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The song is by Ellie Goulding .When I was writing this chapter the song was on repeat in my mind.

So here you go kitties .This is my longest chapter so far .Due to Skyblue733 editorial skills you now have Chapter 6 earlier then I intended. The next chapter is going to take awhile to write up since my mind is running rapt with different ideas. Hopefully this chapter will tied you over till the next chapter.

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"This Love (Will Be Your Downfall)"

Who are we to be emotional?
Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?
Oh, who are we to turn each other's heads?
Who are we to find ourselves in other people's beds?

Oh, I don't like the way I never listen to myself
I feel like I'm on fire, I'm too shy to cry for help
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all

This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall

I'm feeling down about this love

Who are you to make me feel so good?
Who are we to tell ourselves that we're misunderstood?
Oh, who am I to say I'm always yours?
Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores?
Oh, I don't see a reason why we can't just be apart
We're falling on each other like we're always in the dark
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all, at all

This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
(At all)

This love is not what you want
This heart will never be yours
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall

Chapter 6

B POV:

I let out a contented sigh, burrowing deeper into a vanilla-cinnamon scented pillow. That's the best night's sleep I've had in a long time, I think to myself with a smile. I stiffen up as I feel

something soft pressed into my back. And someone's arm is wrapped tightly around my waist. I look down and notice that only the bottom half of my body is covered and I can feel someone's bare legs intertwined with mine under the sheets.

The first thought that comes to my mind is: why am I naked? Then, last night's events play through my mind. OH SHIT! I slept with Jane Volturi and I liked it! I'm sooo going to Hell. Oh my god. I can't believe I slept with her. Yeah, it seemed like a good idea at the time, but now I'm not so sure.

I know one thing is for sure though, that I love being in her arms. For some reason, it feels right...but it's not right, it shouldn't be. You just cheated on Edward with a sadistic killer, my mind screams at me.

You just cheated on the one person who loves you and is willing to die just to be with you. Not only that, what will my family think of me? Alice was so happy that Edward and I would finally be back together and I had to betray them by sleeping with the enemy. How could I do this to them? It will destroy them if anyone finds out. I will lose everyone that ever mattered to me...if they find out.

Tears gather in my eyes and I tremble slightly as the panic sets in. Jane remained still and silent unaware of my inner monologue. Once my heart rate picks up, I feel and hear a soft purr reverberating throughout her body and my body instantly relaxes. She moves her hand from around my waist and softly caresses my hip and stomach. Her lips travel along my neck and shoulder. I bite my lip to keep from moaning. This seems to annoy her, because the next thing I know I'm on my back and she is on top of me kissing me passionately. This time, an embarrassingly loud moan escapes my mouth. I feel her smirk against my lips before she pulls back and looks down at me with a soft smile.

"Good Morning Isabella," I look at her, but can't seem to speak. The curtains have been pulled back and all I can do is stare in awe at her shimmering, naked body. Her blonde hair is slightly disheveled, but still can't take away from her angelic beauty. My heart skips a beat at the sight of her. Her smile broadens and one thought screams through my mind: this angel is Mine. Jane giggles. Wait, Jane Volturi, aka the witch twin, giggles. Did I just step into an alternate universe? I can't stop the confusion from showing in my expression, "I'm far from being an Angel Isabella, or did I not prove that to you last night?"

How did she know what I was thinking? Before I can ask, I lose all thought when her hand travels down my waist to my inner thigh where she caresses her bite mark. The feeling sends shivers up my spine. I take a deep breath and try to calm my racing heart before speaking.

"How did you know what I was thinking?"

"It's one of the perks of having the bond completed. I can hear your thoughts, but only when you think them as loudly or as strongly as you did before. I can even tell what you're feeling...like right now." She says this as her fingers swirl over my bite mark while her other hand caresses my folds. My eyes become lidded and I'm lost in pleasure. So lost, that I barely hear someone banging on the door. Jane, however, does notice and growls loudly before stopping her ministrations and climbs off of me. My eyes shoot open and I grab the robe that Jane holds out to me. Once we are both covered in silk, black robes, Jane yanks open the door with a growl, "What the hell do you want Heidi!" Heidi hops backwards at the murderous look on Jane's face. The tray in her hand shakes slightly.

"Master Marcus thought that Bella might be hungry this morning after last night's...activities." I blush, knowing that if Heidi and Marcus heard, then so did most of the people in the castle. Damn vampire hearing. Jane takes the tray from Heidi and smiles .This seems to surprise Heidi, because her eyes grow big as saucers.

"Thank you Heidi. I'm glad that someone was thinking ahead." Heidi's mouth drops open. She looks at me and Jane for a good thirty seconds before shaking her head and leaving. Jane giggles as she brings the tray to a small desk. She gestures for me to sit and once I do, I can't help but ask.

"What's her deal?"

"What, Heidi?" I nod. Jane shrugs,"I don't know. I guess it might have something to do with the fact that when most people bang on my door they usually find themselves on the ground writhing in pain." I just look at her in surprise, and then shake my head. Why am I surprised? She is sadistic and seems to love causing people pain whether it's justified or not. I mean, remember how she treated Edward? Edward. Oh god, what am I going to do? "Eat up Isabella. I'm going to take a shower and get dressed." She leaves through the door next to the bed.

I look at the meal in front of me. Pancakes, bacon, scrambled eggs and assorted fruit with a cup of milk and coffee on the side. I eat, but can't taste anything right now. Guilt overwhelms me. A part of me wants to stay here with Jane, while another part can't bear the thought of living without Edward and my family.

I sigh in frustration. It was just sex Bella…incredible, mind-blowing sex, but that's it. No matter what she thinks, you are meant for Edward. Alice saw it after all, and her visions have never been wrong. As long as Alice doesn't have a vision of what happened with Jane, everything will be fine.

Still, even with that thought, I can't help but feel guilty. Not only for hurting Edward, but also for what I'm about to do to Jane. It must be done though. I've tried living without Edward and it nearly killed us both. All I have with Jane is great sex. With Edward, I have history, friendship, family and love. Who am I to turn my back on that, and for someone who I don't even like?

Even with that logic, I can't help but feel guilty, because deep in my heart I know I'm going to lie to her so I can return to where I belong.

J POV:

Last night went just as planned. Not that it wouldn't with the help of Alec and Aro. I smile at myself before stripping and stepping into the shower. After Isabella was escorted out of the hall and the annoying Cullen's went to their hotel room, Aro informed me of the bond my Isabella shares with Marcus.

I was surprised and felt a bit possessive at the idea of having to share my newly found mate. Those feelings tarnished when I saw the happiness and life in Marcus's usually dead eyes. You see, just as Alec and I share a fatherly bond with Aro; my Isabella shares the same bond with Marcus.

However, to Marcus's delighted surprise and Aro's confusion, the bond is extremely strong even when they haven't spoken. Marcus's theory on the subject is based on what he's seen of her bonds with the Cullen's and her actual parents. He described the bond with the Cullen's as a pale purple, but strained. Meaning a strained familial bond. Her ties to her parents were red and bright purple. Which means it's a blood, familial bond. Even though it's strained in some areas, it's still strong and unbreakable.

What brought on Aro's confusion and Marcus' happiness, is that Isabella's bond to Marcus is purple and red as well. Which means, somehow, she is his blood descendent. Marcus thinks that's why their bond is so strong from the start.

Aro never knew Marcus had any ancestors directly linked to him. This made my father's eyes sparkle with that possessive glint that almost reviled my own. We all agreed that anything that can bring Marcus from his endless pit of despair could not slip away.

Well, almost all of us agreed. I shake my head in annoyance as I begin to wash my hair. Caius threw a monstrous bitch fit about 'how can one pathetic human be worth so much effort'. Which resulted in Marcus pinning him to the wall and nearly ripping him to pieces. Aro had to intervene when he noticed I was having trouble with wanting to rip Caius a new one myself. No matter how much I admire and respect Caius for his ruthlessness, his temper tantrums make me wish I could give him a good smack or at the very least give him a bit of pain.

I know that it's more than the fact that Isabella is a liability that angers Caius. It's the fact that her bonds with the Cullen's are too strong for me to turn her now. If I turn her while her love and loyalty lies with the Cullen's, we would basically be setting Marcus up for a loss I doubt he could recover from. I'm sure the Cullen's have filled her head with fear and hatred for us and those emotions would only increase with her change. There would be a big chance that her bond with Marcus wouldn't survive such negative emotions. So, we would be forced to wait till her ties to us outshine her ties to the Cullen's. All of this needs to be done while she is still a fragile human whose death would destroy not only Marcus, but me as well.

If Caius knew she was my mate, I think he would have more reason to hate Isabella simply on the principle that she is what could be deemed a 'weakness' in the unshakable power of the Volturi. Her death could take out a King and one of the Volturi's top guards.

My bond with my brother is strong enough that even he would be tempted to follow me to the grave. I shake my head; I have to ensure that she fully accepts me as her mate. It's the only chance I have in keeping my coven from falling apart. Mate bonds…they trump even family bonds in our world.

Aro waited till after the guards were dismissed and Caius had left in a huff, to talk to Marcus, Alec, and I. Aro thought it would be best not to let Caius know about Isabella being my mate, in light of how he reacted to Marcus' news.

I couldn't agree more, because if he had one thing to say against my mate, nothing would stop me from using my power on him. From the look my brother Alec gave me, he was thinking along the same lines.

Marcus explained to us that my bond to Isabella was a bright gold. He explained that although she was my soul mate, her ties with Cullen's and her family will make it nearly impossible for her to accept me without completing my blood-bond with her. Aro suggested simply overwhelming her with the mating pull which would force her instincts to accept a blood-bond with me whether she wanted to or not. Alec suggested I seduce her into staying and completing the bond.

I'm not one for emotions, nor do I have the patience for seduction. No matter how much I was tempted (and almost gave into Aro's idea when the time came) the part of my instincts that insist on her comfort before my own wouldn't allow it. Hell, the entire time when I forced her to feel the full mating pull, my heart protested. I actually had to take the coward's way out and turn her from me until my expression showed none of the pain I felt.

Marcus said he wasn't interfering, only watching it play out since he didn't want to jeopardize his future relationship with his only living relative. So, instead I asked what Isabella's bond to Fuckward looked like, so maybe I could use that as an upper hand. Marcus shared a glance with Aro and told me he couldn't say. I started to protest, but Aro told me that as long as I tasted her blood and gave her mine, Isabella's tie to Edward would diminish.

So, last night I set out to do just that. Since I am the dominant in our bond, I could have easily forced her to accept me, but instead I chose to make her think she had a choice in whether or not we should become mates. Yeah, what I did was manipulative and deceitful, but what can I say I'm a Volturi ancient.

I've spent nearly two thousand years without a mate and now that I have her, I plan on keeping her by any means necessary. I had to twist the truth a bit and make her think that I wouldn't just use her feelings from our bond to get her to obey. My efforts and well placed half-truths worked.

The moment she agreed to complete the bond, I swore I had her just where I wanted her. In a way, I did, by drinking her blood and completing my half of the bond I have tied our souls partially together. Now I have full control over how much of the mating pull will affect her fragile, human body. I will always be able to find her and sense her emotions as well as read her loudly broadcasted thoughts. These things are good, but they tie me to Isabella. Not Isabella to me. To fully complete the bond, she has to ingest my blood. In doing so, she wouldn't be able to ever leave me, she would have no choice but to love me just as much as I love her.

When it came time for her to drink from me…I couldn't do it. Maybe I'm losing it in my old age or maybe I'm going soft. I couldn't have her drink from me without her loving me for who I am. I want her to stay with me because she wants to. If I allowed her to take my blood, there would be no choice for her. As the very human submissive out of our pairing, she would be a slave to our bond until I turned her.

She would have no choice. For some reason, I couldn't do that to her. I wanted her to tell me that she wanted me and not Edward without the bond influencing her decision.

I smile as I finish up my shower and begin dressing. Last night really was amazing. Sex had become a bore centuries ago, but being in her arms made it feel so new. It wasn't meaningless to me anymore. When I realized she was a virgin, I had to stop myself from claiming her fully without having her love. I'm glad I didn't, because I would have never known the peace and contentment that seemed to be coming off my mate in waves when she awoke in my arms.

Those feelings were due to me, not the bond. I know from her emotions and a few stray thoughts that Edward never made her feel that way. Even though I can feel her guilt strongly through my tie to her, I can still feel her determination. It gives me hope that last night meant as much to her as it did, and does, to me.

Hopefully, last night made her realize that she belongs with me.

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