A/N wow another chapter can't believe it.
Ok so for those of you who were worried about Jake hopefully this chapter will appease you.
Big authors note at the bottom.
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It was Sunday afternoon, and I couldn't believe the weekend was almost over. Tomorrow I had to go into work and face Edward. Although we had decided that it would just be business as usual, secretly I was hoping that things might be a little different, in a good way though.
I looked at the clock which indicated it was almost lunchtime. I was starting to get worried as Jake had still not come home yet. I knew that I was not his mum or anything, but at the very least, he could have rung me and told me when he would be back. I decided that if he wasn't home in the next couple of hours, I would start ringing people.
I was curled up reading a book in the library, when I heard the front door.
"Jake, is that you?" I called out.
"Yeah, Bella, it's me," he answered. Relief washed over me at knowing he was okay.
I headed out to the living room and saw Jake sitting on the couch.
"So, either Leah kidnapped you, or you guys hit it off."
"Oh, Bella, you have no idea," Jake responded, his eyes almost twinkling with joy.
"Oh, I think I might," I said under my breath.
"Bella, thank you," he said.
"What are you thanking me for? I didn't do anything."
"Yes, you did," he argued. "If you hadn't ended our arrangement, I never would have realised how stale our play had gotten. I mean, yeah, I was pissed when it happened and shocked at how fast everything changed. However, the last two days with Leah have been amazing; she knew exactly how to push my buttons. I have never been in so much pain and so turned on at the same time, ever."
"Well, I am glad that you had a good time," I said sincerely, because I was truly happy for him. I wanted nothing but the best for Jake. I may not have been in love with Jake, but I did care for him very deeply and wanted him to be happy. I sat down next to Jake on the couch. It was only then that I noticed the choker he was wearing.
"She collared you already?" I asked, sounding a little shocked.
"Oh, yeah," he said, as he almost lovingly fingered the choker. "She did it today before I left. I think she's the one, Bella."
I reached over and enveloped Jake in a giant hug. "I am so happy for you, Jake."
"Yeah, I'm happy for me, too. I just feel bad leaving you all alone."
"Oh, I'm not going to be alone for long, Jake. I may have found me a new sub."
"Really? That's good. I was so worried about leaving you in the lurch."
"I will be fine. I'm a big girl. It will be strange not having you around, though, but I will cope, I'm sure." I gave Jake my best smile, trying to let him know I'd be okay. "So when are you moving out?" I asked.
"Well, I'm going to pack a bag with some clothes and head back to her place shortly, but I will be back next weekend to clean out the rest of my stuff." I was surprised it was so soon, but I tried to keep that out of my expression.
"Wow, things must be really serious between you and Leah."
"Yeah, they are," he said, shyly.
"Well, go on, you don't want to keep her waiting," I said, indicating he should get upstairs and pack his bag.
"Thanks, Bella. I love you, you know."
"Yeah, I know. I love you, too, Jake."
With one last hug, he headed off to his room to gather his things. I headed back into the library to continue reading. As I sat curled up with my book, I let my thoughts wander back to Edward. I still found it hard to believe that he was going to be my new sub. Even thinking about our encounter at the play party made my body burn with longing. I couldn't wait until Wednesday night when I could do a scene with him in my playroom.
About an hour later, Jake popped his head in to say goodbye.
"It's not goodbye, Jake," I said. "It's just, 'see you later.' It's not like we will never see one another again."
"Yeah, I know, but still, it won't be the same"
"No, Jake, you are right about that, but I suspect that both of us are moving on to something bigger and better." Jake chuckled at that.
"I'm sure you're right, Bella. You've never steered me wrong before."
"Please keep in touch."
"I will," he said as he turned and walked out.
I looked at my watch and realised it was almost dinnertime. I headed in to the kitchen, deciding what to make; I realised that I only had to make dinner for one. Suddenly, the reality hit me – I was alone. I wasn't sure I liked the idea of being all alone after two years of always having someone around. I opted not to dwell on it, and rather than cook, I called for takeout. A half an hour later, my Thai arrived. I settled down in front of the TV and ate my dinner, flicking through the channels, not really finding anything good to watch. Eventually, I settled on reruns of Will and Grace, but my mind wasn't really on the show. Instead, it was running through a million different scenarios of what I could do with Edward in my playroom. My body was humming with desire, and for the first time in a very long time, I felt the need to take care of myself.
I headed up to the playroom to grab myself a toy. I delved into the vibrator drawer, searching around for the waterproof rabbit.
"Ah ha," I said to myself when I found what I was looking for.
I headed into my room and into my en-suite. I ran myself a nice warm bath and slid in, images of Edward lapping at my pussy playing in my mind. I felt my clit throbbing as I tugged and rubbed my nipples with my fingers. The warm water surrounded me, softly caressing my body. Slowly, as I slid my right hand down across my stomach, my mind conjured up new images of Edward. This time he was spread eagle over my whipping bench, his ass on display for me. I wanted to slide a finger or two in there and show him what pleasure I could bring him. Instead, I slowly ran my hands over his ass, enjoying the firm feel. I slid my hand down his crack and between his legs, wrapping my hand around that monster cock of his.
All the time the images were playing in my head, my hand had been flicking and caressing my clit, causing the burn to increase. I picked up the rabbit and turned it on to the highest setting. I slid it over my clit, the vibration causing my hips to buck involuntarily. As images of my hand sliding up and down Edward's firm length assaulted my mind, I slowly slid the rabbit into my pussy, the sensations setting me on fire. If it wasn't for the fact that I was in the bath, I am sure my thighs would be covered with my arousal. As the coil started to tighten, the fire burning within me continued to rage, and I could see and hear Edward in my head, writhing in pleasure, almost ready to explode. Then it happened – as Edward came in my head, I felt my orgasm rip through my body, turning all of my limbs to jelly. I slowly removed the rabbit, small aftershocks washing over me. I sunk down into the bath, letting the bliss wash over me.
I woke up god knows how much later, freezing cold. I realised I was still in the bath and the water was now bone chilling. I must have fallen asleep. I jumped out, shivering from the icy bath water, and grabbed my towel, wrapping it around me tightly. I dried myself off as quickly as possible and headed to bed. Normally I would pop on a tank and panties to go to bed, but tonight I felt like going naked. I jumped under the covers and curled up, expecting sleep to take me. However, it didn't. Instead, it dawned on me that it was almost Monday, and I had to go to work. All my fears and worries about the situation with Edward crashed down on me. I tried to turn my brain off, but all I kept thinking about was what it was going to be like being around Edward every day. Now that I knew how gorgeous his body was under his clothes and how wonderful that tongue of his was, I didn't know how I was going to function. God, I needed to pull myself together. I tossed and turned for another hour or so before sleep finally claimed me.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
My alarm jolted me awake. I felt like I had had no rest at all. I rolled over and looked at my alarm clock; it said it was seven a.m. There was no point trying to go back to sleep. I jumped out of bed and headed off for a shower before work. As I lathered my hair, I felt the nerves start to consume me again. I tried not to think about how things were going to be different. I had to remind myself that we both wanted this and if it was going to work, we were going to have to find a way to not let it affect our day-to-day working environment.
I turned off the shower, hopped out and grabbed one of my big fluffy towels to dry myself off. Once I'd dried off, I headed into my closet to pick out an outfit for work. It took rifling through my closet three times before I realised the reason I was having trouble picking out something to wear – I didn't want Edward to see me dressed in my regular work clothes. The fact that I was considering altering my appearance had me chastising myself. I had to remember to act the same as I always had, but how could I go back to being plain, boring secretary Bella when all I wanted to be was Mistress Izzy and bend Edward over his desk and turn his cheeks a glorious shade of pink? I stood there in my closet, looking at the section with all my Domme clothes, then I looked at my work clothes and suddenly I was struck with an idea. I could be both; I was both Bella as well as Mistress Izzy. I reached into my Domme clothes and grabbed a black corset and matching thong. I put them on, then I grabbed one of my usual work shirts and a coordinating skirt to put over the top. Now all I had to decide on was shoes. Should it be Bella flats, or Mistress Izzy heels? Deciding to compromise, I grabbed a pair a black Mary Janes with a bit of a platform, which made me look a bit taller without making the heels so high I couldn't walk. After a final look at myself in the mirror, I smiled, happy with what I saw. I'm not sure why, but I felt I looked different. Maybe it was because I knew what I had on underneath.
I went downstairs, grabbed a bagel with cream cheese, and filled my travel mug with coffee before heading out to work.
Twenty minutes later, I arrived at work. The slightly upbeat mood I had managed to get myself into before I left home had completely soured thanks to some particularly crappy peak hour traffic. I made my way to my office and booted up my computer, before heading into the break room to get a refill on my coffee.
When I got back to my desk, I realised that Edward's door – which had been open when I left to get my coffee – was closed as I returned. The only times his door was ever closed were when he had something private to discuss or he was in a bad mood. I hoped it was the first option rather than the second, because I was not sure I could make it through today with cranky Edward.
I sat down at my desk and started work. Edward's voice came over the intercom about an hour later, jolting me out of the daze I was in.
"Ms. Swan, could I see you in my office, please?" His tone was curt, but he didn't sound angry; I hoped that was a good sign.
I grabbed a notepad and pen and headed into Edward's office. As I walked in, I noticed him eye me up and down. I had never seen Edward look at me like that before, but I liked it. I walked over to his desk, taking my seat in front of it as I normally would. Edward looked at me, his trademark crooked grin on full display.
"Good morning, Ms. Swan."
"Good morning, Mr. Cullen."
"Did you have a good weekend?" he asked.
"Yes, I did. Nothing out of the usual. How about you? Anything exciting happen on your weekend?"
"Nope, just the usual."
"So, Mr. Cullen, was there something in particular you wanted me for?" A grin spread across Edward's face like a Cheshire Cat. I could only assume his thoughts went to the same place mine did, back to Friday night. I couldn't believe the thoughts of that night could still turn me on like a light switch. I was hoping I didn't leave a wet spot when I got up to leave.
"Yes, Ms. Swan, I have some documentation for you." Edward reached over to my side of his desk and handed me a folder. I opened it and saw that inside was his sub contract. I quickly closed the folder, a blush spreading over my cheeks. I couldn't believe he had brought the contract to the office to give to me. The urge to bend him over his desk and punish him for his actions was hard to resist, but I knew it would have to wait for another time.
Instead, I said, "Thank you for that. I will have a look at it and get back to you. If there is nothing else, Mr. Cullen, I will return to my desk."
"No, that is all for now, Ms. Swan."
I stood and left Edward's office. As I walked out, I put a little extra swing in my hips to see if I could get a reaction out of him. Just as I reached the door, I could have sworn I heard him say, "Thank you, Mistress." You won't be thanking me later if I have anything to do with it.
The rest of the day was uneventful, though I could have sworn I caught Edward staring at me more than once. On my way home from the office, I stopped off and picked up a pizza for dinner. When I made it in the door, I headed straight into the lounge and settled into my favourite chair with a slice of pizza and the folder Edward had given me this morning.
As I flipped through the pages, I noticed that Edward had not made any changes to the main part of the contract, but he had agreed to be my submissive. A simultaneous wave of fear and excitement washed over me. We were really going to do this; he had agreed to be my sub. I immediately grabbed a pen and read my declaration.
I have read, and fully understand this contract in its entirety. I agree to accept this sub, including his body and mind, and to care for him to the best of my ability. I shall provide for his security and well-being. I shall command him, train him, and punish him as a sub, soberly, as I see fit. I understand the responsibility implicit in this arrangement and agree that no harm shall ever come to him as long as he is mine and this contract is in effect. I accept my sub's desire to serve me and take responsibility for his well-being, training, and discipline, to better serve my will.
Mistress:
Date:
I signed my name where appropriate. It was done; I had a new sub. Now all I had to do was train him a little and things would be perfect.
Focusing on preparing for Edward's training, I flipped over to the next page where the limits list started and began to read.
APPENDIX A
Check List of limits.
First, mark with an X any item that you have already DONE.
Next, indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0 to 4.
NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit).
0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don't like doing it (in fact, may loath it) and would ordinarily object to doing it, but you would be willing to do it to please the Dominant if they really wanted it (sometimes called a "soft limit").
1 means you are willing to do this activity, but it has no special appeal for you.
2 means you usually like doing this activity, at least on an irregular/ occasional basis.
3 means you like doing this activity, and would like to experience it on a regular basis.
4 means the activity is a wild turn-on for you, and you would like it as often as possible.
Note any additional information, which might be important for your Domme to know.
There is intentionally some overlap between categories. Unless otherwise stated, the Sub is the recipient of the activity.
Abrasion 1
Age play 0
Anal plug (public, under clothes) 2
Anal plugs 3
Anal sex 3
Animal roles 0
Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) 3
Asphyxiation/Breath Control /Choking No
Auctioned for charity 0
Bathroom use control 0
Beating (hard) 3
Beating (soft) X 4
Being bitten 2
Blindfolds X 3
Bondage (heavy) 3
Bondage (light) X 3
Bondage (public, under clothing) 2
Branding No
Breast/chest bondage 2
Cages/Cells/Closets (locked inside of) 1
Caning X 4
Chastity belts 2
Clothespins X 3
Cock whipping X 3
Cock worship 3
Collars (worn in private) 4
Collars (worn in public) 0
Cuffs (leather/metal) X 3
Electricity 0
Enforced chastity X 1
Exhibitionism (friends) 1
Exhibitionism (strangers) 2
Eye contact restrictions X 1
Face slapping 2
Fisting (anal) 2
Following orders X 3
Foot/Boot/High heel worship X 1
Forced masturbation X 2
Forced nudity (around others) 2
Forced nudity (private) X 3
Forced servitude 2
Gags (cloth/rubber/tape) X 2
Gates of Hell (male) X 1
Hand jobs (giving) X 2
Hand jobs (receiving) X 2
Harnessing (leather) 3
Harnessing (rope) X 3
Having clothing chosen for you 1
Having food chosen for you 1
Head (giving cunnilingus) 4
Head (receiving fellatio) X 4
Homage with tongue (non-sexual) 1
Hot oils (on genitals) No
Hot waxing X 2
Housework (doing) 0
Humiliation (private) X 2
Humiliation (public) 1
Ice cubes X 2
Interrogations 2
Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage 3
Kneeling X 2
Leather clothing X 2
Leather restraints X 2
Manacles & Irons 2
Manicures (giving) 1
Massage (giving) X 2
Massage (receiving) X 2
Modelling for erotic photos 3
Mouth bits 2
Mummification X 1
Nipple clamps X 3
Nipple weights X 3
Oral/anal play (rimming) 2
Orgasm control 2
Orgasm denial X 2
Outdoor scenes 2
Outdoor sex 2
Over-the-knee spanking X 3
Phone sex (serving Domme) 2
Piercing (permanent) No
Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) 1
Pussy worship 3
Riding crops X 3
Rituals 1
Rope body harness 2
Rubber/latex clothing 2
Saran wrapping 1
Scratching - getting 2
Scratching - giving 2
Sensory deprivation X 2
Serving 2
Serving as art 2
Serving as furniture 1
Serving as waiter 2
Sexual deprivation (long term) 1
Sexual deprivation (short term) 2
Shaving (body hair) 2
Sleep deprivation 1
Sleepsacks 1
Spandex clothing 2
Spanking X 4
Speech restrictions (when, what) X 2
Spreader bars X 2
Standing in corner 2
Stocks 2
Strait jackets No
Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) 3
Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) X 2
Strap-on-dildos (wearing) 2
Strapping (full body beating) 2
Suspension (horizontal) X 2
Suspension (inverted) 2
Suspension (upright) 2
Tattooing 2
Teasing X 3
Tickling X 1
Uniforms 2
Vibrator on genitals X 2
Video (recordings of you) 2
Video (watching others) X 2
Voyeurism (watching others) 2
Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) 2
Wearing symbolic jewellery 2
Whipping X 4
Wooden paddles X 3
I got to the end of the list, and to say I was surprised would be an understatement. The first thing I noticed was how little Edward had actually tried. I knew he was new to the lifestyle, but I didn't realise how few things he had experienced. I looked forward to introducing him to all manner of new pleasures, starting with my fantasy of having him bent over my whipping bench. It was good to see my suspicions were correct about Edward being a masochist; I did quite enjoy inflicting pain, and it appeared Edward enjoyed receiving it. I think the biggest shock, for me, was the fact that Edward seemed to have little to no anal experience, yet he seemed more than willing to try it. In fact, the mere thought of it must be a turn on for him for it to be scored so high. Immediately, images of fucking Edward with a strap-on flitted into my mind. I headed off to bed, thoughts of all the things I couldn't wait to try with Edward floating around in my head.
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