Bella's POV

I opened one eye, and as soon as I did, panic set through me. Also a wave of massive pain, but I wasn't so sure why. I looked around the room franticly.

"Edward?" I called, and shot up from the pillow.

"No, it's me," a gruff voice called from the corner. I looked around the room and found Jacob sitting there.

"Jake!!" I was excited to see him, but then I remembered what happened. But...it wasn't his fault. No, it wasn't. It was mine. For making him mad, and he can't blame himself, he can only blame me.

Jake stared at me blankly. "Don't come near me Bella, it's not safe," he said.

"B..b..but Jake, I...I'm not mad." I told him. "Come here," I commanded.

"No Bella."

"Now," I growled, only doing that when I got mad. He sighed and inched slowly towards me. For a second, I wondered why Jacob was there and Edward wasn't. He was probably hunting though.

"Jake," I started once he got to the edge of my bed and sat close to me. "I'm sorry." He looked at me weirdly. "For making you mad, for everything. This is all my fault."

He glared my way. "Isabella," Wow. That was the first time he's used my full name. "If you blame any of this on you I will personally tell Sam to murder me."

"And why is that?" I asked.

"Because Bella. Look what I did. I kidnapped you. I phased on you...and..I..I..I..." He started, but apparently couldn't finish.

"Jake, just tell me what happened," I told him, wondering what he was going to say.

"I'm surprised." He sighed. "You haven't questioned me about..E..E..Edward," He winded. "Yet."

"Yes. That's because I'm assuming he's hunting," I told him, the know it all voice oozing through my words.

"Bells...he's not hunting, Edward...he...he's...gone." Jake told me, and I swear, I felt my whole world go blank again.

(DUNDUNDUNDUN. Aw. Looks like I left a cliffie. How unfortunate.)

(Hehe. I'm not thatttt mean. Well, here it goes. What happens to poor Lady's Eddie-kins, Bella, and my Jacob.)

"He...He..He's...gone?" I whispered. Jake looked at me sincerely and nodded. "W..W..Why?"

"He...He thinks he's...too dangerous for you." He said quietly. No, the tears were already here. Not this. Not again. I needed Edward. I did. I couldn't go back into my zombie state. It would kill Charlie. It would kill Jake. And it would kill me. "He left you a note, and told...me to give it to you." I nodded and took the note he pulled out of his pocket.

My Dearest Bella,

I'm so, so, so sorry for doing this once again to you. The guilt I feel right now is unbearable, but you must know. This is for your own good. I realized once more, that I'm too dangerous for you, and that you would giving up your perfect wonderful life for a monster. Myself. Bella, I can't let you do that. Again, you need to live a happy life, have children, and have a normal life. I'm so, so, so, sorry again for doing this. I know I broke my promise once more to you, and I truely wish I could fix it. Please, please, please, move on and be happy with Jacob. He loves you more than you know it. You can do this Bella. Just know, that I'll always be with you. Always protect you, and always will love you.

I'm so, so, so sorry. I love you with all my non-beating heart.

Edward.

"No." I whispered. "No, no, no NO." He can't. He just...can't.

(So I'm switching POV'S now. It's regular.)

Bella started flipping out, and looking like she was going insane.

"Bella," he said and laid a large gentle hand on her. "You need to calm down. You're going to hurt yourself even more." He said. Bella looked up at him, her pale, normally blushing pink cheeks were tear stained, her pale skin even paler, and her big brown eyes filled with tears, that were now silently falling down her face. Jacob stared at Bella for one moment before gently pulling her up into his arms. "Oh Bella, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." He whispered as she cried into his shoulder.

"He...He...He, he didn't even say good-bye," She sobbed.

"Bella, listen to me, he wanted to. He did. But like he said, he couldn't do this to you any longer. He wanted to say good-bye Bella but it was hard for him. Bella-he loves you. He always will, he just wants you to get a chance a life. Please, don't be like last time." Jake pleaded. Bella bit her lip, trying to hide the sound of the sobs that were about to come out of her mouth. It wasn't long before the sobs came again, and Bella clutched onto Jacob tighter. All Jacob knew, was that he was going to be there for her this time. The whole time. And nothing was going to stop him.

Jeez guys. That was totally just so sappy. I cried when I wrote it. I was listening to She Will Be Loved by Maroon Five, Everything You Ever Wanted by Hawk Nelson, and I Miss You by Blink 182. Today was my Blink 182 day, I think I listened to that song about a 100 times today. Hehe. Well, I hope you enjoyed this sapppp filled chapter. It basically was just a filler so Bella can find out he's gone. Sorry Lady that he went byebye. But now-I can ship him off to Sweden for youuuuu. xDxDxD.

Love you all! And this chapter is dedicated to Lady and Tiger because well, they just totally rock everyone else's socks off! Love you guys!