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Chapter 6: Ethan's POV

I picked up my cell phone, and dialed Luke's number. He answered on the second ring.

"Hey babe," he said.

"Where the hell are you?" I asked. "I asked for my skittles almost an hour ago."

"Whoa, mood swings on deck," he laughed.

I honestly think I growled a little into the phone.

"Don't worry, I'm actually walking up the walkway."

A few seconds later, the door opened and in walked Luke and Rudy. Luke went to hug me, but I grabbed the bag and walked away, grabbing the king size bag of skittles.

"YES LUKE THANK YOU," I hugged him.

"Are you okay?" Rudy laughed.

"I'm having cravings," I ripped open the bag of skittles.

"That much is apparent," Luke said. "Well Mr. Cravings, what are you feeling for dinner."

"Take out," I said. "Chinese take out."

"That's actually great, because well, I was going to go to a party tonight," Luke said.

I glared in his general direction.

"Dude, why don't you stay home with your boyfriend," Rudy suggested. "Make sure he's okay."

I smiled, Rudy understood.

"It's fine," Luke said. "Isn't it babe? You don't mind if I go out for a little?"

My smile dropped so quick.

"Sure babe," I replied tightly. "Go get me some Mongolian chicken before you go?"

"Sure thing," he kissed my cheek, grabbing his keys to go get my food.

That just left Rudy and I.

"I guess he didn't get the hint," Rudy shrugged.

"I guess," I tried not to sound too disappointed.

"What's bothering you?" Rudy sat next to me on the couch.

I was trying to figure out, if I should even say anything. It was as if lately, Luke didn't care to pay much attention to me. He's been going to a lot of parties lately and it seems the further I go into my pregnancy, the more he strays away.

If he doesn't want to have this baby, he just has to let me know. I'm still going to have the baby, but if he isn't going to be involved then I would rather know now. He seems like he doesn't want it, but maybe he's just adjusting to college life.

Trying to put myself in his shoes, I would probably be doing the same thing if I weren't pregnant. Maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing. I want him to enjoy his life and live it to the fullest, especially in college.

"I just wish I could spend more time with him," was what I decided to say.

"Tell him that," Rudy said. "The only reason he's still doing it is because you haven't stopped him. College parties are addicting and the more you allow him, the more he'll go because it's fun. Talk to him about it and he'll be sure to cut down for you."

I nodded in response. He was probably right. Every time Luke mentioned that he was going to a party, I've just said okay, without any expression of emotion.

"You're giving him too much power," Rudy said.

"You're the one that invited him to the party," I pointed out.

"I invited you too, but I understand why you aren't coming. From an outsider looking in, I didn't know but I saw the way you reacted when he mentioned it," Rudy said. "You've got to put your foot down."

"I know I know," I sighed.

"Good, now I'm going to get ready for my party and when Luke gets back, put your foot down," Rudy suggested, standing.

"Fine," I chuckled. "Thanks for the advice…You're a good friend."

"I try," he smiled before leaving the apartment.

I didn't feel like eating the skittles much anymore, so I just turned on the TV and waited for Luke to come back. About a half an hour later, Tank came into the door.

"Hey bro," he smiled.

"Hey buddy," I didn't look from the screen.

"Here's your takeout," he put the bag on the table.

"Thanks," I looked at him. "Where's Luke?"

"Oh, he went straight to the party, but he called me to make sure that you got this food. He said he loves you and don't wait up for him," Tank said.

"Oh…"

"That boy enjoys partying way too much," Tank commented.

"Right," I laughed. "What are your plans tonight?"

"Well, I got myself some food too and I figured you were tired of being here alone, so let's watch a movie."

"Tank, are you trying to make this a date?" I joked.

"Ew shut up," Tank laughed. "I'm being the great friend I always was."

I loved how I could joke around with Tank and things not be awkward. He really was a good friend to me and always has been. We ended up watching the Hunger Games and by the time that was over, I was beyond ready for bed, so I wasted no time going to bed and falling asleep.

I woke up around 2 AM by something crashing in my room. I turned on the lamp by my nightstand to see Luke stumbling around.

"Dude, it's 2 AM," I pointed out to him.

"Calm down and chilllll," he replied.

I could clearly see that his eyes were bloodshot, so he was probably high and also a little drunk.

"You have class in the morning," I said. "Come on now, be more responsible."

"I'll be fine," he said.

"Anything could've happened to you," I continued to say.

Wow, I'm starting to sound like a parent already.

"Why do we park in the driveway, but drive in the parkway?" Luke said randomly.

"…..Luke."

"Cuddle with me babe," he walked over to me.

"No, go to bed," I said.

"Come on," he hugged me. "I missed you and you're warm."

"Luke, you need to stop going to so many parties," I said.

"I love you," he said.

"Let go of me so I can go back to bed," I said.

That just made him hug tighter. I brought my knee up, write into his ball sack. He groaned before falling to the ground.

"Take your ass to sleep," I said before climbing back into bed.

Thoughts on the Luke situation? Is Ethan just overreacting or is there something more?

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