Author's note: Hullo, my fellow divergents! This chapter would be in Finnick's POV as I got a few PMs saying I should, so there you are. Thanks to all who read, reviewed, followed or favourited my story! And those who suggested too, it all makes me so happy. sorry the chapter's short and I've not been updating too and my writing way sucks (thanks so much to those who said otherwise) but i promise promise promise I'll improve, just keep reading!
On with the chapter.
'She closes her eyes, leaving a trail of sorrow. She doesn't know, what I've been hiding it for."
Finnick's POV
I feel Tris stiffen from under my grip on her shoulder instantly after I kissed her.
Her lips felt soft,
Heart broken, I break off the kiss and drop my hands from her shoulders and down to my sides.
Tris must've gotten out of her state of shock because she smiles at me a little bit, and before I knew it she was on her tiptoes, pressing her mouth to mine. Slow and steady at first, her arms wrapped around my neck.
Before I could respond she broke away slightly, as if unsure of herself.
As I looked at her intently with a small contented smile, hers grew wider then and she pressed her mouth to mine again, more harder and more sure than the last kiss.
I kissed Tris back with the same amount of enthusiasm, wanting her closer to me. Wanting to feel the warmth that she radiates whenever I'm near her.
As air leaves my lungs, I slowly pulled away and stare at the beautiful girl in my arms.
A large grin broke out on my face, this causing her to smile back.
"Wow. I had been wanting to do that since a long time" I say to her and she blushes. I hook her chin with my finger and force her too look at me.
"You have no idea what effect you have on me, Tris." Every word I say to her is true. Since the very first day I saw her I wanted to be as close to her as possible.
She somehow made me want her so much and now I'm here, ready to do whatever she wants me to do.
I just want to be with her, no matter what it takes.
I think I'm in love with her.
"Finnick?" Her angelic voice snaps me out of my thoughts and I stare at her dumbfounded.
She laughs her beautiful laugh at that and because it's so contagious I laugh along too.
"What are you thinking about?" She asks sweetly. The goofy grin of mine comes back.
Cheerily I say, "you" and she smiles wider, making me feel much goofier now.
She puts her hands around my neck seductively and says in a husky voice, "What about me?"
Her words make my heart flutter and I use all my power to restrain myself from holding her against my body and kissing her. But damn is it hard.
So I let go and bend down so our lips meet again. They move slowly at first, in proper sync.
But it gets fast, full of hunger and passion sooner than anticipated. And this time neither of us pull back, that is until our lungs scream for air.
Panting, we pull back and for some reason Tris just bursts out laughing. I raise my eyebrows at her but it only makes her laugh harder.
Before I know, I'm laughing along with her and we just stay there, laughing, kissing and talking.
I've heard about the view of the sunset from here, it's not that many people come here at this spot, no one does actually but people do visit the places near, not too far.
"How about watching the sunset?" I suggest as soon as we start getting bored, I don't want her to feel bored. I want this to be as alive as possible.
"There are trees around, genius. There's no way we'll be able to see the sun let alone the sunset" she says with a hint of amusement, like a parent amused over the silliness of her child.
I pull her up with me and take her near the tallest tree there.
"There's always a way" I say smugly and start climbing the tree. When I look down to see her, I chuckle at her dumbfounded face, like she was never expecting this.
But when I look down again after while, I see her getting ready to climb. With a smirk on my face, I continue climbing up, trying to balance myself and making sure to keep my foot on the right path to avoid letting chunk of wood prices falling down, which would probably hit Tris. And though it would be funny watching that, I don't want her getting hurt in any way.
"Scared, Tris?" I shout over my shoulder, as I've almost reached the top. I don't ever underestimate her because I know what she's capable of, but we both love taunting each other, it's what keeps us enthusiastic, "need some help?"
"Never, Finn. You know I can easily beat you." She shouts back and I sense the mock in her words, making me feel proud about my girlfriend. Girlfriend.
I feel so giddy every time I think I have tris as my girlfriend. I never thought that i would find someone like her, that i would find anyone that beautiful. I know she's the one for me. I always did, and the more I get to know her, the more I fall for her.
I feel a nudge on my foot and realise I stopped climbing. Oh.
"Quit hanging around! You can rest when we reach up there." I laugh at her impatience and start climbing again.
"You look tired Tris, too tough for you?" I mock, and knowing Tris, she is probably rolling her eyes right now.
I don't say more because saying anything else now would mean a prank war. It was one of the most tough, yet the most hilarious and fun month of my life. I had played a small prank on tris, I had filled her hairdryer with baby powder when we were having a sleepover at her house, and the next morning her hair and face were all white. I remember laughing for a whole hour while she was standing there, fuming with rage. She said that the game was on and I had accepted the challenge, clearly unaware about what she was capable of at the time.
The next few days and weeks was like world war 3, we were bombing each other with pranks every now and then, at the most unexpected hour. But eventually we agreed on calling it off when we realised that it would start getting nasty soon. I mean for God's sake she almost killed my baby! She put some horrible stinking slimy thing in my Aventador and the next day when I started it up, this back smoke came out of the engine with most horrible stink, it sure didn't damage anything but it did stink like hell for a few days. I would have laughed if it wasn't my baby, but obviously I was completely raged, which meant I did something horrible too and then we decided to stop.
I reach the top and poke my head out of the canopy, the view is breathtaking. But Tris is just below me so I need to find a thick branch that would be safe for us to sit on. I don't want her to wait so I hurriedly look around.
When I find what I'm looking for, I help Tris reaching it, making sure she doesn't step somewhere wrong or fall. That would be a nasty deadly fall.
When I know for sure that she's safe sitting on the branch, I follow the same steps and and sit behind her, making her feel safe, the back of her head pressed against my chest and my arms draped over her.
The view is priceless. The colours mix as the sun slowly but gradually falls down, the horizon creating a blue effect, the sun radiating warm yellow and orange rays.
The lake near reflects the light, creating a net on it's surface, like the water is dancing.
I don't care if my past was dark, and that my future would not be as I had expected, this is what I want. So I push away the thoughts that have been depressing me, whenever Tris is not around. When she is, I try my best to cover up the sadness, it's not too hard, being with her automatically brings the happy thoughts of our impossible future together.
I plant a soft kiss on Tris' head, inhaling her sweet scent and continue enjoying the most beautiful sunset I've ever seen with the company of the most beautiful girl I've ever met.
I just wish.
Authors note: Sorry about the crappy writing, forgive me? Aaand yet another apology -I'm so sorry the flashback's not over yet but I promise the next chapter will be the end of it! Also I might rush things now because I just want the story to begin! Please review, they help me a lot and also make me super happy! Love you all dearly, *Virtual hug to all*
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