I know it has been too long but my life looks much like a roller coaster right now. So,please forgive me.

Disclaimers: I own nothing. All characters are owned by Charlaine Harris, Alan Ball and HBO.

Chapter 6

- There is something I need to tell you. I…

- Hum… If you two love birds don't mind.

The most annoying person in the world interrupted my Sookie: Nan Flanagan.

Sookie's POV

-Hum… If you two love birds don't mind. – Nan Flanagan said.

After that everything happened too fast.

I stood and cleaned my face and looked to that… that… woman.

She was staring at Bill with a dislike look. I turned my face to Bill who looked at me with a apologize look in his face.

I understood the message and in a few seconds, I was out of Bill's house.

I almost ran home. All that Bill had said was hitting my head like stones. I was feeling regret of haven't been capable of telling it to Bill. And I don't mean Eric being hidden in my house. If I had told that to Bill Pam would kill me for sure.

In a few minutes, I was standing in my porch. I sat in the stairs and tried to calm myself.

"I know you mustn't believe me but I love you…"

Those words were being repeated over and over again in my head.

Yes, I believed him. Or at least I wanted to believe but… it was difficult.

Yes, I loved him too and yes I missed him but it wasn't that easy. More things needed to be said. And now, I had to tell him it. But how do you tell someone you have been hiding something for almost four months? You don't that's the problem. I have been trying to delay it for so long that now I don't even know how to tell him. And more important, how will he react?

I was suppose to tell him but of course that woman ha to appear and ruin everything.

I sighed and decided to get in the house.

The conversation had been somewhat tiring and I didn't have the appetite to dinner so I was going directly to my bed.

When I walked in, it was all dark. Eric must be resting, I thought. Stupid thought.

I headed to the stair but hit something that pulled me to the floor.

And then the lights were on.

Standing in front of me, with a mixture of humor and seriousness in his face, there was Eric.

- Eric! What the fuck?

Eric left but he continued with a serious look.

-You didn't say anything about my stay to Bill, did you?

- How do you… -I asked from the floor. My right foot was hurting.

- You smell like him, I mean his smell is all over you.

- Oh… No, I didn't say anything but he is probably going to start looking for you.

- How do you know that? Did he mention anything, Sookie? Answer! – Eric shouted.

I stood with a certain difficulty because my foot was still hurting and shouted back:

- No, he didn't mention anything but Nan went there to talk with him and I am almost sure I heard Ginger's thought while I was coming here! And you don't have the right to shout at me because of your problems! Now you have your answers so fuck off!

- Well, Sookie, I can talk with you the away I want while you are in my house and if I do not want I do not have to fuck off!

- Fine! Then I will move for someone's place and then I call Bill telling him you are just a cemetery from him!

Eric growled and extended his fangs. I retreated and shook my head.

- You know what, Eric? If you want to stay here stay but if Bill comes here and finds you it is not because I told him! And if that happens, I hope Pam doesn't come for me because I have nothing, hear me, nothing to do with your fucking vampire shit! Now if you don't mind, I want to go to My room and get some rest. Oh, and by the way, you hurt me and I hate you.

I walked upstairs very slowly and went to my room. I chance in to my PJ's and went to bed . Not exactly to sleep but to think.

It was kind of strange, I mean I spend almost every day hearing people's thought that I almost forget mine. I is unfamiliar to me to think and don't hear anything disturbing my reasoning line.

I thought about my life since Bill came into Merlotte's.

There were many good things like… all the nights I spent with him, our conversations, finding I wasn't the only one with my gift, Jason getting more responsible… But there were also so many bad things: Gran's dead, Tina's dead, Rene/ Drew Marshall, meeting Eric (yes, the way I was feeling now, I really wanted to have never known Eric), Bill lying to me, me almost being killed several times, Lorena…

Yes the last year, I mean the last two years brought so many changes with them.

Feeling tired, I fell asleep dreaming about my secret and how Bill would react to it.

xXxXxXxXx

The next morning, I woke up feeling strange. I didn't know if it was happiness or sadness , it was a strange mixture.

I stood and check my feet. It was still hurting. And wanted to kill Eric now.

I went to the bathroom and took a long shower.

After finishing it, I got dressed and went downstairs.

Today I wasn't going to work. I had an appointment at the doctor and it was my day off.

I took a big breakfast with everything they I felt like eating and when I was feeling satisfied; I went to the living room to watch some television.

They were passing an old interview that was given by Bill about two months before I got back.

He looked handsome in his blue suit and red tie, with his new modern hair style but I still missed his old fashion and carefree style. That would be always the image of the truth Bill.

Somehow, in this new career he looked paler and stressed. I guess being a king must be hard and that was one of the reasons which made delay my revelation.

I turned my attention back to the interview. I t was a little boring especially when he was stopping to make complements to the Miss Portia Bellefleur. That was another one of the ladies.

Suddenly, my phone started ringing. It was Jason.

- Hey Jason!

- Hey Sook! How are you?

- Fine I guess.

- Today's your appointment isn't it.

- Yup.

- Do you want me to go with you?

- Jason, you already came with me the other times, you don't need to come.

- But I want to. Today's even my day off! You see, it's your lucky day!

I giggled.

- Yes, I hope so.

- What do you mean by "hope"? Haven't you been feeling fine?

- Just don't worry. But you this one is kinda of different from the usual one.

- Yeah you're right.

- I just wish Claudine won't appear there again.

- Yeah me too. But Claude was nice.

- Jason, he is gay…

- And so what? I am not interested in him. I just thought he was nice. And I if I remember Cam and Matt were also gays and you loved them!

- Oh! Don't even remember me of that two! I haven't seen them for ages! They are hilarious…

- Yeah you're totally right… You should call they. They would probably like to come and make a visit.

- Yes I should.

- So do you want me to go or stay.

- I guess you can come.

- Cool. I will pick you at 11a.m.

- Jason, I ca…

- I will take you there. See you soon.

- Okay. Thanks.

I turned the phone off and sat back in the sofa.

Cameron Sommers and Matthew Biers were two of my old high school friends. As they were gays, they were usually judged so when it came to my gift and me they didn't critic me and they would even play with it so they would irritate me. They usually called me "Thinker Bell" because I could read minds and because I was short.

I missed them and I should probably call them as Jason suggested.

I tuned of the TV and got my purse. Jason would be there in 15 minutes.

XxXxXxXxXx

Jason and me were driving to the doctor's clinic. Her name was Sophie Berry. She was very friendly and did everything with professionalism.

- Sookie, have you told Bill yet?

- No. I suppose to tell Bill yesterday. I even went to his house but he were interrupted…

- You need to tell him, Sookie. He has the right to know.

- I know that! And believe me, I'm regret of haven't been able to tell him yesterday but… it was my fault after all…

Jason nodded and he continued our way there.

When we got there, the receptionist told us the doctor would call me in a minute. We sat and he noticed my difficulties in walking.

- Sook, what happen?

- I feel and hurt my feet.

- You should tell that to Miss Berry.

I sighed.

- Miss Stackhouse, you can come in.

I stood and followed her into doctor's Sophie office.

- Good morning, Miss Stackhouse. How are you feeling today?

- Fine.

- Great. Please have a seat. You too Mr. Stackhouse.

We sat and so did Dr. Sophie.

- So, Ms. Stack…

- Sookie, please.

- Okay. So, Sookie, how have you past the last month?

- Very well. Better than the month before because I didn't feel sick. But I woke up many time during the night.

- It is normal during this first phase. And tired have you been feeling tired?

- Well a little.

- But you have followed the diet I gave you?

- Yes, ma'am.

- Very well. So what do you think about he go check your weight?

- Of course doctor.

- Well you just gain 2 pounds, that's quite normal. And have you been taking the iron, the vitamins and the others pills I prescribed?

- Yes, I do.

- Is everything okay with your foot?

- Yesterday, I feel and hurt it.

- I will check it in a while but what do you think about seeing our baby, hum?

I smiled and nodded.

I lain in the kind of bed.

- Lift your blouse, Sookie.

I did it and the doctor passed a gel in my very small bump. We started hearing the rhythmic sound that always brought me peace to my heart.

- Do you hear this, Mr. Stackhouse? It's or nephew/niece's heartbeat.

- It's so strange and fragile… - said Jason – Can you see if it is a girl or a boy?

- Well, let me see… No not yet. You baby is not collaborating, Sookie.

After I get cleaned from the gel. He sat back in the chairs in front of the doctor's desk.

- Well, Sookie, I would say your little one is much like a human being. He is growing a little bit faster but nothing especial.

Doctor Sophie Berry was a friend of Sam that was used to work with supernatural beings. The first time I came here, Dr. Sophie told me her boyfriend is a hybrid (vampire+werewolf).

- Now let me check your foot. Take off your shoes.

I did as she said. She examined my foot and then said:

- You spread your ankle, Sookie.

TBC...

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