Matt: "Sister Jillian, have you even spoke about what the defenition of your love for Jeff is with him at all or did you just sort of chalk it up to he was high and drunk and you both felt stupid in the morning."
Jillian: "I personally chalked it up to we were both drunk as fuck and I did what any other respectible one night stand type would do. I got up and I left. I got in an Uber and went home. I don't even think he realized I was gone. He was passed out in bed snoring peacefully."
Matt: "You seriously need to talk this out with him. I think you need to iron this out and get some sort of closure. It's obviously eating at you. He may be married with kids now, but you need to silence that voice in your head that says "What if it happens again".
Jillian: "You're right. I do need to silince that voice because I know it's not going to happen again. He is married with kids and I love Beth just as much as I love him. That's why I don't think he needs me to bring more drama into his life."
Matt: "It's not drama if you are trying to get closure. Yes, it was years ago and there is a likley hood that he doesn't remember. If he doesn't, you have nothing to worry about. It's like getting a fresh start. Jeff is a very forgiving and loving man and he will give you the closure you are looking for."
Jillian: "I get that and I know first hand how loving and forgiving he is. But, what good is it going to do to bring up some drunken one night stand from when I was 23 and he was 26?"
Matt: "You need to close that chapter of your life or it's going to drive you insane. Let's say you do graduate from the academy and you get accepted on NXT and move up to the main roster. There is a 50 percent chance you will be in the same place at the same time and if that voice is taunting you and Jeff has no idea what's happening, it could drive you further apart as friends. Look how long it to you to find him again. Jeff misses you. You two were so tight. Hell, the three of us were inseperable and then this whole thing happened and you just stopped calling."
Jillian: "Well, with you it was completely different from Jeff. I wasn't battling demons with you. I was pissed off at you."
Matt: "Yeah. Everyone was pissed off at me. The moral of the story is don't do drugs. Addiction is a mother fucker and some of us are still doing silent battle with it."
Jillian: "Addiction is a life long battle. I know I get it. I was just pissed off when I heard about you and Reby getting violent with each other. I don't take kindly to domestic abusers and the mixed stories I saw were just insane."
Matt: "The stories are all exaggerated. Yeah, she got physical with me, but that's because I was high and trying to get into a car and drive. So, the only way to stop me was to physically put hands on me and make me realize that reality was there. But, getting back to you and your Jeff issues. You need to seriously talk to him. He won't bite."
Jillian: "You're right. I do need to talk to him. I'll see what he's up to after school."
Matt: "Don't be a stranger. I want to hear from you more often."
Jillian: "I won't and I am sorry for not calling more often like I used to."
Matt: "You're forgiven. Go take care of Jeff. Don't let it consume you."
Jillian: "Thank you."
Matt: "I love you, Jill."
Jillian: "Love you too, Matt. Bye."
Matt: "Bye."
We hang up and I contemplate my next step. The day ends and classes are over. The girls and I decide to go home. I wait until everyone is at home and I call up Jeff. I just hope the number is still the same.
Jeff: "Hello?"
Jillian: "Hey Jeff. It's Jilian. How are you?"
Jeff: "Jill. Hey baby girl. Long time no speak."
Jillian: "I know. We just saw each other in class."
Jeff: "That's different. I was being professional there. This is our time. So, what's up? I hope this isn't a question about class."
Jillian: "Nope. This has nothing to do with class what so ever. Strictly personal time between two old friends."
Jeff: "Well, in that case, where the hell have you been? I haven't seen or spoke to you since I had the accident and hit the gard rail."
Jillian: "Yeah. I was pissed off at you. I hate stupidity. There was no reason for you to be in that car under the influence. I don't care how many ways you spin it. Your lucky you didn't get killed because I was going to dig you up and kill you myself for leaving your wife and kids husband and fatherless."
Jeff: "I am sorry that happened. I'm just greatful you forgave me and I am greatful to be alive."
Jillian: "I didn't exactly call to cuss you out again. I got that all out in the hospital. Beth told me you needed to hear it. So, I let you have it."
Jeff: "It's all water under the bridge, baby girl. Speaking of water under the bridge, is there something on your mind?"
Jillian: "Yes and it's kind of major."
Jeff: "Major. Well, major sharing requires an in person face to face meeting and I am still in the neighborhood. Do you want to meet up somewhere?"
Jillian: "Yeah. Actually, that would be great. Do you want to do a public place like Starbucks or do you want to come to my apartment?"
Jeff: "I'll come to your apartment I want to see how your doing."
Jillian: "OK. I'll see you in a few then."
Present Day
Jillian: "And that's how Pandora's Box opened. "
Allison: "Pandora's Box opened and what happened? You can't just cut it off there. It obviously leads into this hesitation with your following Bekah."
Jillian: "Bekah is a whole other kettle of fish."
Flash back to after class,
Rebekah: "Dude, what the fuck was that in there?"
Allison: "It's a class on how to cut a promo. That's what I did. Jeff said to be your opponent and that's where it came from."
Rebekah: "So, there was absolutly no truth to any of those words spoken. It was all fodder based on what you think The Ally Cat would say to the Storm of Fury."
Allison: "Yes. You need to work on that Reborn Jillian thing. Maybe come up with an AKA of some sort. Reborn Jillian just sounds weird."
Jillian: "I'm sorry we can't all have some cute little interchangable name like yours."
Allison: "Are you both pissed at me?"
Rebekah: "I'm not pissed at you. I'm just wondering what the hell inspired you to suddenly call me a 5 foot troll full of crap and basically say my gimmick is a rip off."
Allison: "OK. Let me say this so you both understand. That little room in there is called a class room. You go to the class room and you write down words on a paper or type them into a computer. Whatever applies at the time. The words on the screen are no different then reading a script or a book. There was nothing personal about any of that. It was total and complete acting. Jeff said to sell the promo and make him believe it. I sold it. You used "Five feet of fury" and "End of days" so I took it from Alexa Bliss and Corbin's veiw point. My brother doesn't mix his words and Alexa is catty. So, I made it sound catty and cutting."
