So Nepeta's having sympathy symptoms, she's not gonna go full-blown, and Dave has borderline personality disorder. He'll maybe come up later. Just forget about those two for now.

Karkat woke up, and looked at the clock. It was 3:34 pm.

"Well it's late again." He hadn't eaten in the past week, and he felt dizzy. Fuck, if Kanaya finds out I collapsed, I'll be sent to a hospital, shit. He locked his door, and smiled. Kanaya can't find me in my room. He laid on his bed, covers over his face. He was freezing, and it would never get warm no matter how hard he tried. He started to cry, and then sob. He was loud, and Terezi walked by. He heard a knock.

"Karkat, you ok?"

"GO THE FUCK AWAY KANAYA!"

"It's Terezi."

"Fuck you want?"

"Are you ok."

"I'm fine." Terezi rolled her eyes.

"If you say so." She walked away. Why the fuck do people care about me, I'm so far from repair they should just give up. He slowly got up from his bed, and walked to the computer.

ArsenicCatnip began pestering CarcinoGeneticist:

AC: 33 : Hey Karkitty, you awake yet?

AC: 33: really Karkitty, get up.

CG: WHY DID YOU TROLL ME AGAIN?

AC: 33: Kanaya asked where you were at breakfast today

CG: TELL HER I WAS SLEEPING

AC: 33: are you serious, or are you lying

CG: I'M TELLING THE TRUTH, THE DEAD FUCKING TRUTH

AC: 33: Are you really telling the truth?

CG: YES, I FELL ASLEEP, AND JUST NOW FUCKING GIOT UP

AC: 33: I'll tell Kanaya, and she'll see what she'll do with you

CG: GO DO THAT, I'LL BE ASLEEP

CarcinoGeneticist ceased pestering ArsenicCatnip at 3:46 pm.

Karkat sighed.

"I wish that this hell would just kill me off, it's just torturing me, please Ana kill me now." He felt an unexpected tear fall from his face. He wiped it off, and leaned back in his chair. Kanaya knocked on the door.

"Fuck, just come in Kanaya, I don't care, let this kill me." She walked in with a sad look in her eyes.

"Karkat, don't say that. You are needed as much as the rest, if you let this kill you we won't have you, and if we don't have you there will an empty seat at the table, an empty bedroom, and many empty hearts. Looking at your empty room will make us cry, seeing your empty seat will make us remember this pain we're all feeling right now. Our hearts will be empty, and we'll all feel lost. You're needed Karkat, we all need you." Karkat was crying by the time that ended, and Kanaya put her hands on his.

"Let their hearts be empty, I don't care, my heart is lost and empty right now, my heart is broken beyond repair." Kanaya threw her arms around his body.

"Karkat, don't say that. You're needed just as much as everyone else, don't say that." Karkat grabbed Kanaya's arm.

"You don't know how it feels, you never will, it hurts, it hurts you and everyone around you, it hurts your body, and every step! It hurts your heart to see yourself die slowly! You feel the need to continue because it's become your normal life, and you're lost without it!." Kanaya released her hug. Karkat was choking on his sobs again and again.

"Karkat calm down, it's ok, you don't need to feel lost. You are never lost or alone. We are here, all of us. Please just stop," Kanaya was letting tears fall, she couldn't hide her sorrow any longer.

"I'll still stick to my promise though, if you collapse anywhere, I'm taking you to the hospital on the spot." Karkat nodded.

"Ok." He whispered to her. Barely audible, the noise made Kanaya smile, karkat did have hope in him. She touched his hand one more time, and then left. Karkat went back over to his bed, and fell asleep again. He slept another day (you've had those days right, where you just sleep.), and at 11:03 in the morning he woke up. He hadn't eaten for over a week, and wasn't planning to. He laid in his bed, and stared at the wall. What if I collapse today, I'll be sent to some place, and they'll make me fat again, shit. He got up after a while, and went to the bathroom. He had stepped a foot into the bathroom, when a his phone vibrated.

Ana Nervon has pestered CarcinoGeneticist:

AN: HEy I haven't heard from you in over a week, just wanted to see that you didn't die

CG: I'M STILL FUCKING ALIVE, BUT IF I COLLAPSE KANAYA IS GOING TO SEND ME TO THE HOSPITAL FUCKINF ASAP

AN: That's really not good

CG: I'M FUCKING USED TO IT

AN: OH yeah, you're weight

CG: I'M IN THE BATHROOM, I'LL CHECK

AN: COol

CG: 79 POUNDS

AN: SO you've lost a good amount, another 5 pounds ok

CG: YEAH, I'LL MANAGE ANOTHER 5, BUT I HAVEN'T EATEN IN A WEEK

AN: NIce, keep it that way

CG: IF I COLLAPSE

AN: IF you feel you're going to collapse, just eat something small

Ana Nervon ceased pestering CarcinoGeneticist at 11:11 am.

"I won't eat, I feel so accomplished that I haven't eaten in 7 days, I won't break that." He walked back to his room, and waited for Sollux to get him for lunch. Sure enough at 11: 48 he knocked.

"Hey Karkat, lunch." Karkat groaned, and got up.

"Fine, coming." He walked with Sollux down the stairs, and sat at his spot.

"Good to have ya back, did you sleep for days again." Karkat nodded.

"Yeah, I did." Gamzee laughed.

"How do you sleep for motherfucking 2 days straight?" Karkat shrugged.

"Dunno, but I can, so it's possible." Karkat felt dizzy, and the fact that he hadn't eaten wasn't helping. He leaned forward a little. Fuck, not now, not while everyone's watching, no! He tried to stop it, but it was too late, he had collapsed.

"Karkat!." Thanks again for the support, it means so much to know someone cares. Again, Dave is suffering form borderline, and self-harm is a symptom of borderline. Nepeta's having sympathy symptoms and won't do it again. This chapter started out so close, but soon it evolved. Karkat can sleep for days, it's not impossible, and he's trying to avoid eating by sleeping.