry," he said and took my hand in his. And walked me down to the kitchen.
"I don't think there' any food left from dinner" I said quickly
"Your right there isn't any left" he said slowly
"Then why?" I looked around and then fell and blacked out.
I looked around. I didn't know where I was. The floor was cold where I lay; I had lost every thing I worked for. They had fired me, telling me that didn't need me anymore. And now I was alone in Chicago, in a dark ally, alone. Well at least, I had a little bit on money, and a small bag of my things;
It was a dream. It had to be. I thought back to myself. I wasn't poor anymore. I had money.
Snow began to fall around me, I could not move. I couldn't get out of the snow. The snow felt like ice against my skin.
I heard my name being called but it wasn't 'Isabella' it was 'Bella' my father was only person who ever called me Bella, my mother thought that Bella wasn't a ladylike name. I liked the name Bella, but never asked people to call me Bella.
But the voice calling my name didn't belong to my father, it was Edward's.
And then I opened my eyes and looked up at him.
"Isabella you scared me" he said and hugged me. It was all a dream.
"Don't ever leave me," I said back to him
"I would never leave you," he said to me
"What happened?" I said
"You don't know? You fell and blacked out." He said sadly
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
I looked away from him, I was in my bed and Edward was next to me his father and mother talking to a doctor with honey blonde hair, he was beautiful with pale skin. He turned to look at he and smiled.
"Well it looks like Isabella has woken up" he said, "I'm Dr. Cullen" he said to me.
"Hi" I said weakly back to him
"Will Isabella be okay?" Edward asked him.
"She'll be just fine" he said then added, "She just needs to rest that's all"
"Okay" I said
After awhile everyone left leaving me alone with Edward, I started to drift off "don't leave me" I said in low voice to Edward. I thought I heard him say "never my Bella" but I drifted off too a dreamland, of happy dreams of party dresses and courtship and most of all Edward.
In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all I want
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me