JACOB

'Put your clothes on now Renesmee' Edward snarled at her. She laughed but she did oblige,

'I'm sorry I forgot, Jake's probably a virgin, he's never seen a girl without a top before' and she winked at me as she threw her top over her head. I wanted to hide my head and curl up in embarrassment but I wouldn't give Nessie that satisfaction.

'Be quiet Renesmee, you're to go absolutely nowhere, you're staying in here until we fix you, you got that?' Bella told her harshly, and she looked at me with a sympathetic glance.

'Ooo confinement, pity' Nessie fake pouted swinging her legs onto her bed. She motioned for me to join her; 'come sit with me Jake' she said smiling. I wanted so badly to take her up on that invitation,

I loved her so much, it was killing me to see her like this, she was my everything, my reason for existence, but she wasn't herself, she was the worst version of herself, the part buried beneath the surface. I shook my head and saw for a moment hurt flicker across her face before being replaced by a smirk and a shrug.

'Well if you're all going to hover, and you're not letting me out, do me a favour and get out' she said bitterly to all of us. Bella turned round and ran down the stairs, dry sobbing. Edward looked once sadly at Nessie and then to me.

'Please Jake, I know how difficult it is for you to be around her like this but I don't know, maybe with just you around you can provoke some kind of feeling out of her, plus she can't be by herself, she's dangerous like this. Don't be scared of her, I know her mind games but you are stronger than her, if it gets too much you can leave but I know you don't want to leave her.' And he was right, I didn't want to leave her, especially when she was like this, she thought she was dangerous but really she was even more fragile like this and I was her protector, it was my job to protect the love of my life forever no matter what. I nodded once at Edward and he placed his hand on my shoulder and looked at me with great sympathy, 'we'll fix her' he promised as he walked out closing the door behind him.

I didn't know what to do with myself, Nessie was on the bed playing with her hair and doing seductive poses and then she sat bolt up and adjusted her top so her cleavage was exposed. Nessie was extremely thin and she didn't have much of a chest so I could see how hard she was trying to make herself have a more womanly body. I sighed pitifully at her; I loved her so much, what on earth was she doing?

I moved over to her slowly and sat on the end of her bed. I decided to just be blunt.

'Turn your emotions back on Nessie' I said, my voice nearly breaking.

'No' she replied, bitter and cold as she looked me in the eye and then she smiled brightly, 'let's play a game' she squealed like a child.

'I'm not playing any games with you until you've turned your emotions back on' I replied coldly. I tried to lock my eyes with her again but she refused, and she just looked down at my hands.

'You know what your problem is Jake?' she quizzed, 'you're just so boring, you don't have any fun, you never break the rules, were supernatural, think of all the fun things we could do and never get caught!'

I laughed bitterly 'what, like mass murdering the whole town?' I asked.

She looked at me coldly, 'not necessarily, although we could if that's what you're up for' and then she smiled and I just stared blankly at her not believing she'd just said that. Where had my angel gone? I wanted to cry.

'Jeez chill out' she said waving airily 'I was just joking, see what I mean? You never have any fun, let's just go out and do something fun for a change, I feel as if my life is so restricted sitting here doing the same thing every single day'

'You like staying here' I reminded her

'Yes well, now I don't care so I want to go out and have some fun and I need you to stop trying to fix me, I'm not broken'

'Yes, you are, this isn't you, this is the very darkest worst version of yourself, you're shutting everything out because you don't want to feel the pain, you feel guilty, but you shouldn't, I'll help you just please turn it back on.' She paced round her room quiet for several moments. I longed to know what she was thinking. And then she turned around and jumped suddenly 'OMG JAKE LOOK OVER THERE' she screamed and I gasped and turned around quickly which was the biggest mistake ever. The second I turned around I heard the window open swiftly and she was gone.

RENESMEE

I landed out of the window with a soft thud; I had approximately a quarter of a second to run before they caught me so I took off vampire speed through the woods. It was exhilarating, the wind in my hair, the sun just setting I was as free as a bird and I didn't care about anything or anyone, I'd never felt so good in my life. It was getting late, perfect, just when people were starting to hit the towns. I decided I'd go clubbing, I know I'm only fifteen but I'd get in and if they didn't let me in I'd eat them. I smiled to myself. I knew they would all come looking for me but I didn't care, I don't understand why they just wouldn't let me be this way for a while. Why would I want to go back to caring and all that pain when I had the option to feel so damn good? I decided not to think about feelings otherwise I might do something I would regret and do something stupid like turn them back on. Jake was my weak spot, I couldn't be around him, he triggered emotions inside me, emotions I didn't want to feel ever again, I didn't want to love, I didn't want to hurt, I didn't want to feel anything. I wanted to feel nothing. I wanted to party and forget everything. When I navigated myself through the woods I found the clearing into Port Angeles and I decided to go get an outfit, it was a good job I had slipped a credit card in my shorts when I was getting changed. I slipped into a designer shop and the woman smiled at me sweetly, 'can I help you sweetheart?' she asked kindly but I just ignored her and walked straight to the most expensive section. The woman at the back looked at me suspiciously as I admired this short cute little black and silver sequined dress. It was an Alexander McQueen dress, it was absolutely perfect, it would give me a bit of a figure and it had a padded bra inside of it, I had to have it. I didn't try it on, I'd put it on in the dressing room after I bought it, I knew it would look good. I grabbed a pair of 6 inch black heels aswell, they were the kind older girls wear, they were really sexy, and I would definitely get in with this outfit. The woman came over to me, 'you do know these items are designer? You might need to get a parent, or take out a pay plan with us' she suggested. I turned to look at her, she was really bugging me, one more comment and she would be dead. Literally, I would eat her.

'I have more money than you could dream of in a million years honey, hence the reason you're working here and I'm buying from here' and I smiled sweetly and waltzed off to pay.

'That will be $3,450 please' the cashier said as she raised her eyebrows but I noticed a beautiful emerald necklace in the corner.

'Hold those' I said as I ran over to take a closer look. I had never got to go out shopping on my own before so this was really exciting, Alice always did the shopping but now I was going to. The necklace was beautiful it had an emerald stone in the middle, real of course hung delicately on a silver chain.

'I'll have this to' I demanded the woman and she looked at me cruelly as she came over, looked and walked into the back room. She came back with my necklace in a box and asked me if I wanted insurance.

'If it breaks I'll buy another one, I can't deal with the hassle' I told her.

'The emerald costs $850,000' she told me, 'I can't possibly believe you have that with you.'

I bit my lip. This wasn't my credit card, I had stolen my fathers when I had came in sneakily without Jake seeing. I knew he had tons on this card, my family were multi-millionaires, gratitude of living forever meant you could have nice things. He would kill me if I spent this much on a necklace, not that they didn't have it but I was supposed to earn what I wanted and it was theft. But then I laughed at myself, wasn't the whole point of turning my emotions off was so I didn't care? Yes it was.

'I'll take it' I said firmly to the woman and pulled out the black credit card. It took quite a while to pay, she asked me where I had all this money and I told her I was rich and my daddy gave it to me. she didn't look like she quite believed me. I took my things into the changing room and got changed, and just as I expected the dress looked gorgeous. It gave me a figure and some decent cleavage and the emerald necklace made me look worth a million dollars. Nobody would be able to keep their eyes off me tonight. I looked at my hair and frowned slightly, the blonde was really meant as a shocker to my family but I did miss my bronze curls they looked classier. Oh well I shrugged and tousled my hair before applying some mascara from the shop and lipstick (I got given a lot of things for free after my expensive splash out) and I hit the road, the woman at the front reminding me to come back and telling me I looked beautiful. Bless her, maybe I wouldn't eat her afte rall.

Nessie's going out clubbing! Who likes this carefree side of Nessie? This is something you don't get in Jake and Nessie stories.

To anyone who doesn't like this Nessie don't worry I wouldn't leave her this way and it is a romance story and it's about how Jake brings her back from this dark place she's at and there will be some lemons and steamy moments but for now Nessie is enjoying just having fun and not worrying about anything!

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