It was seven o'clock when we all left the Club and our girlfriends were already waiting for us at the parking lot.

Nicolai ran up to me and hugged my leg.

I chuckled and lifted him then swung him around.

He began laughing then he hugged me, "I missed you Daddy."

I smiled, "I missed you too Nicolai."

Rose walked up to me and I instantly felt guilty.

But I hid my feelings.

"Hey Comrade."

"Hi Roza."

Rose was driving us home and I began feeling over whelmed with guilt.

I needed to tell her! But I didn't won't to lose her and I didn't won't to risk the chance of not seeing our son again.

"Dimitri is something wrong?" Roza asked me as we were in bed.

"No nothings wrong. I'm juts thinking."
"About?"
I signed, "You know Nicolai asked me if he could have a sister."

Rose's eyes widened before she started laughing.

"He's been saying that a lot lately."

I nodded and leaned in giving Rose a kiss.

She kissed me back and I felt her hand massaging my neck where my weak spot was at.

That's when I remembered I could have a hicky!

I pulled Rose's hand away.

She seemed hurt from my rejection.

I've never stopped her before.

"Not tonight Roza it's been a long day."

She signed, "Fine. Goodnight. I love you."
With that she turned her back against me.

"I love you too."

XxX

I heard something buzzing and I turned to the table next to me.

I got a text message from Adrian.

Doesn't he knwo it's 2 a.m. !

I looked at what it said,

Belikov I think the Zoey girl has a liking to you. -Adrian

Zoey? Then I remembered she was the red head girl.

So what? Look Ivashkov I don't think it's right for me to hang out with Zoey anymore. I had too much guilt and I couldn't even make love to Rose because I was too worried she'd see my hicky...-Dimitri.

Damm Belikov! Talk about paragraphs? Lol and oh, that sucks. :p -Adrian

Yea well ima go to bed. -Dimitri

Okay...but you're going to the Club tomorrow? -Adrian

I hesitated but I guess things will be okay if Zoey and the other girls isn't there.

Sure. Just don't invite the girls? -Dimitri

You're such a party pooper lol. But sure thing Belikov -Adrian

With that I sat my phone down and went back to sleep.