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Dear lovely journal
So I faced Shane again. But I ended up running away again and right in to my best friend Chad. Oh wow I'M CONFUSED let me tell you I feel lost now because I had that dream of Shane and then I liked Chad since school. And today he kissed me!! But who should I choose? I know I still love Shane but I don't know if I can trust him would he do the same thing to me? Or would he treat me good? Then there is Chad he is the schools player he doesn't take anyone serious besides me. He actually listens to me but is he just a rebound again? It seems like I always run to Chad when I'm lost and confused? But he said he didn't want to ruin our friendship by getting with me. How sad but he is right it would be different if we got together and end up breaking up. Well I have to go gonna check my email
love Mitchie T.
I put my journal under my mattress and got onto my laptop. I changed the picture I usually change it every week. I just starred at the picture I set as my wall paper it was a old picture of me and Shane. We were at Camp Rock it was taken on Final Jam. I clicked on the my email I haven't checked it in a week since I was home wow I had 20 messages. They were all forwards how boring. I went to my MSN and my lovelies were online. I signed in and a little beep went off it was Tawni.
Princess_Tawni: where did u go?
MITCHIE_T: I had Chad walk me back to my dorm I had curfew
Princess_Tawni: omg that sux when is that skool thingy over so we can have fun again??
MITCHIE_T: umm 3 months I been here already a week I wish in a way it was over already so how is
life of a super star?
Princess_Tawni: its fun and plus I 4got to tell you mine and Chad's shows are rivals they hate each
other lol I'm not aloud to talk to him any more ha ha
MITCHIE_T: Lol that is funny hopefully he doesn't get a bigger ego he already has a huge one lol
Princess_Tawni I kno if it gets any bigger than his pretty head will pop lol how sad were mean
C_D_C: why are you guys talking about my head its not going to pop how rude!
J_RYAN: dude it totally will pop Ur head is huge hahah
Princess_Tawni: haha omg poor Chad do u want a cookie =)
MITCHIE_T: YOU GUYS! LEAVE CHAD AND HIS BIG HEAD ALONE JAKE HAS A EVEN
BIGGER HEAD THAN HIM LOL SORRY JAKEY =D
Zacky_Zac: lol you guys are weird
Princess_Tawni: no ur just not weird
MITCHIE_T: look Zacky isnt weird no more aww he use to be the wierdest one
J_RYAN: we made zack into a zombie now I can slay him lol =)
C_D_C: dude wtf are u talking about
MITCHIE_T: lol hahah Jake gana kill Zack run Zack he gots a cookie he gana hurt u lol
J_RYAN: no I ate my cookie now I need a new cookie Tawni do u still have cookies
Princess_Tawni: lol no u ate them all Jake and I think u scared off Zack how rude
Zacky_Zac: lol u guys are dorks and im not a zombie im just sleepy u guys suck!!
C_D_C: so ur a sleepy zombie? Wait I want a cookie too
MITCHIE_T: lol Zack is a mean zombie and hey I dont suck u suck
Princess_Tawni: Zack Minnie is right she dont suck she bites lol
MITCHIE_T: GROSS TAWNI!!!!!
J_RYAN: wow ima have weird dreams tonite how creepy
MITCHIE_T: go sleep with Tawni she will keep u up all nite lol
C_D_C: gross I dnt wanna know what ur talking about now
Zacky_Zac: ewww whats that suppose to mean u guys gana give me bad dreams too
Princess_Tawni: zack u are so immature sometimes like that time u got a bean stuck in ur nose
C_D_C: haha I member that he got all scared and ran to the nurse
J_RYAN: or that time when he said that he was a Greek god to the girls and they just love him then
with out paying attention he ran right into a glass door lmao
MITCHIE_T: or that time he thought he could out dance me and fell off the stage lol
Zacky_Zac: wow u guys are mean =( Tawni there making fun of me
Princess_Tawni: aww poor Zacky its otay just rember Chad and Jake got bigger heads and yours is
almost smaller than theres lol
MITCHIE_T: guys what will I do with out u lol but I gotta go mimiz cuz im so sleepy text me call me
kiss kiss chows lol luv ya =)
J_RYAN:bye Mitch
I got off and went to pick up my phone it was Shane weird. Why did he text me?
Hi Mitchie
are you busy??
-Shane
Umm how did u get my number??
and kinda im going to sleep. Why?
-MITCHIE.T
Caitlyn told me to text u well kinda
forced me to but since ur busy and all
ill txt u back later
-Shane
lol thats Caitlyn for yew to threaten u
what did she do to u did she hide ur
straightener again?? and its okay talk 2 me
-MITCHIE.T
It felt good to be texting Shane again but maybe its because I was in a good mood. Maybe we could finally talk again. The phone rang and it was another text.
Yeah but this time she took my
blow dryer too lol I missed this..
-Shane
yea that could be the deal breaker
watch out she is sneaky member she
put ice in my shirt lol and yeah me
too sorry it took so long
-MITCHIE.T
lol that day was the best day of my
life its when I had my 1st kiss from u
oops sorry I mentioned that =/
-Shane
its okay we were cute together
theres a lot we need to talk about can
u come over??
-MITCHIE.T
umm ill try to sneak over
are u sure ur not gana run away
from me??
-Shane
yeah im tired of running
today lol I promise I wnt
run off
-MITCHIE.T
okay im on my way
-Shane
Oh no what was I doing?? this is going to be bad. Or maybe not I'm a little scared now why couldn't I just say something simple. Ten minutes past and I was just about to give up on waiting for Shane. Just then someone knocked on my door. I went to the mirror to check if I was presentable. I still looked okay thankfully even though it was just Shane he saw me in worse situations. I opened the door and saw a sleepy Shane when he saw me he had this warm smile on his face. I smiled back but a lost confused smile came out. This is going to be harder than I thought.
"Hey Shane wanna come in?" what a stupid question why did I just say that I'm so dumb
"yeah I kinda don't wanna get caught and get into trouble" he replied and walking in my room shit I noticed I didn't close the laptop our picture was showing damn. I ran to go close it but he grabbed my hand.
"why you trying to hide your laptop Mitch?" he let go and I was trying to close it but it was to late when I stopped him. He had a smile on his face and started to blush.
"Um..yeah I can explain...u-um my cousin thought it will be a cute joke but I just noticed it today" Lie Lie Lie! I said while closing the laptop.
"So what I like it I think its cute I do make all pictures look good" he said with a smirk on his face. I couldn't hold in the laughter he was still the old funny sweet Shane I was just the one that changed. We were sitting down on my bed it had my brown and aqua comforter on it with ten pillows. He looked sad he was still wearing the same thing as earlier. But he looked tierd and looked like he was crying. He broke the silence and started to talk.
"Mitch I missed you. I'm sorry for the millionth time I know words can't compare to show you how sorry I am. And I know I was wrong." I cut him off
"It's okay Shane thats the past and it needs to stay there please I don't want to bring back the pain. It was to much for me at the time and I don't know if I can handle it now." I looked at him he was looking down at his lap playing with the zipper from his jacket.
"Can we still be friends?" he asked looking scared to here what the answer would be.
"Yeah Shane we could be friends want to be my partner for the end of the semester performance? There was only duets left and I can't find any one who would join me?" I asked I missed him a lot we use to be one of the same.
"Yeah I would love to be your partner Mitchie nothing would make me happier than to sing with you again" and with that next thing I knew I was hugging my ex like old times and crying into his shirt. As flash backs went into my mind the song that I wrote for him kept playing in my head and it was the last song that I sang before I had a mental breakdown.
(FLASH BACK)
I was in my room and it was raining I had my hair curled and I had Smokey eye shadow on my eyes. I was wearing a black jacket that went to my knees it covered my white shirt that cut off on the shoulders. I had my signature black skinny jeans with black boots. I went outside my room and got an umbrella and started to walk down the street. I liked walking in the rain it covered the tears so nobody would notice as I was walking I started to sing my song I just finished writing.
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
I closed the umbrella and started walking through the park. I was soaked in minutes from the rain but I didn't car I just kept singing.
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
I sat in the swing for practically hours until I went back home and laid down on my floor and stared endlessly at the ceiling. With tears flooding out my eyes like an endless waterfall.
(END OF FLASH BACK)
I looked up and noticed Shane was feeling the same emotions I was having I hugged him tighter not wanting to let go. He broke the silence.
"Mitchie I'm so sorry I was such a jerk I'm sorry" I looked up to him and I kissed him softly on the lips and he kissed me back. I pulled away and smiled.
"Shane no matter what ill always love you" I said while starring into his eyes
"You have no idea how much I missed those three words I love you too Mitchie always have and always will"
SO HOW WAS THAT CHAPTER IT WAS A TWIST WAS SHE DREAMING AGAIN OR WAS THIS KISS REAL??
SHOULD CHAD IVE MITCHIE A CHANCE??
OR IS SHANE AND MITCHIE GOING TO BE SMITCHIE AGAIN??
WHAT IF THERE IS ANOTHER TWIST IN THIS STORY LIKE WHAT IF MITCHIE ENDS UP BEING A SECRET AGENT LOL
ANY IDEAS ARE WELCOME SO PLEASE REVIEW TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IT MAKES ME HAPPY
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LUV ALWAYS BRI