Hey guys okay so I know I've been majorly lazy on the updates but I promises I'll try and give you guys two chapter updates to day. Mostly because I've figured out finally were I'm going with this story so now I write on it more. Since at the moment it is the only story I'm working on. Anyways I'll let you guys read on and I'll see you at the end of chapter 8

When I got back to Brooke's place I went upstairs and laid down on my bed. It had been along time since I just got time to myself. As I laid on the bed looking up at the ceiling I remembered as a kid I'd lay here and think about what my life would be like with my husband and kids. When I was seven teen I'd lay here thinking about what the future would hold for Lucas and me. I even remember dreaming of my wedding.

But now all I can do is lay here and think about the past. I glanced up at my closet door and I saw L&P 4 Ever I couldn't help but laugh when I saw it. Lucas and I had carved that into the front of the door when we had gotten together senior year.

As I lay there thinking back to days gone by. My mind started to wounder back. I flashed back to the day I had gotten word that my dad's transport had gone missing. An Lucas and I having to go and see if the body they had found was him. I remember I as scared that was my dad. The bridge was out because of the storm. An Lucas and I had to stay in a hotel room. I wasn't happy about it and he wasn't either but at least we both got some sleep or so we though.

The next few hours Lucas and I talked for a while. I fell asleep and while I was sleeping Lucas had gone out to grab something to eat and drink from the vending machine. Just as he came back the alarm went off. We drove out to the bridge and we went to the hospital to just see if the body. Thank goodness it wasn't my dad.

I was brought of my thoughts when I heard someone clear their thoat. I looked up and saw Nathan and Haley. Standing in the doorway.

"Oh hey guys."

"Hey Peyton can we come in?" Haley asked.

"Sure."

They walked in my room and sat on the bed.

"So we heard you talked to Lucas." Nathan said.

"Yeah I did."

"What happen?" Haley asked.

"We talked and then kissed." I admited.

"Peyton..." Haley said.

"So where do you guys stand now?" Nathan asked.

"I'll tell you one thing. If he thinks we can go back to being like we were than he his so wrong." I told them.

"You mean he asked you to take him back?" Haley asked in shock

"How can he do that? I mean after the way treated you Peyton! Come on tell me you didn't tell him you'd take him back." Nathan said.

"Of course not Nathan. I mean come on I'm not stupid."

"We know that Peyton. It's just we though that you coming back would be good for him. We didn't think it would happen like this." Haley said.

"I know Haley. It's just that I didn't think he'd be acting like this. I mean to hear you guys talk I though he'd be more drunk than sober. An I figure he would be more upset when he I had left town."

"Peyton we didn't tell him because we didn't know this would happen. We figured that he'd be happy with Lindsey and you would be happy out in L.A" Nathan said.

"Yeah well I hate that I came back. But I didn't think to come home to Lucas wanting me back." I told them.

Nathan and Haley were just about as surpised as I was. But I will admit that it was something none of us saw coming.

"Well how do you feel about getting back with him?" Haley asked.

"I don't know Haley. I just don't have any idea really." I told her.

"Did he mean it you think Peyton?" Nathan asked.

"I don't know Nathan. I really don't know." I told him.

Nathan and Haley both were in shock at my answer. But then again I didn't know how I felt about Lucas at the moment not to mention I still didn't know if I was going to stay.

But right now all I know is that my feelings for Lucas are up in the air and they are probably going to stay that way until I figure out if I can trust him or not.