"Haruhi"
"Haruhi"
"Haruhi are you listening to me?"
"Huh?"Haruhi looked up from her tea cup and was met with Kyoya staring at her confused. Quickly she gathered herself and placed her cup down.
"Yes sorry, work is going well. Thanks for being my reference"Haruhi answered as she remembered Kyoya had asked her how the new job was. It was in the early afternoon and Haruhi hadn't had work today, apparently when the boss was sick it meant all the employees would have a day off. Then again it was a small country side firm, she imagined there wasn't many cases.
Kyoya had called her and asked that she come by his office today, to be honest she had still been upset with him from the last visit but felt she needed to see him.
Haruhi watched as he came to sit across from her.
She watched him.
An watched him.
An realized very quickly she was staring.
'Oh god no, please don't let me really be looking at him'Haruhi thought as she closed her eyes. Ever since last night. Meis words had really been weighing on her. She didn't want to admit it, in fact the very reason she had agreed to meet with Kyoya today was to prove Mei wrong.
'There's nothing attractive about him, he's just a calculating, cold hearted, rich bastard'Haruhi thought to herself as she realized once again Kyoya had been talking to her
"I'm sorry what did you say?"Haruhi looked up at see Kyoya now looking honestly concerned, something she didn't often see from him.
"Haruhi is something bothering you? Are you ill?"Kyoya reached over and made a move to touch her only for Haruhi scoot back away from his hand.
Kyoya watched her face carefully, either something had happened to make her react this way or she was actually sick and needed to see a doctor. Technically he was a doctor.
Haruhi had been in his office for more then an hour now and they had barely spoken. She kept zoning out on him, at first he had assumed it was the lack of sleep until she explained how she had no work yesturday. In fact she had done nothing but rest all of today until he called.
"No I'm fine! I'm sorry I think I really need to go"Haruhi felt so scattered now as she stood up and then back down, she had no idea where she had placed anything. Her phone, wallet, keys, she couldn't remember.
"Haruhi please calm down, I think you need to see a doctor"Kyoya came over to her and tired to sit her back down, when she refused he pushed her back down against the couch with a thud.
"Are you still angry with me about what Tamaki did? I had no say in the matter"Kyoya took a seat next to her and removed his phone to call for a car. He was going to take Haruhi to the hospital for a check up, she was acting strangely and it was starting to concern him.
Kyoya continued typing but could see Haruhi scooting away from him in the corner of his eye, but her eyes were still on him.
It was starting to annoy him
"Do you want a full apology? I'm not where your angry should be directed, now lets go to the hospital, there's a car out front"Kyoya reached out to grab her arm only for Haruhi to pull away from him quickly. She was breathing harder now and he could hear her nearly gasping for breath as her cheeks felt like they were on fire
"Don't touch me"
"Why are you fighting me?!"
"Just let go!"
"You're being irrational just let me take you to the hospital!"
"Just take your clothes off!"
"What?"
Kyoya stopped his tugging on Haruhis arm and held his place. Haruhi had never seen him that caught off guard but wanted to run and hide now.
Mei had been right, ever since she got to his office she had been staring at him and it was driving her insane. It was like 9 years worth of imagining his body just came back in one giant bang. Haruhis face was flushed as she felt Kyoyas grip weaken on her.
"Haruhi tell me what's going on"Kyoya started to put the pieces together in his mind now, but there were a few things missing that he needed cleared up before doing anything.
Feeling defeated, Haruhi took a seat back down on the couch.
Kyoya would find out anyway, he always did
"Mei and I had a talk yesturday and it made me think about things..."Haruhi began as she recalled the memory of what Mei had said. How Mei was able to say such things without feeling any shame was a mystery to her.
"Such as?"
"How I've been denying myself the ability to be attracted to any of you, and how I secretly want to... do things with you. To be honest I was still mad at you about Tamaki but came here today to prove her wrong"Haruhi felt so ashamed of herself, how could she had been in a relationship with Tamaki all these years and been secretly wanting to sleep with her friends? The whole thing just bothered her, she truly was blind to her own feelings.
"Do you want to sleep with me?"When had he gotten so close? Haruhi couldn't help but feel that he was too close for comfort now. He had closed the gap between them on the couch and had his arms against the cushion behind her, cornering her into place. Mei was right, he did enjoy being in a dominating position.
Haruhi refused to look at him but instead closed her eyes.
He smelt like freshly ground coffee beans... when she realized she had been smelling him, her eyes opened only to see he was even closer. They were practically touching at this point but he still held a slight distance.
"All you have to do is ask Haruhi, I'm more then willing to participate in this little fantasy of yours"Kyoya whispered against her ear, his breath was warm and made her shiver. How had she gotten herself into his situation with him? A month ago if you had asked her if she wanted to sleep with Kyoya, she would have laughed it off as a horrible joke.
He was cruel
He was cold
He was sending her mind into over drive
"A-aren't you Tamakis best friend, he'd be pissed at you"Haruhi could feel her composure breaking now, she was falling apart. She was fighting with herself mentally, trying to convince herself that he was horrible and disgusting. But the moment he started to speak again it was all erased.
"Don't talk about him when I'm with you"Possessive? Yes he was dam possessive. What about that did Haruhi find attractive? She couldn't figure it out right now. All she was thinking about was how soft his hair looked and now nice it would be to touch it. Maybe run her fingers through it.
A moment passed before Kyoya made his next move, one of his hands came to rest under her chin. He was tilting her head to look at him, he was so close. Her eyes were fixed on his lips as he got closer.
She was torn now, between her morals and her wants. She wanted him to kiss her, but she also wanted to push him away. He was Tamakis best friend, the last thing she wanted was to cause him anymore pain.
"I can see why the twins enjoy this, teasing you is fun"Kyoya whispered as he pulled away from her. He took his place siting next to her, leaving Haruhi stunned. It took a moment for Haruhi to regain her composure enough to be angry at him for teasing her like that.
"Goodbye Kyoya!"Haruhi grabbed her bag from the coffee table and started to make her way out the door.
"Haruhi before you leave let me give you some advice, the only way to know for sure is to give it a try"An with that his office door slammed shut.
Kyoya sat there for a moment feeling pleased with himself. A smirk sat on his face as he walked over to the intercom at his desk.
"Miss Ishihara"Kyoya spoke into the intercom as he undid his tie.
"Yes sir?"
"Send up Miss Fukuyama from accounting and have her wear that short brown wig for me"
-Haruhi later that day-
"That jackass"Haruhi sat at the coffee shop near her apartment enjoying a nice cup of coffee. After her encounter with Kyoya she wanted nothing more then to sit down somewhere and have some time alone. She really needed to think about things.
"Uh, how could I be attracted to someone like that"Haruhi mumbled as she sipped her coffee. It was just perfect, two creams and three spoons of sugar. She knew it wasn't exactly the best thing for her but she really wanted something sweet and warm right now.
'I really need someone to help me figure this out..'Haruhi thought as she sat there staring out the coffee shop window now. There was only one person she could really talk to right now and that was Mei, however after last night she wasn't exactly sure if more of Meis insight would help or hurt her.
"Miss can I freshen your cup?"
"No I'm okay thank you"Haruhi answered without even looking up
"Then how about I bring you some des-ert"
'Please don't tell me I'm getting turned on by random guys now'Haruhi thought as she felt a blush starting on her cheeks.
Looking up Haruhi felt a bit relieved but also annoyed now
"Kaoru what are you doing here?"Haruhi watched as he took a seat across from her. He was dressed rather casually to be going to work and there wasn't anything in this area she could imagine him being interested in.
"I was going to stop by that commoner super market when I saw you, you didn't even notice when I came. Seriously Haruhi your sixth sense sucks"Kaoru had always enjoyed poking fun at her, although he was much less vicious then when Hikaru did.
"There's actually 8 senses"
"Of course you'd know that"
Kaoru stared at her for awhile, she was oddly quite. Normally by now she'd have told him to get lost or left him to go home. But she just sat there, staring off into nothing and playing with her coffee. She wasn't even drinking it anymore.
Something was bothering her
"Haruhi is something wrong?"Kaorus question caused her to look up at him. She had a look in her eyes he had never seen before, it was looked hungry but ashamed. Something he had only ever seen in models eyes after sleeping with them, they were always ashamed about sleeping with their bosses son. However he didn't care about those women, they weren't Haruhi. So to see that look in her eyes only concerned him more.
She shook her head no and returned to staring at her coffee
"Haruhi" Kaoru reached over and took her hand in his. Her hands were no longer warm from the coffee but instead where hot from being clenched
"I won't judge you, please tell me what's wrong"Kaoru felt like he was making progress when she looked up at him. Her eyes looked slightly desperate.
He felt her close her hand around his. Accepting his offer silently
"No judgement?"Haruhi asked as she thought about the possibilities. Out of all her friends, it was Kaoru she trusted the most
"Never"
-Later that day-
From the coffee shop Haruhi had gone home with Kaoru. She had never once asked to come over so he knew this had to be something serious. She didn't want Hikaru to know so Kaoru had snuck her inside through the back door. He was thankful that they now had rooms fairly far away from each other.
They had been sitting on Kaorus bed for awhile now, not talking just sitting. Kaoru was trying to be as patient as possible with her now.
"Kaoru I need your help to figure something out"Haruhi had been nervously fiddling with her fingers since they had reached his bed room. She had been in his room many times but never with the intension of doing anything. Until a day ago those thoughts were buried so deep nothing could touch it.
"Sure, what do I need to do?"Kaoru was confused when Haruhi stood up. She moved to stand in front of him and to his surprise she crawled onto his lap.
They had never been this close by her choice before, so even with Kaorus experience he was a bit nervous now. Haruhi fixed herself so straddle him, but still too unsure of herself to make eye contact
"Um.. Haruhi?"Kaoru was questioning her motions now as she sat on him. As comfortable as this was, it was highly intimate.
"Can you.. take your shirt off"Haruhi tried her best to regulate her breathing now. She needed to know if this whole thing was fluke or if it was true. After her encounter with Kyoya she was convinced, she needed to try to know for sure.
Kaoru didn't question her and removed his shirt. She had seen him shirtless many times but it wasn't like this. They weren't this close before.
Haruhi nervously placed her hands against his chest, she could feel his muscle that she hadn't noticed before. Her hands trailed down his stomach and he flinched a bit. Feeling a bit ticklish.
'Oh god it's true'Haruhi thought as she moved her hands down his arms, enjoying the feeling of his smooth skin. She could even smell him now, he smelt like a mix of flowers and wine. It was oddly intoxicating.
"Haruhi please, tell me what's wrong"Kaoru took her hands in his. He was getting the feeling she wanted to sleep with him, but part of him really didn't want to believe that. This was Haruhi, she always pushed him away. She didn't find him attractive like that. She didn't... did she?
"Kaoru, I think I want to have sex"
Kaoru blinked, unsure if he had heard that right. He thought something was seriously wrong with his ears right now.
"Can you say that again? It almost sounded like you said, you wanted to have sex"Kaoru laughed a bit feeling foolish for thinking that.
"I did"
Haruhi wasn't looking at him, her eyes were closed and her face was scrunched up in a frustrated look. Kaoru didn't know how to respond to this.
Sure he had fantasies like this, but that's all they were. He never thought Haruhi of all people would ever want to do something like that. Let alone with someone she wasn't dating.
"Haruhi if you're horny I can just take care of you"Kaoru said in a very matter of fact way. He lifted Haruhis hand up to his lips and gave it a light kiss. Something he had done fairly often during their years together.
Haruhi wasn't sure now if he was even taking her seriously, his lips had curled into a playful grin.
"I'm being serious Kaoru"Haruhi removed her hand from him. She had been completely honest with him and felt that he was just making fun of her now.
Kaoru wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer to him. She let out a small yelp of surprise as he buried his face in her neck. She could feel his lips gently grazing her.
"Haruhi have you ever touched yourself?"Kaoru questioned as he held her close, his voice was playful. He was clearly playing with her now, using that seductive tone he did when playing games.
Haruhi kept her hands on his shoulders
"No of course not, I haven't had a reason too"Haruhi was honest. She was never interested in those types of things, even when she was with Tamaki. Sex was the last thing on her mind.
She could feel him smile now against her neck.
"How can you expect me to believe you want to have sex, when you haven't even explored your own body? What makes you so sure you'll even like it?"Kaorus was still being playful, but she could tell he was trying to reason with her.
To talk her out of it in someway. He was worried about her, she was being a bit irrational right now.
Two could play at that game
"If you don't want to then that's fine"Haruhi started to remove his hands from around her waist. Pulling back slightly she could tell he was pleased with himself.
Thinking he had convinced Haruhi this wasn't what she wanted.
But this was exactly what she wanted right now
"I'll just ask Kyoya, he offered"Haruhi started to pull herself off him but at the mention of Kyoyas name Kaorus arms returned around her. A slight look of worry in his eyes.
If there was one thing Kaoru knew about Kyoyas love life, it's that he was rough. Really rough. He wasn't the type of man to make love to anyone, Haruhi wouldn't likely be an exception.
Kaoru looked up at her, he knew she was giving him a slight threat now. It was either Kaoru help her figure things out, or she'd go find someone who would. An Haruhi knew Kaoru cared about her too much, to leave her in anyone else's hands right now.
"You're so sneaking Ha-ru-hi"Kaoru knew there was no way around it now. She had cornered him in her own way. The sweet smile that played across her lips was replaced with a gasp when he rolled them over. Haruhi looked up at him, a rush over nervousness was overcoming her now as she began to worry about little things. Was she wearing attractive enough underwear? Did her hair look nice? Did she smell nice? All things she would have never cared about before.
All thoughts of worry stopped when he placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.
"Don't worry, we'll take things slow"
Dear readers, just to let you know there's no actual sex next chapter. I don't want to fake anyone out.