I do not own Vampire Knight I only own Camren and Mercedes/ this plot

I have no words for some and others I have a lot but for you my dearest my words for you can hurt.

Why do you want to be friends and why do I trust you?

"Yuki wake up so we can make love" what a nice way to wake up. I opened my eyes that still had sleepy sand in them so I wiped them away. Kaname was very persistent though. He was creasing my legs and at the same time he was trying to get on top of me. It's not that I didn't mind it's just ….I needed a shower. "Kaname I need a shower" "Yuki I will join you in the shower then." I climbed out and headed for the shower stumbling on my way there because I wanted to have water on my face before I have any sexual act. I stepped into my over the top sized shower and turned the tap so the water was almost scorching. I was happy that Kaname didn't come in for at least three minutes. He stepped into my water at the same time grabbing the two in one shampoo and conditioner bottle and poured it into our hair.

Once the shampoo/conditioner was out of our hair Kaname rubbed his length behind me. Did that bother me yes. Why did it bother me though? "Kaname make it quick I have to leave soon" "Sure…." He turned me over and lifted me up so that my legs were securely wrapped around his waist. Kaname then plunged inside of me hard. This was harder then he has ever done before. Sucking on my right boob and playing with my left I let out a growl. I clawed his back and saw his deep velvet blood seep down. Minutes went by yet I still felt no pleasure what the fuck. I looked at Kaname's face and he was huffing and puffing as he hit his second climax. Maybe he will think I had enough if I acted like I had one too? "Kan….Kanam….brother mmmf." "Yuki ... that was amazing we should do that more often." He kissed me on the cheek and stepped outside the shower door. "Love you Yuuk." "Yeah love you to Kaname?"

What was his rush? Sure I said to hurry, after all I am meeting Sara. I looked around the room no Kaname. I walked to my closet and grabbed a pair of jean shorts and a low cut tank top that was white, it went along well with the black tight vest I put on and these pumps mmh three inch and black one word that described them. " Dangeruse." . I walked down the stairs no Kaname, through the door that led me out side no Kaname. Before I got into the car that was waiting on me. I saw something that Kaname must have dropped or something. It looked to be a note so I stuffed it into my pocket and slide into the car.

Once I was in the car I pulled out the paper I found, it read. Kaname meet me at my house. Sneak away if you have too please. I have been craving your presence for a long time. A few thoughts swarmed my mind first Kaname is cheating on me again. Second is it the same girl? Probably. Third was this note the reason he left quickly. Again probably. I wasn't going to complain to Sara after all maybe she and I could be friends since I stopped caring suddenly about her liking Kaname. Why did I stop suddenly? Why?

Walking into Chapters I saw countless men staring at me, such fools. "Sara where ar-" "Yuki I am right here, lets go up stairs they have a great coffee time there." "K." Walking up the stairs I wasn't really paying attention to our conversation. I think we were talking about Sara's favourite book, The Vampire Diaries. "Sara I love that book series too isn't that funny?" "Actually it is Yuki I didn't think we had this much in common." "Yeah" "Theres so maaaannnyy stairs." "I know Yuki my feat are killing me not a good day to wear high heels!" " These pumps were made for escalators!" "Yup because we are women with GREAT taste!" I couldn't stop laughing with Sara, that was just to funny."

Once we reached the top of the stairs we quickly re-collected ourselves because we were getting stink eye from the girl that was staking the napkins to our left. So we quickly got into line and we each got an iced coffee except mine was chocolate and hers was vanilla flavoured.

Sitting down we both took a few sips before we broke out into conversation. "So Yuki how are thing with you?" I honestly didn't know were to start. "Um things are okay it's just something is wrong with Kaname." "Do you want to talk about it Yuki?" "well sure." "I know he's seeing another girl other than me." Why am I opening up to her. Maybe because I have like no one to talk to? "That jerk and to think that I liked him a few weeks ago." "Uh you stopped thats cool at least now we don't have anything that will stop liking each other." "Your so right Yuki."

Five hours later I returned home with a brand new iphone, the newest one out and a growling stomach. I took off towards the kitchen in hopes of finding something yummy or bitter tasting. But I'll I could find was a plate of black berries so I settled for those. But the funny thing was once I finished the black berries I found a note from one of the maids saying Princess Yuki-sama I do leave for a few week but a Pureblood by the name of Camren Narakusa has asked you to call or text him at 905-888-7901. That's actually kinda cute but I wonder why he would have to talk to me so urgent what ever I guess.

Sitting by the window with my new phone I slowly typed in his # and texted (You called for me) I waited for like minutes that seemed like hours until I got a reply (Finally lol I was hopping you would find the note and not Kaname just in case he wouldn't give it to you or something..) I silently laughed at myself what did he think there was going on between us? Well we did have …. a couple of nights ago. (Lol nope I found it underneath a pile of blackberries I was eating and brother isn't that mean lol) I was waiting for his reply with anticipation in my stomach. (Uh I wish I could have fed you those blackberries myself and I wish we could see each other a lot more :( ) I laughed a few giggles before I wrote back ( Well maybe next time I am eating blackberries I'll text you to come over so you could feed me ) ( That sounds great ; ) ) I laughed a few more time until a pair of arms entangled with my waist.

"Yuki you have a phone now?" "Yes Kaname Sara and I went phone shopping after we left the place we were at." I quickly locked my screen so you would need a code to open it back up. "Why were you laughing beautiful imouto (younger sister) was it another man? I felt his breath hot against my ear and his arms tighten around my waist again. "Why would you say that?"

"I said that because I know that look Yuki another man has come into your life!" My breath hitched but I wasn't going to come out of this conversation the only guilty one. "And who would that be Kaname?" "I don't know Camren!" "Tell me Yuki do I not please you anymore or do you just wish to see me in pain!" "Don't be a jerk you two tying jerk. "WHAT." "I know Kaname about Mercedes so fuck off and cut the shit!" I spread a little of my power making him gasp and loosen his grip on me, just enough to break free. I ran to our room locking it. I could here him outside the door now. "YUKI OPEN THIS DOOR NOW!" "No big brother." "Yuki stop playing with me are you with Camren?" "Are you with Mercedes?" "Yuki I am not." "Then what about the note I found?" "Yuki that was nothing ….fine I fucked her once…once and you were human at the time." "SO FUCKING WHAT DID YOU NOT LVE ME THEN AS I DID YOU?" "Yuki no I did love you then and I love you now." "So what you just needed something until I turned?" "Yuki stop talking to me like that it was arranged by the council they wanted me to mate her so I fooled them, by thinking I was on there side that was one of the reasons I killed them." "But you kept seeing her." I was calming down I could tell. "Yuki I visited her today to tell her to leave me alone."

I unlocked the door but didn't open it. "Well we are even then." I walked to the balcony not turning around since I knew I would see Kaname with a distorted look. I held my head high and walked to the left side of the railing "What does that mean Yuki." I was by the railing one second and into the wall the next. "SO YOU DID FUCK HIM THEN!" "Yes, sometimes I even dream of us fucking ops sorry." I had blood down my check from the gush on my head that as already healing. I don't care anymore he doesn't even love me. "YUKI HE CAN CONTROL PEOPLES DREAMS THERE FOR YOU"

Sorry for the long wait U.U don't hurt me or anything lol