SPOV

" heyy dad, im off to practice with guardian Duarte" I said as I walked threw the kitchen. I hadn't been to practice since the kiss and I was scared of what today would be like.

" hold it" he said and I froze.

" what, I'm in pants and a shirt" I said looking down at my revealing top yet work out clothes none the less.

" not that, although I would appreciate a tee shirt, but I'm going with you to practice today" he said smiling. " I haven't met guardian Duarte yet, and you only have what five months of school left I want to see your progress".

" but dad, me and lex work out with you everyday" I said I really just wanted to see what liam thought of that kiss.

" I'm going" he said.

I huffed and walked out him following.

" why do you look upset?" he asked as we walked " you don't want me to see you with him"

" no no no nothing like that its just," I tried to think of something but nothing came to mind. " its nothing dad, come on" I said putting a fake smile on. We walked in and liam looked a little nervous seeing me then straightened up when he say my dad.

" guardian belikov" he greeted.

" dimitiri please" my dad said smiling shaking liams hand.

" liam" he said back.

" my dad came to see how far I am" I said smiling weakly.

" I'll just sit to the side" my dad said and went to sit.

After my warm ups to which I kept looking at liam and he had his guardian mask up but I saw in this eyes that he was nervous. Hell so was I, I kept thinking of what to do. tell him I really really like him, kiss him again or say it was a mistake bothed sucked.

" sparring" he said pulling me out of my day dreaming.

I let out a shakey laugh " bring it on, spainard".

He smiled and shook his head and we began. We fought back and forth a great fight but I could tell that he could tell and felt everytime we touched it was like a jolt. I pinned him to the ground and my hand accientaly swept across his face and he froze I took advantage and staked him.

" gotcha" I said and he smiled.

I heard clapping and I looked up to see my mother and lexi had joined my dad.

I got up from him and held out my hand he grabbed it and I helped him up.

My dad came up and hugged me " I'm proud of you" he said and it made me feel like the happiest girl in the world.

" really?" I asked a tear in my eye.

He laughed " I'm always proud of you, but today right there, made me feel like the luckiest even happier dad in the world".

I hugged him harder " thanks dad".

He smiled and kissed my head. " your gonna be a great guardian".

My mom came up and looked between me and liam who stood there still shocked, she eyed me and gave me a hug. " I'm so proud of you," she said.

She turned to liam " thank you very much, you've done and excellent job," she laughed.

" thank you, but it was all sofia, she did all the work".

" I want a mentor like you" said lexi laughing.

" you must me Alexandra, nice to meet you" he said shaking her hand. He turned to my parents " I cant believe I'm meeting thee belikovs espically mrs. Belikova".

" don't make me feel old its rose" she said.

" I see where sofia gets her appearance from she and Alexandra looks just like you, people keep telling me there the exact replica of you but I never imagined this much" he said laughing.

" why thank you" she said laughing and my dad wrapped his arm around her waist.

" they have some of me in them you know" he laughed.

" yeah, I'm just stunned I picture you guys like most tuff guardians all guarded" liam laughed.

" well, five kids does this to ya" said my dad as he kissed my moms forehead,

" don't mind my parents they act worse then teenagers" I said and he laughed.

" I think its great" he said, my parents laughed and talked a little more before exuseing themselves. Alex went to meet adam and I stood behind to talk to liam. I followed him into his office.

" can we talk" I asked and I closed the door behind me.

" what would you like to talk about" he asked.

" the, the uhhh the kiss" I stuttered .

" that shouldn't have happened sofia, I'm your teacher it was wrong, against policy im 21 your 18, its wrong and against the law." He said like he thought long about it.

" I'm not gonna stand here and say it was a mistake because I liked it and I know you did too, I know you felt something you feel something everytime we touch, as for the law I'm 18 there's nothing wrong" I spat back.

He shook his head " it doesn't matter what I feel or liked it's wrong".

" why are you saying its wrong" I asked I got closer to him and jumped on him as he sat in his chair and wrapped my hands around his neck, and brought my lips to his frozen figure. I kissed him lightly at first then I felt him kiss me back wrap his hands around my waist and I grew a little crazy and moved my hand his his hair and kissed him rough sticking my tongue in his mouth and feeling like mush when he did the same back. We sat there for several minutes when he pulled back.

" this is wrong, I cant do this" he said as he motioned to get up I got off him and he stood and started pacing.

" you feel the same way I could see it you kissed me back you liked it". I said.

" sofia your 18 im your teacher" he said god why was he saying that so much. " I cant do this, we cant do this".

" what do you mean,?"

" I mean this kissing being together what ever you have in that head of yours is not going to work, I like you a lot but im your teacher I cant do that to you, to the school I just cant"

" but you like me, I like you, come on please can we try, I like you a lot I know you feel the same way when we touch, kiss, spar" I said angery.

" I cant sofia" he said falling and slumping against the wall. " I like you but I cant".

" whatever, guardian Duarte, whatever," I said walking to the door fuming. " and all I was thinking about was you no relationship or anything crazy all I though about was you how I like you, but I see now, I'm sorry, now I must go" I opened the door looked back at him and he looked like hell, but I didn't care I walked out. He couldn't even give me a freaking chance.

I ran home and sat on the swing and cried, cried over liam and even more over the fact that I was crying over a guy, god he couldn't even say anything besides it was wrong.

LPOV

" I have to get home" I giggled against his lips. He kept kissing me. my lips my neck, collar bone and a ticklish spot behind my ear.

" stay over" he asked.

" I cant" I said breathless.

" come on we can just cuddle and kiss like this all night" he said kissing my neck.

" I wish, but my parents" I said trying to find my breath " would kill me then you, then bring you back to life and kill you again".

We kept at it for another twenty minutes, his shirt ending up on the floor along with mine but that was the only clothing missing. Finally I broke away. " I have to go".

I got up from the bed and he feel back grunting. I got up and started buttoning my shirt. I laughed " I feel so bad, making out with my secret boyriend in his dorm,".

He looked up " yeah, well put that shirt on or I wont let you leave" he said smiling eyeing certain assets.

" see something you like" I winked as him stopping at the top buttons of my shirt.

He got up and stood in front of me and kissed my chest and buttoned up the rest and looked in my eyes " lots".

I blushed a deep red and my whole body was on fire I peeked threw my eyelashes " walke me home?".

He kissed me softly " of course".

He grabbed my hand and led me out the dorms. We passed by people in the process who's eyes bugged out as they say adams arm around my shoulder all affectionate and cuddly, something you would usually never see him do. " you know your turning out to be a great boyfriend, I mean we passed my a lot of girls and you didn't even glance at them" I said joking.

" you're the only girl I want, forever" he whispered.

I froze and he looked confused " what happened what did I say" he asked confused.

" forever?" I asked " we've been going out for what a two three weeks? I know we talked all summer but forever?, wow that's a big word" I said a little shakey.

He shrugged " it's true though, I want you and only you forever".

"i-i-I I don't think im ready for forever just yet" I admitted as we came to the end of the path my house a couple of feet away.

" I'll wait for you" he said smiling.

" I never imagined you the waiting type, your waitng for me to go all the way, to tell my parents, and now waiting to be with me forever? That's a lot" I asked stunned.

" I wait for you forever to do whatever you want" he said as he pulled me to him and kissed me with such passion it felt like the world was shaking.

I broke away as we leaned our foreheads together. What he did next stunned me and numbed my whole body he whispered in my ear " I love you, alex",

" you- you what?" I aksed numb.

" you don't have to feel it or say a lot of girls have told me that and I didn't care for mean it but I love you, so much I know its fast but I do I love you I know you probably don't feel it back yet or-" I stopped him my jumping on him and wrapping my legs around his waist.

" I love you too" I said honeslty.

" you don't have to sa-" I stopped him again with my lips.

" I love you" I said again and he smiled that dazzling smile his eyes sparking in the dark, his lips meeting mine once more and I tightenened my legs around him.

" i wouldn't do that if I were I'm waiting but your making it very difficult" he said.

I laughed and held on even tighter running my hand threw his hair. I moaned a little just to get him even more hot and bothered. I jumped off him and pecked him on the lips. " bye". I said and I smiled my seductive smile.

" your so gonna pay for that" he said as I walked towards my house.

I looked over my shoulder and winked at him. He laughed and it looked so effortless as he stood there admiring me.

I walked to the house and into kitchen where my mom was eating something as usual.

" hey, where's dad?" I asked as she ate another doughnut.

" down stairs with sof, mase, jules and alex, bella's with andre we switched kids tonight".

I laughed. She looked at me and smiled " so how was your m.b.".

"m.b.?"

" mystery boyfriend?" she said.

I bit my bottom lip. " can you not freak?".

" you did it" she gasped.

" no, no, but I-I" I had trouble saying this to my mom.

" spit it out" she said excited. My dad came up with the boys at that moment and my mom groaned. " hey comrade can you take the boys over there pls" she said with the eyes me and sofi use on him all the time.

He laughed " from now on when you girls talk to me I'm making you wear sunglasses". He kissed her and went into the living room after messing up my hair.

" I love him" I said as soon as the coast was clear.

" oh, sweety your first love" she said as she hugged me. " I have to meet him, and call liss and tori and mia, ohh and olena mom and babushka".

" mom please no, please" I begged.

" fine but only if I get to meet him" she said.

" go call away" I said and sh pouted.

" mom" I groaned.

" why wont you let me meet him?"

" because I know you wont like him" and with that I stole her last doughnut and went in the living to bother my dad and brothers.

As we sat watching some old western movie sofi came in the house and it look like she'd been crying.

I ran up to her " what's wrong"

She sniffled " everything, I'm so stupid" she mumbled.

My dad look concerned but knew he had no chance of getting anything out of her. He gave us both a sympathetic look and said " I'm washing clothes soo you might have to take this upstairs but don't worry I wont let your mom eavesdrop".

Sofi sniffled " thanks dad".

We went up and she told me everything.

" I really like him isn't that the stupidest thing, I barely know him and I like him like like." She said into my shoulder.

" you and me both" I mumbled.

" huh! Oh adam, come on tell me about him, I'm being such a drama queen and bum when you probably wanna vent" she said wiping her tears.

" I told him I loved him".

She gasped " did you mean it?"

I nodded.

" damn I wanted to fall in love first" she said trying to make a joke out of it.

" you don't think its fast?"

" hell yeah its fast" she said but then softened " but I could tell you love him and he loves you so, it time doesn't matter". She hugged me. " you of all people in love, what is the world coming to".

I laughed " I think liam likes you a lot," I said. " I saw it that day of sparring the way he looked at you mom tensed up like a board and I knew she saw it too".

" he doesn't want me" she said into my shoulder.

" well then show him what he's missing" with that we sat there and planned out how to act around him, while watching what a girl wants with Amanda bynes.

" you really think he likes me that much" she asked as we were drifting off to sleep.

" who couldn't like you?" I said and petted her hair and helped my sister get threw her heartbreak. That night I dreamt about adam and me and the pond.