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BPOV

I woke up the next they and realized that I was sleeping in someone's arms. Only then I remembered that I now share the cabin and bed with Jasper. It felt so nice to be in his strong arms that I shuttled my eyes again and pretended that I was still sleeping when actually I was thinking. Thinking about my feelings for Jasper. They have been there for almost the morning I woke up in his and Rose's apartment. But I just pushed them back because I didn't wanted to ruin our friendship and the dynamic of our crew. But now as Alice, Edward and Emmett joined the crew maybe I should finally give that all love thing a chance. With all the intense thinking I probably had fell asleep again because next time I woke up from a flash. At first I thought that it was a lightening but then I realized that I am in my cabin and it doesn't have any windows. As I opened my eyes to see what's going on I spotted Alice with a camera in hand photographing me.

"Alice why are you photographing me?" I asked her with sleep still heavily heard in my voice.

"But you are so cute together." She said back and then I realized that someone's hand was around me and that someone also jus woke up.

"What's going on?" Jasper asked pulling me closer to him, probably still half asleep.

"Jasper, wake up and let go" I laughed and he starter to tickle me. Not again.

"Stop Jaz.. jasper stop it tickles.." I barely could say between the laughing.

Finally he stopped to tickle me and somehow we were in the position when his face where so close to mine. He slowly neared his face closer, more closer…

But of course Rose should have disturbed the moment.

"Bella, Jasper get your asses up.. I want to eat." she shouted and Jasper rested his forehead to mine.
"Later" was all he said and then got of the bed to go to take shower.

I sat on the edge of bed unable to do anything. What was that? Why? Did we almost kiss? Where did Alice went? All the questions shooting around my head.

JPOV

After we got to the yacht it was little after 2 a.m. I was very tired so I went into my cabin quickly grabbed something to sleep in and went to Bella's cabin. Well now Bella's and mine cabin. Oh boy. I quickly changed in my pajamas as Bella came into the cabin.

"Hey. So they all went to their cabins. I hope you really don't mind to share the cabin and the bed with me." She said with a small bit of embarrassment in her voice. Was she blushing?

"No Darlin'. It's alright. We have shared a bed before. Let's go to sleep. I'm beat." I reassured her and crawled into the bed.

"Okay I will quickly change." Bella said and went to her closed to change. I tried not to look as she changed. I really did. But well that didn't work out. I saw her bare back as she slipped on a black wife-beater with the tiniest shorts I wave ever seen. (Bellas outfit on my profile) As she was turning around I quickly put the cover over my head and pretended that I was already a sleep. The last thing I remember is how I heard Bella climb into the bed and I was out as a light.

I woke up very early in the morning and saw that Bella was soundly sleeping in my arms. It felt like she belongs there. Belongs here with me. If only she new how strong my feelings have been lately. I think… no I know that I love this beautiful, crazy, reckless women. And I dozed off with Bella in my head and thankfully in my arms too. At least for now.

Next time I woke up was when I heard a click and then voices talking. I opened my eyes and saw that Bella was sitting in the bead and talking to Alice. I caught only the last two words that Alice said and those were "…cute together." Cute together? Was she talking about us?

"What's going on?" I asked as I pulled Bella closer to me because I saw that she was uncomfortable and I felt like I had to protect her.

But when I heard her say "Jasper, wake up and let go" I couldn't help but start to tickle her.

"Stop Jaz.. Jasper stop it tickles." She said between the laughs. And I stopped only when I realized that she was so close to me that I can feel her soft skin and flat stomach under my touch. And I realized that she wasn't fighting back but instead she was staring deep into my eyes as I neared my lips closer to hers. Closer, more closer..

"Bella, Jasper get your asses up.. I want to eat." Rosalie shouted. Grate. She ruined our first kiss. I could have kissed Bella now but I wanted it to be perfect and natural so I rested my forehead on hers and simply said "Later." Then I got off our bed and went strait to shower. Now I really need one. And cold one for that matter.

As I came out of shower Alice was standing in front of me and not letting me past her.

"What Alice?" I asked a little too harsh but I was annoyed and I wanted to get back to Bella.

"What happened this morning. First the cuddling and then the tickling. It is obvious that you like her. So spill what happened and what are you planning to do?" She asked as Rosalie came behind me and they both pulled me into Rosalie's cabin.

"Yeah Jas spill" Rose said.

"Well nothing.."

"Bullshit!" Rose shouted but then said for me to go on and locked her lips and threw the non existing key behind her shoulder.

"Okay. Last night we simply went to bed and I woke up early in the morning and saw Bella curled up in my arms. Don't know how that happened by the way. Then I fell asleep again and woke up to you Alice and Bella talking." I finished but they obviously weren't satisfied.

"And what happened after I left. I heard laughing and then it suddenly stopped." Alice once again asked with more and more curiosity.

"I started to tickle her and.. " I hesitated. Should I told them? "And then I almost kissed her."

"Almost?" they both shouted and then slammed their hands in front of their mouths.

"Yes almost because someone here" I looked at Rosalie "shouted that she wanted to eat." I said a little bit angry. "After that we got up and I went to have a cold shower. And now I am here. You both satisfied?"

"Yes we are.. and Jas I am so so sorry. I didn't know."

"It's okay Rose. Now can I go put some clothes on?" I asked now more softly.

"Yeah sure. Go on" Rose said and I stood up and went to grab some clothes, thinking about what Alice said earlier about me liking Bella. Was I that obvious? Did she new? And did that almost kiss meant as much to her as it did to me?

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